I was staring at the windshield. It's been an hour with this super silent road trip. I looked at Magen. Mukhang wala rin talaga siyang balak na kausapin ako. I looked back at the road when in a few minutes a three policeman sign a stop. I looked at Magen, his brows immediately furrowed when he give me a quick glance. He just shrugged before looking at the rear mirror and finally stopped the car."What's wrong?" I asked him, worriedly.Hindi niya ako pinansin at binaba na lang ang bintana nitong kotse. He nodded at the police."Lisensya mo..." the police said and handed his hand.I saw Magen's forehead furrowed "Why?""Over speed..." walang gana na sagot ng pulis.Agad naman nagsalubong ang kilay ko dahil sa sinabi niya. Magen didn't over speed! I looked around to find a cctv."Miss ganda, tingin mo ba dito kami rorota kung may CCTV?" Bumaling siya ulit kay Magen na seryoso ang itsura "Ibigay mo na ang lisensya mo,"The other police laughed and tapped the shoulder of the police "H'wag
"Akala ko ba secret lang?" I asked Magen when he sat beside me.We're here seating on their sofa. Bahagya pang umuga dahil sa pag-upo niya. He's looking at his phone. He type something, right now he's wearing a simple white t-shirt and jersey short. He looks fresh while me is still wearing this outfit."Liza will always stay here in Cavite. Hindi naman pupunta 'yon ng Manila dahil hindi 'yon mahilig lumabas. Our secret is safe with her," he answered, still typing something.I nodded and moved beside him. I leaned my head on his shoulder. Mukhang hindi naman siya nagulat dahil hinayaan niya lang ako. I can smell his manly scent! I bit my lower lips because of my fluttering heart. He didn't shout at me. I don't know if this is my hobby? I always leaned on the shoulder of my boyfriend. Like, Wave and Hanzel. Hanzel is my ex-boyfriend who cheated on me and the one staying with the same building with us. I was lucky because I didn't see him around. When me and Wave broke up after a months
"Huy! Kabog ka," natatawang sabi ko at dinuro pa si Mint. He raised his brows before rolling his eyes. I looked at Liza, humihikab siya."Do I look like I'm joking? Kung hindi galit si Kuya kay Papa baka hanggang ngayon nandito parin kami sa Cavite..." he mocked like a kid.So, Cavite is their hometown eversince huh? Dito rin kaya sila pinanganak? Or lumipat lang sila dito? I sighed before looking at my nails. Actually, it's not my first time here. Wave have a house here at Bacoor and Munchy is staying here too. I'll visit her tomorrow or after tomorrow."By the way, nagcommute ka? It's late na. Pinabyahe ka pa ni Magen," I pouted as I look at him.It's already 11:14 PM!He made a puppy eyes "I have car..." mayabang niyang sabi kaya napairap ako.I know, as he said their Dad is the C.E.O of VLFN Holdings, Inc. As far as I know, they handling the Mingen Group Corporation which is a wine and beer products and they also owned the VLFN Bank of the Philippines! Imagine the amount of money
I'm really inlove with Magen and I can't deny it. I was hurt by loving him and I'm aware with that but still I'm hoping that this love turn into wonderful privileges. I hope that this love will lead me to a serene path. Kung saan ay tahimik at maayos. Kung saan walang pag-iyak at pagluha. Kung saan walang nakakapagod at nagpapapagod.I love him and I'm still willing to take the risk by loving him. Loving someone looks like choosing a color that you want to mixed with another one. For me, love is like a white color in palette. Once we look at it because of our own judgement or own sided then it's hard to figure out the essential of it but when we look at the both side or another judgement then we will find that it's not useless. Na... ah, mahalaga rin pala 'to. Color white, we thought it just useless or not capable on giving us benefit but in another way it was very important because that was the one who makes everything beautiful.Sa pagmamahal kapag tayo ay nasasaktan we will always
