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I woke up and found myself lying on the floor. The back of my neck is aching a bit. I peeked into the bed and noticed that Matteo is not there. I fixed his bed and returned the pillow I used back on it. I went outside the room and went into the kitchen. I toasted some bread and spread jam over it as my breakfast. I ate silently staring at the blank walls. I have no phone to entertain myself with
warning: sexual content and sexismIt was late when I got home that day. I scurried over to the kitchen and made the quickest thing I could cook but still be good enough. After 30 minutes I was done and just in time when I heard Matteo came into the room. I quickly run into the kitchen carrying his plate and drink in my hands. I set down the plate as he was sitting on the table. I grabbed a fork and gave myself a small bite of the food. I then proceeded to the par
trigger warning: domestic violence and rapej e a nHis lips formed a s
j e a nIt's been a week since my fiancé took the last bit of innocence in me. He has not come home ever since. I have been spending my days in the library. I requested Keith to buy me some books for medical school so I could keep studying and not forget in case I would be able to come back. He dropped them off at the manor without having to meet me because he was also too busy these days. I find
j e a nTomorrow is the day of our wedding and Matteo was at home for the past few weeks recovering. The following day that night, he called in a doctor to treat him. He has been having his meetings and all his necessary work at home. He and I have been distant from each other since that night. I only come to him when I need to and that is when he needs to eat or any other necessities he needs me for. I
trigger warning: extreme domestic violencej e a nThe wedding reception went by in a blur. It has been a h
warning: sexual contentj e a nFive days have passed ever since Matteo and I's wedding. I am still here lo
warning: sexual content and sexismj e a nThings have been peaceful for me in the following days. I follow
j e a nI stared at the moon and stars by the window of the guest room I am now sleeping in. I can never be not fascinated by the moon. Whenever I look up, I see the stars and try to familiarize what constellations I see. Looking at them always brings me at peace. My buttocks are still swollen from earlier. Matteo spanked me a minimum of 30 times and made me say “thank you&rdqu