Caught in a lie
Find me when I was pure
I can’t be free from this lie
Give me back my smile
Caught in a lie
Pull me from this hell
I can’t be free from this pain
Save me, I am being punished
- Lie, BTS Jimin
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THE sun shines beautifully, just right for a walk in the park or a walk in a garden. Adding to the beauty of the day is the light feeling because he and Infinity are getting along.
***JUST LIKE his previous visits here. The old woman was looking out the window. She didn't even pay attention to him when he opened the door. Even so, he greeted her with a huge smile on her face. "Manang Carmen! I have something with me. Your favorites. Puto and ensaymada.” He said while raising the plastic bags. But the old lady shows no interest in him. He would have put the items down on the table next to the bed, noticing that there were also many puto and ensaymada on it. He frowned. Someone visited her before him.
CHAPTER 44 It’s time to surrender, it's been long pretending. There’s no use in trying when the pieces don’t fit anymore. Pieces don’t fit here anymore. - The Pieces Don’t Fit Anymore, James Morrison *** IT was unusual to have a silent ride with him. She simply looked at his face. Even though only the lights from the passing cars served as her light, she could see his expression. Anger. Where or by whom, she did not know. They stopped at an intersection for a moment before Infinity got up the courage to talk to him. "Where are we going?" He didn't even look at her. But she saw his knuckles were turning white while holding the steering wheel. The stoplight turned green. He started the car before answering. "You'll know when we get there." Infinity got the same answer from him. She could feel his irritation that’s why she stopped asking. But it's still a big puzzle to her where they are going and why he is in this kind of mood. He is angry. But to whom? Where? And why?
*** SHE was losing hope. Especially when she saw how sharp Paolo’s gaze was at her. But this is her only chance to tell him her truth. She stepped one step closer to him, but her heart constricted when he signaled her to stop. As if right there, he didn't give her a chance to tell the truth. "I never left. I stood beside you. Because that...that's our promise to each other." She's thankful that her tears are in favor of her. "But where were you during those times?" He gently asked. What is the correct answer to this question? Because I'm out of options? "Because I needed to choose." "To choose between what?" His face showed a lot of chaos and confusion. "To choose between money and you! And obviously, she got the money before leaving you.” Grace is perfectly giving evil vibes. "That's not true! I’m out of options! I needed to sacrifice you for someone special for both of us! It was too messy! I don't know where to hold on. Where to get some strength? If-” He ra
Buhos na ulan aking mundo'y lunuring tuluyan Tulad ng pag-agos mo 'Di mapipigil ang puso kong nagliliyab Pag-ibig ko'y umaapaw Damdamin ko'y humihiyaw sa tuwa Tuwing umuulan at kapiling ka - Tuwing Umuulan, Regine Velasquez-Alcasid *** * B A C K S T O R Y* "C-COFFEE?" He asked her. Infinity looked at him as if he had four heads. "Huh?" "I mean… What… Coffee? Maybe you want some coffee first? My treat!" He asked, a little bit shy. "Ah...S-Sorry. I was in a hurry." She politely refused. "Next time, then?" He asked while giving her his million dollars. The boy next door smiled. "Y-Yeah! Maybe next time. Thanks for bringing me back my notebook. Bye!" She didn't wait for his answer and immediately left. He was left staring at the figure of the woman who was leaving. Those innocent eyes. This girl is really something. It got his attention even more. "Hey Paolo! We thought you were doing something. Why are you here? What are you doing here?" He heard one of his friends ask.
* B A C K S T O R Y* *** SHE is busy looking for the book in the school's library she needs to read for their essay writing. The library was surprisingly full. Maybe she will just ask for a table with a vacant chair if she can sit there. She suddenly remembered the man who returned her notebook. He intends to fool her. Maybe he thought she was someone who could be easily fooled. But she admits that he is handsome. But she knew he had a walking headache. Because the handsome man was followed by a headache. Also, she has to graduate first. Now that she’s 2 steps behind her dreams, she will not allow herself to introduce a distraction in her life. After seeing the book she needed, she saw an empty table. She started reading, and after 20 minutes or so... she felt someone sitting in the chair across from her. Only to be greeted by his face once again. "What a-" "Sssshhhh..." He heard everyone in the library say. It turns out it was the school librarian. She immediately
* B A C K S T O R Y* *** "HOW was your date yesterday, Pao?" His friends immediately greeted him. He smiled before answering. “The best!” They all cheered for him! They are currently at Jhezz's residence, they have nothing to do this weekend. They are now on a frequent coffee shop date. He knew lots of things about her, from her reason why she took creative writing, her passion for writing, and her small dreams that she wanted to accomplish someday. "Everything is settled already, bro? Have you made your final move?” Leo asked. "No. I think this time, I'll make things right for a girl." "Make things right?" He asked, confused. “Infinity's different. He is not just a pastime or a good time kind of girl. I can feel that maybe she's the one I've been looking for." "Oooh! It looks like this time Cupid made a bull’s eye!" Patrick couldn’t help but tease his friend, who is currently, foolishly in love right now. "We’ve just gotten to know each other for a while, but my at
When the light disappears And when this world's insincere You'll be safe here - You’ll be Safe Here, Rivermaya *** * B A C K S T O R Y* WEEKEND. Elroy had been courting with her for two weeks. She was fond of calling him by his second name. Not that she's making a fan of him, but she really likes his second name. Especially the meaning behind it. Infinity has a little secret. She is fond of calling him Elroy, his second name, not because she's teasing him. But it's because it's her way of owning him. Calling him by the name few people have the right to. And she is one of them. She kinda feels special for him. Paolo doesn't know this. And she is not planning to tell him. Not until they leveled up their relationship. He will go home to the orphanage this weekend as usual. Infinity was surprised that when she came out of her rented bed space, the young man was in the reception area waiting for her. “Oh! I believe we don’t have any plans for today, right?” She asked in surp
* B A C K S T O R Y* *** THEY were sitting on the grass by her mother's grave. "When I was young, I thought my family was perfect. Dad was working like any other father, then Mom and I stayed at home, waiting for him to come home. I did not question my mother why Dad was going home every other week. Because she said that is dad’s nature of work." She started to narrate the story. "Every birthday, my father promises that we will celebrate together. But it never came true. On special occasions like Christmas or New Year, we celebrate it in advance or after. One day, his original family knew about our existence and confronted my mom. I was in grade 4 at that time. Even as a child, I could understand anything that was happening. Apparently, my mother knew that she was the mistress. She only gave me the reason that she accepted my father because she loved him." "The reason why my father can’t celebrate my birthday is because it was also his eldest son’s birthday. I haven't experienc