Tabitha: I calmed my racing breaths down and even when I tried to put on a smile, my lips moved strangely. I didn't want it to be true. I even convinced myself for a moment there, but then he repeated himself as if it were the happiest news ever."I am her second chance mate. Isn't it lovely I married her and now I got blessed with this news?" Sawyer beamed, holding her hand and placing it in his lap. I knew it wasn't my problem anymore; she could marry literally whoever she wants. But then, why couldn't I hold myself together and be okay with the news?My heart was thumping loudly. Jack held my hand, sensing my anxiety, but I freed my hand from his. It was all his fault. How on earth did he let her go like that? He should have kept her in his pack house like an omega and gotten her married to some old omega. But no! Jack was so dumb; he didn't understand what a cunning slut my sister could be.I so wanted to ruin their fun and let everyone know Carena can't even conceive, but I zipp
Carena:It was a pleasant night. Everyone greeted me with respect, and even those who used to once roll their eyes at me were now bowing and speaking respectfully. But as time passed, I began to feel a distance from Sawyer. He couldn't hold my hand forever, I realized. Now, as he busily discussed pack matters with the elders and Jack, I felt lonely."How about we go sit in the living room and enjoy some evening tea?" Lady Paula suggested, prompting Lady Jane and Tabitha to nod in agreement."Come, Carena! The alpha kings are busy; we should let them work in peace," Lady Jane gestured for me to follow them, her tone softer now.My body felt a bit shaky; I hadn't been away from Sawyer in the last few weeks. He had also made sure that everyone respected me. I thought I had gained courage, but soon he was out of my sight, and I realized the courage actually came from having Sawyer by my side.But I had to follow them inside; I didn't want to be seen as someone who was always clinging to S
Carena: I couldn't sit there and watch them glaring at me. With Tabitha smirking and sipping tea with the loudest noises ever, I felt like drowning in that cup of tea. I got up and shed my clothes, trying to hold back the tears from falling down my eyes."Excuse me," I knew I could escape for now, but Lord Rennick would not let me sit in his mansion in peace after finding out I couldn't even give him an heir. I rushed out of the living room and ran to my bedroom, dodging every guest in my way. I couldn't even glance through the crowd to find my young step-siblings. And they didn't bother to find me either."Hey!" It was Janine who had followed me to the bedroom. "What happened? You're not at the party?" She walked in with a pout on her lips."I can't be a part of these parties. I'm not one of them," my voice was heavy, and tears were struggling to stay in my eyes."That's bullshit. Your alpha king has given you that respect. Who the hell are these people to steal your happiness and s
Carena:"What are you up to?" the man persisted, causing her embarrassment in front of everyone."I wasn't paying attention, I'm sorry. I'll sort this out," she awkwardly gestured for him to lower his voice as all eyes were on them, but the man remained indifferent.He was so loud and rude, reminding me of how Jack used to behave.I've been in that situation many times, and I can attest that when all eyes are on us, we feel disgusted with ourselves, because of how we're being treated."Don't mind him. That's my royal Gamma, Mark Neob. He took over some time ago and is now dating Ashley," Jack quickly introduced them, seeming embarrassed by how his royal gamma had drawn attention to himself."Shouldn't your Gamma know he's not supposed to behave this way at a grand dinner?" Sawyer didn't take his eyes off Mark the whole time.But he also didn't react to Ashley dating him."Don't worry, I'll talk to him," Jack assured, signaling to Mark from afar to calm down, and only then did he lower
Carena: "What did you just call me?" I grunted quietly, my eyes stinging with tears of anger. How dare he use that term for me when the real owner of such a tag is him."I said--" Before he could finish, I raised my hand and slapped him as hard as I could. He shook his head and froze for a few seconds, almost like he wasn't certain that it really just happened."Did you fucking--" He straightened his back and had only raised his hand when I intervened, reminding him I wasn't his mate who he could mistreat anymore."Touch me and my Sawyer will kick you out of his pack," I hissed. He stared at my face in disbelief before nodding his head in understanding."My Sawyer? Since when did you grow so possessive over someone?" There was anger in his voice, also shock."You got to tell me what you wanted to tell me. Now, fuck off, Jack!" I hissed at him.The more I responded to him, the more I felt like he was trying to grasp the change in me. I would never dare speak back to him. Even when I c
Carena: "Why? Why can't you just reject her if you don't love her anymore or if you think you'll never be with her?" I questioned, noticing a slight twitch in his muscles. It was as if he reacted to something in my statement. Before he could reply and before I got distracted, I quickly began overanalyzing my statement to figure out what made him react so strangely.And then I realized it.It was something he had already answered before, and I had forgotten about it."You still love her," I murmured under my breath.He took a deep breath and stretched his neck back to calm himself, but he didn't deny it."But that's not why I'm not rejecting her," he mumbled.However, him not denying his love for her hurt me. It wasn't his fault because he had been honest with me from the beginning about his feelings for her. I guess it was just that he concerned and cared for me that made me think maybe he was falling in love with me.But I refused to believe one person could love two people equally.
Carena: I hoped for the morning to start off well, but that didn't happen. Sawyer got up earlier than usual to go for a run. I've been trying to learn as much as I can about him, and I knew that fitness was his top priority.Once again, I was summoned to Lord Rennick's study for a dreadful meeting, but this time I didn't give in. I decided not to attend. It's not like they would engage in any meaningful conversation with me. They would just scold and threaten me.I stayed in my bedroom, waiting for Sawyer's arrival, when a knock on the door grabbed my attention. "Come in," I said, straightening my blue dress as I sat on the couch, expecting it to be either Ginny or Janine. Instead, Lord Rennick and Lady Jane burst in, wearing expressions that darkened the room.My heart skipped a beat when Lady Jane slammed the door shut and glared at me. "You were supposed to join us for a meeting. How dare you disobey our orders?" she yelled, while Lord Rennick paced around aggressively."I was tir
Carena:I couldn't even get another word out of my lips. They seemed to be shooting me threatening glares, probably wondering what they could do to get rid of me now.“I guess I'll have to figure out how to tell Sawyer what a liar you are, and then deal with you and your damn annoying family who tricked us into putting their burden on us,” Lord Rennick threatened, his words hitting me hard and making me shudder at the thought of yet another humiliation."Let's go, we've wasted so much time and energy on this useless piece of crap. No wonder the Red Raven pack got rid of her as soon as possible," Lady Jane nudged Lord Rennick, who had been glaring at me as if I'd committed some major crime the whole time.Their words stung deeply. They left me standing there and finally left the bedroom.Now, I was stressed about when they would tell Sawyer that not only had I lied about having sex with him, but I had also hidden my condition from him. What if he gets angry at me? It's not like he'd be