~JADE~
Everything else happened in a blur. It all felt like a nightmare and I so badly wished someone would wake me up.
Hunter had dragged me out of Arya’s place naked, and I had no will to protest against his iron grip. He didn’t think I had any decency left to preserve, I couldn’t even bring myself to ask for something to cover my shame as he pulled out of me, tucked himself back in and practically hurled me out of bed.
I didn’t have it in me to look at Darren or Arya’s face, my mate had fucked me right in their presence. Humiliated and degraded me beyond words, dragged me through the streets naked and left me on the front porch of my parents house with a warning that I would never return to our home.
I had crawled inside my parents house shaking and crying. Despite how many times they asked what happened my mouth wouldn’t budge, all I could do was weep as I sunk further into the shame enveloping me.
“Is this true Jade?” Even now, as I sit here in the presence of my parents and in-laws I still wished this was nothing but a nightmare.
“Jade!” I heard my father snap and I dragged my eyes away from my lap.
“Everything your mate just said true? Did you cheat on him with your sister’s boyfriend?” Dad asked and I shook my head.
“I didn’t, I didn’t do it.” I replied as fresh tears streamed down my face.
“Now she’s calling me a liar. Your sister and I saw you in bed with him. You were both naked.” Hunter growled from where he seated across the room and I flinched.
“Jade.” My mom’s soft voice filtered through, “Tell me the truth, please.” Mom requested in a shaky voice.
“I… don’t… I don’t remember….” I stuttered…
“I didn’t drink any alcohol, I was sober. All I took was water, and I… I don’t know what happened, I woke up and… and..”
“So you’re saying you intentionally cheated. You knew what you were doing, you didn’t even need the alcohol to whore yourself to your sister’s boyfriend.”
“Keep quiet.” Alpha Orion, my father-in-law and Alpha Head of the pack growled at Hunter, his voice cutting through all the other voices in the living room.
“You will not call your mate such degrading names while I am seated.” Hunter’s father muttered, glaring hard at his son.
“She is not my mate, not after she….”
“Do you want to be thrown out of here? keep quiet.” Alpha Orion snapped at Hunter once more. He lets out a series of muffled words before listening to his father, and he falls silent.
“I do not care what state you met her, or how angry you were. You should’ve reigned in your anger, and have the issue dealt with by the elder’s council. Do you know how demeaning it is to be told that my son, the next Alpha of this pack, was seen dragging his naked mate back to her parents house?” Alpha Orion bellowed at Hunter, who lowered his head.
“I taught you better than that, did I not?” He snarled at Hunter who nodded.
“What you do to your mate behind closed doors is no business of mine, what you do to her publicly concerns me, if it shames my name and that of this family. Never in generations before has such shame been accosted to our family. The pack’s future Luna, publicly shamed by her Alpha.” Shaking his head with a sigh, he points to me, then to Hunter.
“You are both a disgrace.” He declared with resentment heavy in his voice, and I cast my head down as shame washed over me.
I know how much respect and love Hunter’s parents accorded me, ever since I returned to the pack and became Hunter’s mate. I had been called the perfect Luna, my parent’s golden child, beloved by every member of the pack, and in just one day all that has been replaced with reproach and disappointment.
“This is something that we could’ve swept under the rug.” The current Luna, Hunter’s mother, voiced with a heavy sigh.
“Your Alpha ceremony is in two months, the preparations are all set in place. All notable Alphas from far and beyond have been invited, you shouldn’t have escalated this situation. Now with the stunt you pulled this morning, there’s no way we can keep whatever happened in that room a secret because Pack members have already started talking.”
“Mother, I don’t understand what you’re saying. She cheated, she betrayed my trust and her sister’s trust, and you’re saying it could’ve been swept under the rug?” Hunter asked, the tone of his voice rising above the normal octave and his mother nodded.
“Yes, every union cannot be perfect, what is important is upholding the standards and name of this family and this pack. There is a reason why we are the most respected amongst all packs. If you hadn’t pulled the stunt you pulled this morning, your father and I would’ve solved this without having to involve the elder’s council.”
“My mate cheated on me, defiled our mate bond and you expect me to keep it a secret?” Hunter half yelled at his mother, which earned him a warning growl from his father.
“Yes, that is what should’ve been done if you had paid any attention to all the teachings of your father. There is nothing new under the sun and no union is perfect. Everyone makes mistakes, let’s say she made a drunken mistake, punish her however you want behind closed doors. Do whatever you so wish to her, to show your anger, as long as your actions were not displayed for the world to see. As long as your actions didn’t hinder your Alpha ceremony, as long as it doesn’t tarnish the name of this pack and this family. Now we have no choice but to bring this before the council.”
“Which is the right thing to do!” Hunter exclaimed, throwing his hand in the air out of frustration.
