Betrayal

Daniel Black's P O V

"Daniel! What are you doing?! Slow down!" I heard Lolita's voice fighting through all the voices in my head.

I always fought back all the voices when I was with Lolita and tried to give her my full attention. She is the only one that makes me fight back those demons and do things that no one has ever done to me.

Even William can't help me stop those demons, but .... Lolita did and now, she is the one that brought back all those nightmares.

I finally realized that she has a lot more power over my life and thoughts than I realize.

"Do you wanna know who this man is? He can give me what your father can't. He loves me and your father doesn't, so I am going to leave you and your father to be his son's mother".

*flashes of Danial's mom sleeping with another man behind his father's back in their own home*

"If you tell this to your father, then you are disgusting, just like your father"

"you don't deserve to be loved just like your father"

"I hate you!"

"I regret giving birth to you."

"He is the only son that I am going to love" (stroking her pregnant tummy).

"Don't touch me! It's disgusting!"

"She doesn't deserve to live, we need to kill her son".

"Look at this bastard! He is the proof of her betraying us! We need to kill this bastard along with her!".

"Look at her struggling to live but she doesn't deserve that, right?".

"Look at her blood, son".

"Come here and kill her for betraying you, son"

"Don't even let anyone betray you. The biggest sin in the world is betraying others, so they need to have a painful death".

"You are gonna be like me one day, son".

"Stop! Stop it! Get out of my head! I don't want to hear you!"

"I will never be like you! Get out!".

I shouted in pain and anger, continuing the drive. I don't know where I am and what is happening around me, but I know one thing. I will never be like him.

I will never ever hurt My Wife as he did to my mother, even though he told me that he loved her.

I closed my eyes, fighting them, but I couldn't. Those memories kept flowing back like a nightmare.

I couldn't see properly with all the flashes covering my mind and that affected me from looking at the road.

I pressed the accelerator, clenching my hand on the steering wheel.

" Danial! Get out of it! Don't let them consume you! You are stronger! You are not like them! Please don't listen to those voices! Please get out of it! I love you!" I heard Lolita's voice against those voices.

Yes, she is right. She loves me, she will never betray me, she will never be like her!

She will never be like my mother!

She doesn't hate me!

She loves me! She will love my child as she loves my brother!

"Then why did she betray you, just like the bitch of your mother?" I heard my father's voice, again taking over Lolita's voice again. 

"NO! She didn't!" I shouted in pain, shaking his voice away, but it was getting harder. 

*Flashes of Lolita with another man in the bed naked, just like his mother*

"She already did! She betrayed you! Your wife doesn't love you like mine! She will leave you to be with him, so kill her. If you can't have her, then don't let any fucker have!" His voice blocked every other voice, much stronger than anyone. 

"You don't deserve love, just like your father. No one will love you, even your wife won't love you." I heard my mother's voice along with his. 

"She loves me! I love her!" I shouted through those voices, searching for Lolita's voice again. I want to hear her voice to escape these demons again. She is the only cure.

"She betrayed you. She doesn't love you, son. Come on, kill her like I did to your mom. She doesn't deserve your love for her betrayal!" I heard his voice again, again, and yet again.  

I shook my head, finally getting a glimpse of the version in front of me. I am in the car, driving on the highway, facing all the cars opposite mine. I didn't know what was happening and suddenly I felt a kick on the side of my waist. 

"I am sorry, I can't save you like I promised," I heard her soft and beautiful voice. My eyes widened as I got back to reality. She is in the car alone with the car speeding up while I am falling out of that moving car. 

*Flash*