Alessia's POVI wake up with a bit of a headache. I didn't sleep enough and that didn't make up for the fatigue I experienced on that trip. Estrebelle was not there and Sushi was still sleeping. It looks like he stayed up all night because of what happened last night.I got up even though I felt pain in my senses. This is normal because I lack sleep. I took a quick shower to eat.I also took a quick shower because I took a shower last night. I just put on the black kimono with the thinness. The sleeves are long and loose.I quickly combed my hair and looked at myself in front of the mirror. It's not noticeable, but the lack of sleep is visible in my eyes.Who will be able to sleep soundly from what happened last night? I had it in my head that it might come back and eat my memories while I slept. Even if I thought that Sushi was there, watching, I couldn't be calm.Suddenly the door opened and slammed shut so I turned to see who had done it. I saw my older brother who had lost a lot o
Alessia's POVAfter I had breakfast, I fixed myself first before facing the king. I don't want him to see the traces of my crying. I don't want to add to his thoughts.I also told Estrebelle not to tell the king what she saw. There was a good chance that he would tell the king that, so I spoke to him. As much as possible, I don't want Elijah to think that my brother and I are talking so that he doesn't get suspicious.I now walked towards his office. I don't know why he wants to talk to me. I'm thinking maybe it's about the mission, or he'll say I can't go next time.There are many possibilities but it makes me think that maybe none of the ones I thought of are the reason. I just decided that I would accept whatever he had to say unless he didn't let me go on the mission. I have to go, I have to.I was in front of the door to Elijah's office. The two sentinels who were guarding bowed to me and opened it.I nodded to them and went inside. I found Elijah standing in front of the window
Alessia's POVI opened my eyes and saw Elijah standing in front of me with a frown.I want to frown because I remember what Ynna said. Liar! I wanted to yell at him but I didn't. I'm out of place, and I shouldn't be."Why majesty?" I tried to ask him calmly even though my muscles were shaking because I wanted to know the truth."Is there a problem?" He asked me worriedly. I feel like he notices that my ex is not good.I'll be silent. "There is no majesty," I answered him even though I wanted to shout that there was. I'm just holding myself back because I'll look like a fool if I'm a slave to my feelings.Elijah stared at me as if he was reading me so I improved even more pretending that I was fine."It doesn't look anything to me, sweetheart. I already told you, I trust my instinct more than my eyes when it comes to you." He promised me and I wanted to slap myself. He can sense if I'm not feeling well. I can deceive him visually, but not his instinct.I sighed. "Nothing. I just didn't
Alessia's POVI feel light after I showered. I don't feel hot anymore because of the clothes I'm wearing.I also didn't want to wear the clothes I brought because I knew it would be hot. There were clothes locked inside but I had a hard time finding something to wear because usually, the closet was full of balloon pants and what looked like sleeveless blazers. But I found a sleeveless one with the front closed. It is white and gold.That's what I took and a pair of white and gold balloon pants. I made sure to wrap my chest with a cloth first so that my chest was not visible.I put the dress on and it was easier to wear than my usual clothes. I felt comfortable and didn't feel hot. He also does not itch the skin. But I looked at my arms. It's too thin for a man. My arm is a woman's, there is no information at all.My skin color is even brighter because of the gold. But there's nothing I can do because I'd rather wear it, than die of heat stroke because of our clothes in Valeria.I came
Alessia's POVThe light in the sky is colorful. Fireworks are not new to me because there is always something like this in Arada every new year. The fireworks display is something we look forward to watching every new year."It's a tradition, every king's birthday." Rafi turned to me which surprised me because he was speaking a normal language. I thought it would continue to speak English."I feel better that you don't speak English anymore. I don't feel very comfortable there." I promised him. "I'm not a noble, that's why."Rafi frowned. "There is no problem with your English. You sound natural." He answered me.I didn't say I didn't know how, I just wasn't comfortable."I'm just not comfortable because I feel like I'm talking to someone in a high position," I answered him. Elijah, I know he's not very good at normal language, but whenever we talk, that's mostly what he uses. He only speaks English when his emotions are involved or it is more correct to say that he is getting emotion
Alessia's POVI am inside my room. Elijah dropped me off after that conversation. Now that I understand the situation, I somehow feel better. Even though you know it's complicated, it's still a relief to know what's going on and why he's doing it. Because what's more difficult is that you don't know what he's doing. That's where pain and unwanted thoughts come in.I am slowly accepting the fact that something was happening to them and Aphrodite. I have to be mature and not a jealous freak. Even if I wanted to, I was the one who came first in his life, I can't do anything, so I'll just accept it. I also notice Elijah's strange looks, I don't know if I'm the one with the problem because I notice that he's staring at me as if he's deep in thought. If I ask, he just says no. But I feel something strange there that I just can't name.I no longer insisted on whatever his problem was. If he doesn't feel comfortable telling me that I won't force him. There are things that we are not comfortab
Alessia's POVI did not refuse Aphrodite's invitation. I can also think of what is the reason why he wants to talk to me. I was afraid that I might spread the scene I saw inside Elijah's room.I'm not in the habit of spreading that. Even though I don't feel good about him, I can't feel bad about spreading something that will hurt someone. If that happens to me too, maybe I will also talk to the person who saw me. That's embarrassing, no matter who's in that position.I followed Ynna now and we entered Aphrodite's room. The sweet smell immediately hit my nose. It doesn't hurt the nose, but it's not the type that would be my favorite.I immediately saw Aphrodite sitting and looking at me now with a serious expression on her face."You can go out, Ynna," Aphrodite ordered Ynna. His tone was far from what I had heard when he was talking to Elijah. It has more emphasis now and I can feel his pride.Ynna bowed before leaving the room. Aphrodite and I were left inside. I didn't say a word, I
Alessia's POVWe also arrived in front of the pyramid. That remarkable trip also ended. But with Elijah, it seemed like he didn't have anything because of his expression. He didn't let me get any worse. I know he worked hard at whatever he held back.Elijah spoke to someone today who is a citizen of Genovia. We are in front of the pyramid and the two camels are tied to a palm tree.Stefano is now grinning as he approaches me. It's like watching a good show so it's smiling. I frowned at it because I could feel what its purpose was."I know that look. You got uncomfortable with the ride." He commented to me. I didn't answer because I was getting more and more uncomfortable. "But don't worry, everyone experiences that. There's nothing we can do because the transportation here at Waldorf is camels. Just be thankful that Elijah is behind you, because the others, they don't even know but feel the thing that."I blushed at what he said. He had a point, but it was still embarrassing. My clean