Anna povI felt bad and guilt I refused to let the pack help an ex member but its his ex girlfriend and I know she wants him back. I sigh and rub my belly. Derek went to sleep after we made love but I couldn't I was to worried about what Ellie's dad said. I was so worried he was right about it all that sleep wouldn't come. Maybe he was right maybe she should be here and I should be gone cause he was in love with her. I felt tears fill my eyes as I looked down at my big pregnant belly. Derek was snoring and I held in my sobs. "he was right she should be here instead of me",I whispered. I get up and go downstairs to think and cry more.I was feeling depressed so I headed downstairs to get a snack. I was sitting at the counter when I felt our boy kick like he knew his mama needed comfort. "I know baby but maybe daddy would be better off with her",I choked saying it. I was gonna give in and tell him to let her come back. She needed help and I know if it was me I would want help from my
Derek povI try not to let it show but Ellie killing herself crushed me. I did love her but I wasn't in love with her, not like I was with Anna. I closed myself off but I know Anna noticed. She got really quiet which worried me. She also got really withdrawn and barely ate again. She went quieter than usual. I found her sitting in her rocking chair staring off into the yard watching the squirrels. I went quiet and she noticed. The looks she gave said it all cause she looked at me like I broke her heart all over again. When she went into labor she called Wesley and had him tell me. She wouldn't even tell me herself when he told me he shook his head looking disappointed. "You're doing good Anna one more push",the pack doctor said. She listened to him but I could tell she wanted to get away from my touch. "Okay",she gasped then pushed hard. I encouraged her but the look was one I saw when she was giving up to die. Once our son was placed in her arms she smiled at him and kissed him. I
Anna povI heard Derek crying in his sleep. He was crying her name which upset me. I got up and fed our boy which we needed a name for. I wanted an easy name so he wouldn't struggle with it when he went to school. "You're such a cute munchkin",I whisper, kissing his face. He eats greedily before I change and burp him. After getting him to sleep I crawl back in and go to sleep. I feel Derek get up and pace. His breathing was ragged and heavy as he cried out her name. My heart clenched but I kept my breathing steady and my eyes closed. This hurt so bad I knew he would miss her. They had years together. She had a part of him I will never fully get and I just had to accept that even if it hurt. It hurt that he was dreaming of her but she was with him for years so I understand why he would dream about her. I feel him leave and I sit up with tears filling my eyes cause he left to mourn her. I wipe my tears away sadly and head in to take another shower. Derek would always be weighed down b
Derek povI hold Anna feeling guilty she heard me dreaming about Ellie. She flipped then stormed into the bathroom and by the time I got the door open she was freezing. Her skin was cold to the touch and she was shaking. Aiden growled at me cause I hurt her again. He gave me a headache yelling at me and cussing me for being stupid. When she woke I begged her to not leave me. I loved my mate more than anything else. My pup was up there as well. I kissed her head and held her tight. She whimpered and shook still cold. Then she tried to fight to get away but stopped when it hurt her vagina. She hissed in pain and started to cry more. Fuck my angel I just keep hurting her. "fuck angel I'm sorry I keep messing up with you. It's not my intention at all. Please don't leave me ",I begged, feeling tears fall down my face. When she felt my tears she froze and looked up at me. I felt little hands on my face and she wiped my cheeks. Her lips found mine and she kissed me. She held on tight still
Anna povI sit feeding Levi and chuckle as he looks around. I was told by the moon goddess he would be extremely strong and rule the werewolf world. I kissed his face and stared into his eyes which looked exactly like his dads. He stared back and I fell more in love with him as the days passed. He is very observant and seems to take everything in all the time. "You're so adorable Levi",I cooed as he ate. I burped and changed him before putting him down for a nap. It had been two months and I was back to my thinner self and Derek hounding me to eat more. I just never cared much to begin with but he seemed worried enough to bug me. Coming into the kitchen I smile as Derek is standing there with food. "Hey baby girl, are you okay today?"he asked, kissing me. I smiled because he got my favorite fast food again. "I'm good. How are you? Why don't you ever get food you like Derek I honestly wouldn't mind",I ask sweetly kissing him back. He pulls me closer after putting down our food. He l
Derek povI planned a date with Anna and I want to ask her to marry me. I know I've been horrible to her in the past but now that I accepted her I love her with all my heart. I haven't told her that Ellie faked her death but I'm saving that for another time. I found out by her showing up and begging me to take her back. I told her to get out and she left but promised to come and hurt my Anna. Tonight is about us. I planned this night down to the flowers and food. I got a ring that I know my angel will love. I'm sitting in my office filling out paperwork when my cell rings. Just great I wanted the day to go smoothly. "hello", I say distractedly as I sign the papers for a bigger pack house to be built. "hi lover long time no talk",Ellie says sounding smug. Great this bitch again I really question what I ever saw in her. I wasted years on this bitch. "What do you want?" I growl going through another folder. "We need to talk to Derek and I prefer in person",she stated. I wanted nothi
Anna povI could hear everything Ellie said and I felt scared she could take him from me. When he yelled at her and hung up I felt slightly better but a small part of me knew our perfect world could implode. Ellie and Derek had years together and they lost their virginity to each other which still hurts. So as we sat down at a fancy restaurant I looked around worried she could pop up. He stared at me clearly loving the dress he picked out. Before he left he pulled my back to his front so I could feel how hard his cock was. I got wet and he growled and turned on and wanted me but we had reservations so we had to go. "Anna",Derek said, getting my attention. I looked at him shyly as he looked back looking nervous. "Yeah",I said softly. I hope he wasn't breaking up with me. "I want to talk to you about something. Something important ",he said looking at me. Oh no he wanted to let her come back and help her. "okay. Are you okay Derek?", I was getting nervous now. "y-yeah I'm just gonna
Anna povI held Liam's hand while they tended to his wounds which were horrific. I was checked over but I refused to leave him. His own mate, the mother of his son, hated them both. How he survived her rejecting him I will never know. She then tried to kill him and attacked us. The bitch was mental wanting what isn't hers. "I'm sorry",I say softly, feeling bad because I caused massive amounts of chaos. He winced in pain and growled. "not your fault Anna she is just jealous of you and completely insane. I thought me and Chance would change her but she hated us more after his birth. It's my fault I tried to be the mate she desired but I failed",he hissed as they finished his stitches. This must hurt and I felt awful. "no if I would have just left none of us would be here dealing with her craziness",I utter holding his big hand. He smiled sadly and squeezed my hand. He looked at me sadly as his wolf struggled to heal him. "I'm sorry Derek, he said looking up at my mate, I failed and m