The first two months of not being with each other was so difficult. I wonder how do couples with long distance relationship? Never have I ever thought I would be in this state. My woman was away with me pursuing her dream and I was left alone here.
Our communication was okay. It was more than okay. I had difficulty adjusting with her time zone but I was trying hard for her and she also did the same.
I've seen her fashion walks online and her name was starting to become quite popular. She was new on that field but she managed to fight all the hurdles on her own. I couldn't be more proud with her.
I already took the bath and today was our schedule for video call in Face Time. I was too to reach her but there wasn't response. Nag-message na ako sa kanya pero wala pa rin. This was the hardest being in this situation. You cannot just go to her when you want to. I was also busy with several projects. Inis kong bingasak ang phone ko dahil hindi pa rin siya sumasagot.
We try to work things out kahit may mga pagkakataon na hindi talaga kami nakakapag-usap nang maayos. Tulad ngayon, binabaan niya ako ng telepono. I vented out my frustrations on her which I shouldn't. I would be starting another project and it was killing me. Hindi na lang ako basta manggagawa, my father appointed me as the new president since he retired. And everything was heavy these days. Alam ko namang mali ako sa ginawa ko and I already apologized her. But she was not talking to me. Ito na yata ang pinaka-matagal sa phase ng relasyon namin na hindi kami nakapag-usap.I went to bar for a drink. It has already been days since Asher had been released. Unang hinanap nito ay alak. Baliw talaga 'tong mokong na 'to. Niyaya ko siyang uminom. Good thing, he was available."Nakausap mo na ba?" He inquired holding the glass of whiskey in his hands. Inikot ikot niya pa ito habang pinagmamasdan ang mga tao. He might really have missed the air outside. Lalo na dahil malakas tal
"How sure are you with me?" She asked when we got home. We were lying on the bed while her arms are wrapped around me."I felt it. Ikaw lang gusto kong makasama, Sandra. Wala na akong ibang maisip na makasama kung hindi ikaw."Napangiti siya nang malawak. "Yieeee, kilig yarn?" pang-aasar ko pa."Edi wow, Dwight. S'yempre sure ka na sa akin. Ako ba naman pakakasalanan mo eh. Malamang sa malamang," pagmamayabang niya pa. Pinisil ko ang kanyang pisngi."Confident, huh?""S'yempre." Ngumisi siya. "I don't regret talking to you that night."Bigla ko rin naalala kung paano kami nagkita nang gabing iyon. When everything was blurry but then she came and gave me the light I was once hindered of. No'ng mga panahon na 'yon halos nabaliw ako sa ginawa ni Jezrel sa akin, pero ngayon makilala ko si Sandra. Worth it lahat nang nangyari. H
Asher and Jezrel were happy with their family. Jezrel was now pregnant with their second child. Saksi ako sa mga napagdaanan nila. The smile on their faces was vivid. They looked so madly in love with each other. I couldn't ask for more.I guess this is how it ends. My first love whom I offered the world before finally settled with someone she chose to keep with for lifetime.Marco and Samara on the other hand, was happy too. I heard from him that Samara was pregnant with their third child. Sobrang sipag ng mokong. Natawa ako sa isipan ko.Johnson also finally got married. Akala nga namin ay walang balak eh. Pa'no 'tong tropa namin kahit dati takot mag-commit. Parang tanga. Nasaktan kasi 'yan dati kaya takot magmahal. But now look at him, he's now building a family with the love of his life and someone who she chose to keep with.Napangiti ako kapag iniisip ang mga pinagdaanan
I serenely sipped my frappe and watched people come and go. I am here at my usual favorite place where in I can have a view of people outside the window.The fuck is wrong with Dwight! Kanina pa ako naghihintay. I snorted in annoyance. If he won't come here, might as well leave this damn place. Nakakairita.I was about to get up from my seat when I saw him coming near t
"Jezrel, for you." I was in the library studying my notes for today's quiz with my earphone placed in my ears when somebody approached me. I snapped my head to look at the person who dared to disturb my peace. He was holding a box of chocolates.A frown was etched on my face. "Someone told me that you love chocolates,” he said. I raised my eyebrow and gave him a bored look.
I almost dropped my phone when I received a notification as I was scrolling my facebook account. It was a friend request from Dwight Dela Torre. I was wondering how he found out my name. I pressed my lips together when I clicked his profile. He was wearing a uniform with a wide smile drawn on his face. He's so full of himself. And, I hate guys like him.Napakunot ang noo nang makita ang number ng ka
We became text mates the next few days. Reading his messages became a morning routine. And, his good night as well makes the whole night complete.He wasn't a dull texter and I love having conversations with him. It was the first time I let my guards down.Katulad pa rin noong nakaraan, susunduin niya
That guy! I mean, Asher. I don't like him. In fact, I'm starting to add him on my hate list. He's getting on my nerves. Remembering our last coversation yesterday made my head boiled up. I don't understand why Dwight associates himself with him. My thoughts stopped abruptly when I saw Dwight outside of our gate. I was welcomed with his charming smile when I went near to him. "Morning." Kaswal niyang bati. I greeted him back with a smile. Napangiti ako nang may inabot siya sa aking bulaklak. "For you," I played with my lips. "Ang aga mong magpa-kilig, ah?" sambit ko. "Atleast, effective sa'yo diba? Expect more from me." He grinned.