It has been a week since Valerie and I have been at Dark River. It's been crazy to get used to everyone being required to train for safety reasons. It also helps prepare the pack to fight when the time comes from other packs or rouges. My body is slowly getting us to all the training day by day. Adrian has trained me on the required days so we can spend more time together and get to know each other. I still get my ass handed to me in every match he is faster and stronger than me. But today I have Elijah as my teacher I think he goes easy on me.
"You are getting faster every day. By know time you'll be just as fast as I am."
"I don't see any improvement. I'm still malnourished with zero self-defense moves. I'm slow and I get my ass handed to me every training session. "
"Of course, you don't but I'm telling you that you are improving a lot."
"If you say so."
"I do I also think that once we get your weight up to where it needs to be you'll be so much better. You will be able to take Adrian down with no problem"
"I know and I'm trying but the food is not my friend yet. It still makes me sick besides I put on two pounds in a week I think that's a good start." I was underweight which is not surprising to me when I only got one maybe two full meals a week. Valerie was not as bad as I was as she got to eat more than I did at our old pack.
"That is very good news. Now Adrian would like us to shower and then meet him in the theater room for dinner and a movie. Let's head back."
When we got back to the packhouse I head right for the shower to help with the pain in my muscles. The warm water felt good for a while until the water got cold. I slipped into comfortable clothing before I headed to meet the others. The thought of eating food right now made me sick to my stomach but Adrian makes me eat something throughout the day even when it is not much it makes him feel better that I do this for him. Our bond is already strong now and it has been a week. We haven't even finished the mating bond and it is already hard to be apart from each other. Valerie and Elijah marked and mated each other after two days together. I was just not at that point yet and Adrian understood that right now we are happy with the way things are but it's getting harder to be close to him and not want to do more with him. Aries has been driving me crazy trying to push finishing the mate bond so she can connect with Adrian's wolf. When I met everyone in the theater room Adrian already had everything set up. We were having pizza for dinner as that was now one of my favorite things to eat. There was candy and drinks set up on the bar in the corner of the room. He also had soft throw blankets on the couch as I like to cuddle with him and a nice warm blanket. He finds it cute that I wrap myself like a burrito any chance I get. We made movie night a weekly thing to do together as we each get to pick a movie to watch. This has become my favorite night of the week as I get my three favorite people in one place. I finally got my first kiss that was not forced three days ago and now I can't stop every time I see my mate I have to kiss him or wrapped him in his arms. It's like my body knows when we are in the same room or we are close to each other because my body reacts to him in ways that I can't even describe.
I'm working on my trust issues with having new people in my life that are becoming important to me I figured that now is a good time to improve myself in the trust department. It has not been easy I can tell you that now. I'm still a long way from letting people close to me as my past still haunts me and that can change. In a week Adrian wants to have the luna ceremony as his parents and brother get back from out of state. I'm extremely nervous knowing that I'll be the center of attention. But that's still a week away tonight has my nerves all over the place as Valerie and I are being introduced to the pack as the future luna and female beta. With her being marked already it made it obvious to the pack that they are mates and the female beta position has been filled. Valerie and I got ready together as she did my and her hair and make-up before we got our dresses on. She picked out a red dress that fit her curves like a glove and the color-matched her skin complexion perfectly. I picked out a turquoise dress that was long in the back and short in the front. It was beautiful and hugs my body in all the right places as I have put on more weight and starting to look healthy for once. I'm starting to gain an ass and boobs, I'm starting to like what my body is starting to look like. Adrian and Elijah came to walk us down to the backyard towards the bonfire. I didn't realize how many people were a part of this pack until everyone was gathered as one. We were both pulled by our mates to the middle of the crowd as Adrian got everyone's attention.
"Everyone I would like your attention please for just a few short seconds." Everyone had their eyes set on Adrian as he asked of them.
"I asked you all here to introduce you all to your luna and female beta. This is Karla your luna and Valerie your female beta. We will have the luna ceremony as soon as my parents and brother get back. Enjoy your night that's all that I have for you all thanks for your time."
