Waking, I roll over to find my bed empty. Just like always, Mel has this thing where she dissapears before I wake. It kind of confirms that this is nothing more than sex. I climb out of bed and walk to the kitchen, the empty bottles laid on the kitchen side.
That is strange, normally she grabs them as she leaves. Shaking it off I walk to the bathroom, I don't remember last night. I do, actually. I remember the resturant, Serena's eyes on me as I came.
I remember so much of that, then we got back here, drank, and spoke. Then nothing. I laugh slightly. Maybe drinking that much was the wrong thing. It's Sunday, so today I will just sit and relax.
I hear the knocking and groan, or not relax. Walking to the door I open it and watch as Rooster walks in. I watch as he throws himself down on the ctair. His foot tapping, I have a bad feeling about this.
I go to close the door and it gets stopped, I look up and see Jessie. Okay, was I that drunk I did something, me
I don't know why I agreed, but I did. His words were real, what happened in the resturant had an effect on me and nothing I say will change that. It was messed up, I shouldn't have found it alluring or a turn on.I stand looking in the mirror, unsure of why I keep getting changed. It is a business meeting, not a date. Even if he sees it as a date, it is nothing more than a business meeting. I glance to the dresses on the other side, pulling the hangers across and moving the clothes I pick one up.Elegent and red, the dress is tight and the plunging v line comes low. Just as the slit up the side comes up hight. Deciding to wear it I put it on and get ready.Stepping out Dwayne is waiting."Miss Pierce." His eyes stay on my face and I nod to him. "The car is waiting, how many guards would you like?" He stands and walks behind me."Just two, outside. They are not required inside the resturant." It is business, and I don't like talking business with my
I watch her leave and all I can do is smile, I am getting closer even if she doesn't realise it. Even if she refuses to accept the move, I am getting closer. I spent the morning digging up information.There was barely any there. She has dated a few people but nothing serious and it has me wondering why? There has to be a reason, so I will keep trying to find out what. She has secrets, but I am guessing those secrets we're shared close. So close they will die with her like they had her father."Well?" I look up to see Mel sit down."She loves me, what can I say?" I laugh as she joins in."Yeah, right. However, I found out something." She moves and gets closer, bringing up Facebook I look at her confused. "Just wait." I do, and I watch as she scrolls through and pulls up a profile, scrolling through it is pretty much blank.No profile picture, no town, no city nothing. All the posts are generic. Until she stops and I tilt my head."That's Ser
The business meeting with Diesel was awful. For some reason I found myself craving him, yet giving in to him isn't good. So I tried ignoring the intense need for him and then walked away.His business proposal was amazing, but everything else just felt like a joke."Miss Pierce." I look up to Dwayne."Yes.""Mr Prent is here.""Let him in." I turn to the computer and load up Mr Prent's files. I glance through them quickly. This is someone else I have never dealt with. I have no idea why he requsted to come here."Miss Pierce." I look up and smile."Mr Prent, please take a seat and tell me how I can help you.""Your father and I were close Miss Pierce." He leans forward putting items on my desk. "We were discussing and in the plan of making a new deal, a new business. As you acn see there. It was kept off the record as he was worried his PA may see it and speak of it. I am hoping, we can continue the deal and business together."
It has been a week, and I have heard nothing from Serena. I had thought she would message, but she didn't. I paid like a good little pup on time and the full amount.Still, nothing. I'm not sure what else to do? Rooster says slow, Mel is telling me to run for it, and taunt her. Taunting is fun. Yet, Rooster is right. If I continue to taunt Serena and she is broken, it will drive her away."Diesel." I look up and see Rooster."Hey, everything good?""No idea! Jessie has a job but won't tell me shit! I tried following her but I lost her.""You sure she isn't lying?" It wouldn't be a first for Jessie."I'm sure. I know you don't want to but can you talk to her? She won't tell me Diesel, and I am hoping she tells you."Oh great, I stare at him."Are you fucking crazy? This week has been silent! Not once as she tried stripping around me." I laugh.If I contact her it starts all over again!"Okay, forget it!" I watch as
I sit annoyed at myself for letting it happen. More that I did, I was the one who leaned forward and kissed him.I'm even more annoyed at myself that I then freaked out and shouted at him, which makes me look like some crazy woman. I need to keep my distance from Diesel, I have no idea what he is trying to gain or wanting to gain from me.He wouldn't be the first man to proposition me since my dad died, and most of them just wanted in and to gain power. To lose their debt and forever have immunity. None of them actually wanted to be with me. Sure, they liked that it meant they got to share a bed with me, but not one took their time to find out who I am.No, they went straight to business talk, asking about things they had no rights to. They tried to find out information from my point of what they would do if I was to accept their proposal of marriage.I can't let just any man in, I would rather marry someone who I hated and wouldn't have a relationship wi
I watch amazed, while some people see Serena as weak and nothing more than a woman. So many respect her. So many follow her rules and see her as a woman of power.A woman. Those words scold me.I'm not a woman, not to Diesel. I am seen as a child. So maybe if I follow Serena's lead, that will change?Okay, so coming to Serena was partly because I knew she got into Diesel's head. So, if I spend time with her, surely, I will learn how she did it?She made Diesel want her. Not want, crave, and need. I hadn't seen Diesel that affected by a woman before. All my efforts were thrown in the trash.His words are still in my mind. Selfish, whore, child. I tried space, I tried to be cute, I tried to act badass. I tried to pursue him by stripping. Nothing works!I keep telling myself that maybe I am wrong, but if I was wrong and he really doesn't like me, why would almost fuck me twice? Somewhere in his mind, he likes me.That makes me think of m
I woke to a headache; I drank too much last night, but it was a fun night.The way Diesel is and everything he said to Jessie made it sound like she is childish. She isn't. I could tell that last night.She is wild and crazy, sure, but not childish. I guess her wild and crazy side just comes across as that to him.It was a good night, she spoke a lot about Diesel, and it gave an insight into him that I didn't know. To her, Diesel is a man who is looking for love but has a dark past that no one knows.She has no idea I know the guy she means is Diesel. Yet, she wouldn't mention his past, which has me wondering just who Diesel is?She told me he never does serious relationships. Just fucks random women for fun and a release.Everything she said has me wondering if he pushes Jessie away through fear? Then uses the excuse he sees her as his little sister? He tried getting me into bed using his charm and directness.Is that also a cover? D
I storm out of the building, my body shaking.I'm more than hurt by her words. Everything she said is wrong, she assumes she knows the truth, but not many people do know the truth.Climbing onto the bike I kick it started and ride to the club. I need a drink, I walk straight through and grab a drink, before sitting opposite Rooster. His head instantly shakes and I know the look on his face."What did I say?" His words are harsh although I know he doesn't mean them to be. "I told you." He looks at me smugly, and all I can do is nod."It's nothing. What is the plan with Jessie?" I look at him waiting."No idea I can't find out anything it is like whoever she works for holds enough power for no one to say where she is working."I nod while considering it my eyes glancing up to him. "You don't think she would work somewhere stupid again do you?""No! Come on Diesel, you know Jessie." His words are loud yet there is doubt in th