Chapter 24

I don't know but I'm loving his changes. After that bus incident. He's been sweeter than before. Sobrang alaga and over protective niya rin na parang boyfriend ko na siya.

He's making me feel nervous. Hindi ko kasi alam kung bakit bigla siyang nagbago. I mean, this is what I want naman talaga. But it so sudden lang talaga, parang biglaan na lang. I'm happy at the same time scared.

I'm happy because finally he's noticing me and he's approachable to me. But I'm also scared because I have so many what if's in my mind. Masyado akong napapraning.

What if he's just playing with me? What if this is just a bet? What if he's making me fall for him deeply hanggang sa hindi na talaga ako makabangon. At kapag nangyari nga 'yon, maybe he'll drop me like a hot potato.

I'm so afraid because if that really happens... baka mabaliw na nga ako. 'Yung baliw na retarted na talaga. 'Yung need na ng medical attention. I don't want that to happen. I'm so scared for my self.