When he took my hand and guided me to the sitting area by the fire. I went to sit next to him but he pulled me on his lap with his arms wrapped around my waist. I could feel that my cheeks are getting red from the embarrassment of being placed on his lap like I'm a child. But I also enjoyed it as being close to him helped calm my nerves. After a few minutes of being stiff, I decided to lean back against his chest. I never want this feeling of safety to end this is a lot more than what I ever thought would happen to myself. I looked up at my mate with a relaxed smile and for the first time, I feel like I finally belong, that I'm supposed to be here with this amazing man. I started to let him in and trust that he will harm me in any way. I've been dropping my wall slowly one by one every day and it feels fantastic to let some of this billed-up shit go.
"You two look cozy." Valerie always has to state the obvious.
"Hello, you two glad to see that you guys can leave the bedroom to join us," I replied back to her.
"If you will just give in you can have the same outcome that I have."
"When the time is right then it will happen when it happens Valerie."
"I was just stating a face know need to go all luna on me."
"I was not going all luna on you, I was just stating a fact." We talked for hours as we interact with the pack members throughout the event. My eyes started to get heavy as I started to yawn Adrian looked down at me with the cutest smile "Tired baby girl." I gave a nod in agreement.
"Let's get you up to bed then." I stand up with his hands still on my waist as I said goodnight to Val then walked up with my mate right behind me. I can't get enough of how good his hand seems to always feel on my body. I couldn't help but wonder what it might feel like without clothing in between his skin and mine. When we got to the bedroom I was half asleep when Adrian helped get me into my oversized shirt. He laid me down in bed and covered me up before he got himself ready for bed. When he climbed into bed he pulled me close to his chest with his arm around my waist holding me tight to him.
Adrian's family arrived early this morning. We are meeting each other for lunch at this place called New Moon in town. I keep on playing with the zipper on my hoodie the closer we got to the restaurant. Adrian reached over to take my hand in his but that just made me chew the bottom of my lip. "Baby girl will you calm down." "I'm sorry my anxiety is on overdrive right now. What if your family doesn't like me? Or they don't want you with me?" "They will love you. There is absolutely nothing to dislike about you. Even if they don't like you and want me to reject you I won't. You are my mate and that is that no and if or but about it." I breathe out as I look at him feeling a little better knowing that if things go wrong he will still accept me as his mate. When we pulled up to the restaurant Adrian opened the car door for me and held my hand as we walked into the restaurant. The inside was darker than normal with a light-up wolf and moon lamp hanging over the bar. The color scheme w
As we discussed I was rolled into school. I was starting on Monday, I was excited but nervous at the same time. being in the school environment has not been the best place for me to be. But the good thing is that Valerie decided to go back to school with me. She said that she has to be a good example for the younger pups of our pack. Adrian was trying to give me space to explore the pack more. He said that he likes to see me become comfortable with myself and my new environment. As an alpha, it's hard to let your mate go far from you as our bonds are stronger than the normal werewolf mate bond. I don't think it helps that we have not completed the bond. Monday came faster than I liked. I changed my outfit three-time and was about to change again before Adrian pulled me out of the room and down to the kitchen. When we walked into the kitchen Valerie and Elijah were waiting for us. The boys decided to take us to school this morning with it being our first day. On our way to school, my a
He gently pushed me onto the bed with lust and love in his eyes. When I was situated on the bed he slowly placed himself on top of me. My legs naturally separated for him as he got as close to me without being inside me. My body was craving his touch wanting to feel his skin on mine, to be as close to his body as possible. He looked down into my eyes with his wolf starting to make an appearance, "Baby girl are you sure you want to do this? Once we do this there is no going back." "Yes I'm sure I want this, I need this, I need you." I can smell her arousal already. I couldn't help but wonder what she would taste like, but only time would tell. I know that she has never experienced anything like this so I want to take it slow as well as memorable for her. I started to kiss her lips softly with just enough love and passion behind them before moving to her neck. I left a trail of kisses down her jaw to her collar bone where my mark will sit very soon. I ran my tongue along with the spot