It's hard to forgive someone who cheated. The scars and wounds are very hard to heal. You can forgive someone but you will never forget what he did to you. It's hard especially when you saw it cleary. That the person who trusted you once, cheated."Stay," Hanzel stopped me when I was about to go out.I stare at him, hindi na siya sobrang putla sa ngayon. Tita and Tito thanked me for bringing Hanz here. Hanzel looked at his parents and it's a signal for them. I know Hanzel want to talk to me. I can sense it with his gaze. His eyes is telling something."I need to go home at Manchy's condo. Wala siyang kasama do'n," I said seriously.Nakipaglabanan pa ako ng titigan sa kaniya. He smiled weakly, bitterly. I know Hanz with the months passed by with him. I knew how much he loves me but maybe that love is not enough to go on and try again.In the other side, I think about Magen. I knew... I saw too how Magen cheated. Pero hindi ko alam kung bakit nagawa ko parin humanap ng dahilan para mapa
"You can stay there..." I pointed my fingers on other room beside my room.I'm seating here on the couch while playing and curling some strand of my hair. I combed my hair using my fingers and lifted my head to look at Anica.She roamed her gaze inside my unit her lips is half parted while holding her backpack. "Ang ganda dito..." she murmured still looking around.The amusement on her face drawn. She's still standing and walking forward and backward.I just smiled at her "Go on, Put your bag inside the room,"She nodded, I watched her entered the room. I pouted when I remembered that Magen will not show up here. He stayed on his office! He said that Anica might know our secret that's why he's not here. Halos mapatalon ako ng biglang bumukas ang pinto ng unit ko!"Bullshit, Denver!" I scolded my cousin, loudly! "Why you have that plastic trumpet horn?!" I shouted.Pakiramdam ko umukit ang ugat ko sa leeg sa malakas kong sigaw habang tinatakpan ang tainga ko. Napapikit ako ng nakita ko
I tied my white apron on my waist and bunned my hair with my sky blue scrunchie and put a hairnet. I'm just wearing a fitted white t-shirt partnered with my denim skirt and skin tone sandals. I didn't bother to wear a chef's uniform because I felt that, I didn't deserve to hold that title."Chef Heart, spicy parmesan shrimp pasta for today's recipe. Good for 3 servings and the total time of waiting will take only for 45 minutes," Rain, our head chef said."Got it," tamad kong sabi.I prepare the ingredients that other chefs gave me. I started to cooked it like what I've learned while watching them for the past few days. It's been five days since I started working here."When are you coming back dad?" I asked dad while holding the telephone.I'm here at his office, I looked at my nails while swaying his swivel chair.I heard his chuckled "Tomorrow morning, Poena. Sinabi ni Chef Rain ana marami daw ang nagustuhan ang performance mo d'yan," masayang sabi niya.I just nodded even he can't
Sobrang bilis ng pagkalabog ng dibdib ko. Nangangatog ang tuhod ko at nagtataas at baba na ang balikat ko habang walang humpay ang pagtulo ng mga luha sa aking pisnge.He left me again.Sa totoo lang nahihirapan ako. I know na hindi pa ga'no katagal ko siyang kilala. Wala pang isang taon pero ba't nasasaktan ako na para bang nadama ko 'to ng mahigit sampung taon?The tears... this tears keep on betraying me. This feeling betrayed me.I want to ask him, sa lumipas ba na mga araw habang kasama ako ay naging masaya siya? Kahit sikreto lang? Nakaramdam ba siya ng kakaibang feelings? Nakaramdam ba siya ng onting pagmamahal para sa'kin? Naattached ba siya? Pero... wala, napapanghinaan ako. Kasi alam ko na naman ang sagot sa mga itatanong ko.Kasi nga... hindi niya ako mahal. Hindi niya naman talaga ako minahal.I'm aware with it."M-magen! L-let's talk properly! P-please!" I cried while knocking at his door.I stood up properly as I closed my fist to gain more strength. No one can hear me e