“AND THAT IS GOING TO COST US A LOT. YOUR ALPHA ASCENDING CEREMONY WILL BE CANCELLED, EVERY NEIGHBOURING PACK WILL KNOW ABOUT THIS. WE WILL HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAVE FACE AND SHARE IN THIS DISGRACE.. ARE YOU A STRANGER TO WHAT HAPPENS TO ANY MATE FOUND GUILTY OF INFIDELITY BEFORE THE COUNCIL? THIS DOES NOT LOOK GOOD ON US, OUR IMAGE WILL BE TARNISHED FOREVER. ” His mother yelled at him, the veins in her neck and forehead popped with every word she said and it finally dawned on me.
They weren’t defending me, or trying to appease their son for my sake. It was about them, the intervention they talked about when they first got here, it wasn’t about proving my innocence, it was about their family, the pack, their image. And here I thought they probably believed me when I said I didn’t cheat on their son.
No one is ready to believe me, no one wants to give into the thought that I might be saying the truth. Or even try to investigate the situation. Why aren’t they asking Arya any questions? It was her party, she gave me the water I drank before I blacked out.
“Arya, where is your boyfriend, why isn’t he here?” Alpha Orion asked my sister who has been crying buckets ever since this sham of a meeting started.
“I don’t know… I haven’t seen him since the incident this morning.” She replied in betweens her sobs and hiccups.
“Jade, can you prove your innocence? If you can, this can still be resolved.” My mom asked, and I stared at her blankly, wondering how I can do that when I don’t even remember shit. Perhaps if they can get Darren and make him say the truth, but what if he is actually saying the truth? What if I really did cheat on my mate?
“That is no longer necessary. She has to go before the council, it’s the words of her mate and her sister against her. There is nothing she can do to savage the damage already done. Even if we try, the pack members are already talking, we can only make sure to save the pack’s name henceforth.”
“So you’re implying we make my daughter a scapegoat even if she might be innocent?” Mom gritted as she glared at Alpha Orion.
“She became a scapegoat the moment she woke up in bed with a man who wasn’t her mate.” Hunter’s mother replied, rolling her eyes at my mom.
“The council…. What… What will happen to me if they find me guilty?” I asked, amidst their banter.
I left the pack at a very young age, and most of the pack’s customs weren’t taught to me when I grew up with my aunt in the philippines. Ever since it became clear that I'll become Luna someday, I’ve been learning about pack customs, rites and laws but I had no reason to look up infidelity or anything about the council of elders.
“If found guilty, you will be stripped of your rights as a pack member, a severance will take place, Hunter will reject you and your mate bond will be nullified. After which you’ll be branded as unworthy, you’ll be paraded around the pack naked doing the dance of shame and you’ll be banished from the pack afterwards.” Hunter’s mom explained and my eyes grew bigger with each word.
Rejected? I’ll be made to dance naked around the pack, branded as unworthy, and I am not even given the chance to prove my innocence. Does it even matter if I am innocent, they’ll make the scapegoat if it saves them face.
“You can’t do that.. You can’t reject me.”
“Why because you still believe that you’ve done nothing wrong?” Hunter hissed at me.
“Because I am pregnant with your child, you’ll kill your child if you reject me and you know that.”
This was my last resort. I know how much his parents have been looking forward to having a grandchild, an heir because for some reason they only ever have one child in their bloodline. Hunter is the only child, and he can only give his parents one grandchild.
I don’t know why that is, but it is the first thing I was told after we became mates and why it was important for me to take care of myself and be healthy enough to carry the next future Alpha.