We slept until late morning with us wrapped around each other's bodies. Karla was still asleep when I brushed her hair out of her face. When I go to move her off me so I can get up for the day she holds me tighter to her. She growled at me for trying to move her before she was ready. I guess that was bad on my part for disturbing my angel. I chuckled at her knowing that she has a rebel side to her. I rubbed her back until she was relaxed again. "Shh, you’re fine baby girl." As I whispered to her there was a soft knock on the door. I know who it was as I gave Elijah the okay to come in. Before he was fully through the door I made sure that Karla was completely covered with the blanket we are both using. He walked to the edge of the bed with a wide cocky smile on his face. At this point, I know that he is going to be a smart ass about Karla and me laying the way we are and the bed a complete mess. "What have you two love birds been doing in here?" I rolled my eyes at my best friend'
When I was situated in my office with alpha Mike and Liam I honestly didn't know where to start with this meeting. I was more concerned about my baby girl than to be in a room with an alpha I can't stand, a beta that I like but am unhappy with the reaction that my mate had towards him. I have no idea what to say or how to start this meeting. I feel like I am repeating myself as I work through all of this in my head. "Okay I am going, to be honest with you I don't know where to start as of right now all I can think about is holding my baby girl in my arms to protect her from everything that can harm her." I don't know how I managed to talk calmly when I really want to yell my frustrations out at the two men that are sitting in front of me right now. I was surprised that Liam was the first to talk after me. "Adian I know that you are angry right now. I get it my sister is your mate and I can't be more than happy to know that she will be taken care of finally. I'm not going to hurt he
The closer we got to the luna ceremony the more nervous I became. Adrian said that I'm ready to take this step with him, as he is more than ready to live the rest of our together. I know that this is the right thing to do but I'm scared that I'll say the wrong thing when it's time for our vows. Yesterday I finally found my dress after going to what felt like the hundredth store. Valerie also surprised me with the news that she is pregnant and I can't be more than happier for her. We are a day out before I marry myself to Adrian and the pack. My brother and his alpha are staying for my big day. He even had his mate bright over to our pack so we can all meet each other before the luna ceremony. She is beautiful and brings out the best in my brother. He is like a different person when he is with Mia. She and Valerie are going to help me tomorrow with make-up and hair before it's time to see my mate at the end of that long straight aisle to my soulmate. Tonight the girls and I are having a
The party lasts all night for some people, as for me I was exhausted when midnight came rolling around. Adrain took me to bed standing that our baby needed its rest. Sleep can fast that night but morning came faster. Something woke me up but as soon as I move I felt nauseous and was hoping that I make it to the bathroom. I rushed to the bathroom and was glad I made it in time before I empty what was left in my stomach. Once I felt like there was nothing left to vomit I rested my head on my arm that was laying on the toilet set when I felt a warm comforting hand on my back. I opened my eyes to see my handsome mate kneeling at my level "Baby girl are you okay? What's wrong?" "I'm fine I think it's just morning sickness already. I'm sorry" "Why are you sorry? You did nothing wrong, I was just worried that something was wrong with you or our pup." "I think this is normal but I'm not sure. Can you help me back to bed please?" "Of course, My sweet girl." Adrian put me back in bed as he
I was excited about the fact that I could go home today. I was so done with the hospital after spending three days there. Adrian was hesitant about me going back to the packhouse with my morning sickness being more like all-day sickness. It got better with him being close to me but even better when our bodies were touching. At this point, I was always touching him in some way. One thing that he was happy about was that my sex drive has increased with my hormones. It will be a lot easier to have sex with him being at home in the hospital was a challenge with people always coming in and out. Walking into our room was like a welcoming sign for me to get my mate out of his clothing. I locked the door and walked towards him slowly in my most seductive way. He already knew what I wanted as he gave me a cocky smile in return. When I got to him I pulled him into a deep passionate kiss while I started to unbutton his shirt. He pulled back from the kiss "Really Karla again we just had sex an h