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I Am Not Myself Chapter 11
Chris Melberg: I woke up in my bedroom. I saw a bandage on my hand. My hand was hurt and I didn't know what happened. I looked at my phone and there was a video of Nick for me."Hello Chris! If you think that you can easily get away from me then you are a fool. You said that I can't feel my wolf mate with Ashley. And you felt it with Emma. But did Emma feel it? No, because she is a dead wolf. And how do you know I didn't feel it with Ashley? Maybe I did. Since I am a whole other person. And you know who Ashley is?"He was sitting on the bed and making videos with my phone. He smiled after asking about Ashley. He didn't give an expression till now. I was nervous and worried. I continued the video,"Ashley is the girl due to which we share a body. She is the girl from that incident which happened years ago. She is the cause of our trauma, my trauma. She is making me strong. Because she is my first love. She is the one who became the cause of our first early wolf transformation, my transf
I Am Not Myself Chapter 12
Chris Melberg: I tried to sleep but I remembered the scene when Emma fainted in my arms after listening to that old wolf. She must have remembered all her past. The old wolf asked me to give him Emma's blood. A hybrid bite can only be cured by his/her blood. Emma bit one of their wolves. I dropped her home. I didn't want her to meet Nick in morning. So it was better to drop her home. She wasn't feeling well.And my heart was also in pain. Emma didn't feel a bond with me because she had a mate. I wanted to tell her how strong our bond is. She didn't feel my pain but I was feeling hers. The thought of her not being my mate was torturing me. Her old mate died and I am her new mate. But she didn't accept the reality. And what was more painful than that was that she couldn't realize the intensity of my feelings towards her.I knew werewolves don't cry or weep but tears were coming out of my eyes and I couldn't stop them. Maybe it was because I was feeling Emma's pain besides suffering fro
I Am Not Myself Chapter 13
Chris Melberg: I woke up early in the morning. I felt tired because of the transformation. Maybe Nick tried to hold the transformation and fell ill. I took breakfast, sitting on the table alone made me realize how lonely and depressed I was. I was feeling completely helpless like all the things in my life were turning against me. Emma already had a mate that died. Nick was getting stronger day by day because of that girl Ashley. I was afraid that I might disappear somewhere in Nick and become a part of him. After my last meeting with Emma, I was stressed out. She cried on my shoulder for her dead mate while I was trying to hold the ocean of my love for her in my eyes. I got up from the table and went to my psychiatrist. She gave me some new pills but this time, I didn't tell her about my pain. I just took medicine for stress. I was on my way home and Emma called me. I quickly picked up the phone," Hy, how are you?". She asked me in a normal way."I'm fine. What….aaa.. about you?" I
I Am Not Myself Chapter 14
Ashley Falls: "I was enjoying free time in college. Jane said to meet her in the cafeteria. I went there. She was already sitting there. We ordered some food to eat. "What? He was sick?" Jane asked after I told her that Nick was sick yesterday. I didn't tell her about him being a werewolf."So, you treated him like a doctor. Oh my god, it sounds so romantic". Jane said."He was sick. It wasn't romantic". I hesitated while admitting."Oh my god, you were worried about him. You didn't fall in love with him. Did you?" Jane asked."No no…. What are you talking about? I didn't even tell him I love you too. I pretended to like everything he likes and dislike everything he dislikes"."Very good. You shouldn't repeat your mistake. You shouldn't forget about Tim". Jane advised."But he looked nice. I don't think he has any friends to make a bet. He isn't like Tim". I defended Nick."You should be careful. I know that he is one of the most rich and handsome guys on the island. So any girl can
I Am Not Myself Chapter 15
Emma Gray: I was in the car with Chris. He was sitting on the driving seat. We were stuck in the traffic. We were going to have dinner like normal humans do. Chris was nervous and worried at the same time. I could tell by looking at him. Then the scents coming from him were enough for me to know about his emotions. He looked at the time from his wrist watch."Do you need to go somewhere?" I asked."No, I am just tired". He said and looked outside the window.Suddenly, I heard a mild growl. I looked at him. He was still looking outside the window." Did you do that? " I asked him."Do what?" He looked at me with curiosity.His eyes were red. "Your eyes. They are red. What's happening?" I asked surprisingly.He saw himself in the mirror."I don't know what's happening. It isn't a full moon." He said.His eyes were now more red. His nails were also black and longer than usual. Then all of a sudden, he started growling slowly. He held his forehead with his hands. "My head is in pain". He sa
I Am Not Myself Chapter 16
Ashley Falls: We reached his house. Jane helped me in taking Nick out of the car. We went to the door. I asked Nick about the keys of the door. He searched keys in his pants pockets and then jacket pockets. He couldn't find them. Finally, I searched for them and they were in his jacket pocket. I opened the door. We went in. Jane helped me in laying him on the bed."Oh my god, I always wanted to look in this house. Look at it. How big is this room?" Jane said."Yeah". I hardly said because I was still trying to put Nick's legs on the bed. He was totally drunk and was about to sleep.Jane was looking at every corner of the house. "I think I should go. I need to reach home on time". Jane said."I will come after he falls asleep". I said to her,"Okay. Take care of yourself. Don't let him do anything to you. Be careful. If you need me, just call me". Jane instructed me.I said I will be careful. She went home. I took off Nick's shoes, covered his legs and upper body with a blanket. I was
I Am Not Myself Chapter 17
Ashley Falls: I went to college. Nobody called me the whole day. I was constantly thinking about Nick. But he didn't call me. In Fact he didn't usually call me during the day. He always calls me at night. He even came to meet me at night. I did my part time job as a waitress. After a long wait, the sun sets and the sky turns dark.All I did the whole day was wondering about him while doing my routine work. I made hundreds of fake romantic scenarios in my mind with him.At last, his phone call came. Sitting on a chair, holding a hot coffee mug in my hand, I was studying some painting techniques. I quickly took the phone. I was going to attend it but then I wondered if I would attend it quickly. He might think that I was waiting for his call desperately. Yes, that was the truth but I didn't want him to find out.I attended the call. No one said anything from the other side."Hello, Nick!Are you there?" I asked."Yes". He answered. I heard his voice after a long time. The rasp in his voic
I Am Not Myself Chapter 18
Chris Melberg: I didn't know why I was hugging Ashley, unintentionally. Emma saw us and she disappeared from there in a second. I was feeling bad for her. Suddenly, I felt severe pain in my head… and this was the moment when I knew that Nick was coming out.Ashley Falls: I fainted in the arms of Nick. When I woke up. I looked around and figured out that I was in Nick's room, lying on his bed. Nick was there, sitting on the bed besides my feet, watching me. "What happened". Hardly tried to speak, I asked him."You fainted". He said.I tried to remember what exactly had happened and then I remembered all those scenes. Me going to a psychiatrist, me getting those memories back. "I remembered all those things, that vampire did to my family, to you". I told him."What are you saying? I don't know any vampires". Seriousness and calmness in his voice were shouting that he didn't know anything. Maybe he doesn't remember anything. I tried to think and asked," So, you don't know about a wooden
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