||*JADE*||I stood in the living room, unsure of what to do with myself. We were back home, and for the first time in two years, I felt like a stranger in my own home. I never knew a time would come when I'd feel like an absolute stranger in a place where I once found comfort and love.I am taken back to the first time I stepped foot in this house, the day Hunter brought me here as a surprise to show me our new home. The house he built for when he finds his mate, with the hope that they'll both make it their home, I remember the feeling of contentment and comfort I felt when he walked me into this very living room, the pleasant smile on his face when he said the words, “This is our home now, your home, for as long as you’ll have me."And in that moment, I felt like the most important person on earth; all the memories from when I was in Manila had become less painful. Because Hunter had given me a place I could call home in the first few months of meeting him and knowing he was my mate,
||*JADE*|| Days blurred into nights, and night into day. Hunter stayed true to his words by taking my things out of our bedroom. There was nothing I could say to change his mind, not even the fact that I was pregnant with his child.I had tried to make him go to the pack clinic with me, or even at least call the pack doctor over to confirm that I wasn’t lying, but he didn’t even care.He doesn’t think it’s his child because he believes I had to have slept with other men aside from Darren that he didn’t know about, and he is convinced that if I am truly pregnant, then the child belongs to one of them.But the child was his, even though he didn’t believe me. I know I should’ve told him before this happened, but I wasn't sure that I was pregnant because getting pregnant as a beta was almost impossible. Unlike omegas, a beta wolf like myself isn't always lucky to be blessed with a child. I'm not sure what the goddess has against us, but a beta’s chance of reproducing was almost next to no
~JADE~My eyes blinked open, my gaze hazy, as I tried to focus on the shadow hovering above me while at the same time trying to make sense of where I was and what had happened."Get up and get out of my kitchen." The rough sound of Hunter's voice had me blinking into focus, the fog in my vision and head gone as I took in his appearance.A groan slipped past my lips as I pushed away from the cold kitchen floor, my eyes taking in the broken glass around me, and an onslaught of headaches came barreling in as memories of the pain I had felt before passing out.‘He doesn't even have the deceny to ask if you're okay..’ Levana, my wolf, mumbled as I stood up."Quit stalling, stand up, and clean up your mess." Hunter boomed above me, and I winced. "Why?" I couldn't stop myself from asking, even if I knew his answer would only end up hurting me more, yet I still asked because a part of me still hoped that the mate who had loved me was still there somehow and that he would come back to his sen
~HUNTER~ "What is this about you embarrassing yourself and tarnishing the family name that I've been hearing?" Father lashed the minute he walked into his office. With a loud thud, the door closed behind him, and the harsh sound of his boot hitting the floor announced the presence of his anger as he walked over to take a seat behind his desk. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, father.” I pretended not to know, even though I am fully aware of what he could be talking about. A passive expression crossed his face as he fixed me with an icy glare. “Do not take me for a fool, child.” His glare was unyielding as he snapped. “Reports of your foolishness have gotten back to me, and I do not like what I am hearing.” "Why do you have people snooping on me, father? I'm a grown man; I can do anything I want." “Your penchant for misbehaving is the reason I have people spying on you. I do not generally care what you do with yourself, but what I care about is when your actions begin t
~JADE~ “Please wait here, Luna; the elders will call for you shortly.” Said one of the two gaurds who had escorted me to the council hall upon request by the council elders. Closing the door of the council hall behind him, the guard moved to the other side of the hallway, looking away from me, while the second guard proceeded to walk a few feet down the hallway away from us.I had woken up this morning with an aching heart and bile rising up my throat like every other morning since the morning my life took a drastic turn. After the argument with Hunter in his kitchen two mornings ago, he stopped coming home. I have not the slightest clue where he goes, but I sure as hell know what he does, if the pain I feel every time is any indication. It still baffles me how easy it is for him to switch up on me like this. He didn’t even care to give it time, or at least wait until a verdict had been passed. And if I am being honest, I have already given up hope of any sort of reconciliation bet
~JADE~ My body moved on autopilot as I walked into the wide expanse of the council hall. The hall was mostly used for large gatherings in the pack, for pack ceremonies, parties organised by the Alpha family, and sometimes rented on a discount for pack members who needed it for personal ceremonies, like birthday parties, or sometimes parties held after a mating was completed. Only a few selected people celebrated their union, and Hunter and I were supposed to celebrate ours officially after his ascension ceremony. I was informed that these were usual rites, despite the fact that we had already marked each other and were mated under common law. However, Hunter qualified as noble blood because, although not a royal, he was an Alpha heir. It was customary that after his ascension as Alpha, he should have an official mating ceremony during which his fated luna or chosen luna would be blessed by a high elder or priestess presiding over the ceremony, and the luna would be welcomed into th
~JADE~ “What the fuck is this about?” Hunter all but growled as he shoved me into what I presume must be a small office in the council hall, and the sound of the door slamming shut behind us enclosed the threat in his growl in this tiny space. I couldn’t even bear to harbour shame with the way he had dragged me from where I stood before the elders and all the way across the hall into this tiny room. It still remains quite unfathomable to me how easy it was for him to change from a loving and doting mate to this man who cannot even seem to stand the sight of me. Not one iota of respect did he think to grant me, almost as if I was never worth a thing to him. “I have a few questions.” "If this is another plot of yours to gaslight me with your words or to beg, save your breath.” Hunter snapped. “It is neither of the two; I just want you to answer my questions with honesty. All I need to know is the truth, and once I hear the truth from your mouth, I’ll accept your rejection like y
~JADE~I don't even think I remember when the trial started. No. I shook my head mentally; this wasn’t a trial because there wasn’t even anything to try here. This was some twisted judgment-day shit going on. This ceased to be a trial from the moment my own mate didn’t even believe me or try to fight for me. After accepting Hunter’s rejection, I walked out of that tiny office space with my heart in the pit of my stomach. Was it naivety because he was the first man I ever loved and I didn’t see things I probably should’ve noticed? Looking back at everything that has happened throughout the two years of our relationship, I guess I was just too naive to see things for what they really were. Hunter was always territorial and possessive, and one time when I complained about it to my mother because he was being too restrictive, she told me that was normal for Alpha wolves and their mates. She said wolves were territorial, so it made sense. I used to get all happy when Hunter would beco