“Make sure not to make a single mistake, sweetheart. Am I clear enough?” Dad said with a gentle tone but the way he looked at me spoke warning.
When we finally arrived at the Alpha’s residence, Dad held the car’s door for me and lent me a hand. The ends of my long dress touched the ground when I stepped out. It was a black dress with shining stones all over it. My long brown hair was elegantly done in updo with some curled strands purposely left around the corners of my face.
We went inside the mansion with me holding Dad’s arm. I had always been trained to be a graceful flower for special occasions like this. Whenever Dad requested my presence in events, refusing wasn’t an option. So it wasn’t new to me.
However, this time I found it hard to stay calm. I was anxious. The way most of the guests greeted and looked at us, it was like they were expecting I’d be one of the selected ladies. That giving me a spot was a given because I was Henry Sullivan’s daughter.
And I hated it because I didn’t want a spot. I didn’t want to do anything with the new alpha in that aspect. My heart was still aching for Jacob. How could I possibly think of someone at this point who wasn’t even my mate?
“More power, more privileges,” Dad’s words rang in my ears which made me press my eyes for a moment.
Back when I was young, I thought he was right. I believed he was always right. After all, like they said parents knew the best. But now that I had grown up, I couldn’t understand why he seemed to be insatiable when it came to power. He seemed to always crave for more even when he already had the status and money.
I looked around and figured out the Alpha hadn’t made his appearance yet. I would be seeing him for the first time tonight but I would surely recognize if he was around in this hall full of people. It was easy to spot the most powerful person present as everyone would want to please him so he must be surrounded by a lot of people hungry for his attention.
“My, your dress looks pretty, Loraine.”
When Dad went to other elders leaving me to socialize on my own, Genevieve, daughter of one of the councilors, went to me with her minions who were also daughters of respected people.
“But black is quite a dull color. Don’t you think, Leslie?” Genevieve asked one of her friends.
Despite the friendly smile plastered in Genevieve’s face, the hostility in her eyes was evident. She was one of the ladies in the district who hated me for some reason. I just kept on ignoring her to avoid myself involved in petty fights which I didn’t find worthy of my time.
“You’re right, Genevieve. You must have a better taste in fashion than me. You shine bright in that gold dress,” I said and gave her a polite smile before excusing myself to get a drink.
As I walked towards the table of refreshments, a group of young men noticed me and offered greetings. I didn’t know each of their names but I recognized their faces as they were introduced to me before. The sons of the most respected families in our district. Their fathers were either elders, councilors, betas and other high ranked people.
Clayburrow was one of the biggest werewolf districts in the west. Each district had one alpha, ten betas with respected ranks, and a council consisting of twelve people to aid the alpha in decision making and dealing with political affairs. Then the deltas, the commanders of the soldiers who were assigned to secure the district’s safety. The rank was followed by the elites, the members of the high society who were either businessmen or relatives of the high ranked people working for the alpha.
And I knew that even though I wouldn’t be picked by the Alpha to be his wife, I would surely marry one of these young men at the party tonight. Dad wouldn’t allow me to fall in the arms of someone of low status.
Breaking ties with Jacob was painful but somehow it relieved me. Because in truth, even after two years of being together I still didn’t know how I’d fight for him. How could I win such a tough fight against my father? How could I possibly tell Dad without putting Jacob’s life in danger?
Henry Sullivan wasn’t a kind man. I knew him the best because he was the one who raised me. He had his own ways of dealing things and I feared for the powerless Jacob Wells if Dad decided to punish him for coveting his daughter whom he polished to be a diamond.
Taking a sip from my glass of juice, I noticed the people looked up the stairs. I lifted my gaze to whatever they were looking at.
It only took me a second to realize who was the man walking down the stairs gracefully. With the proud air he carried and the district’s crest in his suit, there was no doubt he was our ruler, the Alpha.
He wore a white suit with a black undershirt and a fur coat on his shoulders. His short hair appeared to be black but when the light from the chandelier hit a different angle of his face, I noticed it was coppery black.
As I stared at him longer, my eyes began to narrow. His face seemed to be familiar, like I had seen him before.
When realization hit me, the glass almost slipped from my hand. He was that man I bumped into the other day!
I was standing next to a table of refreshments near the stairs but before I could move from where I was, Alpha Calix had already reached the final step and dropped his gaze to me.
One corner of his lips rose, making my anxious heart skip a beat.
Alpha Calix went in front to give a brief speech. He said it was the councilors’ idea to give him a homecoming party and although he didn’t like parties that much, he agreed because it was an opportunity for him to meet the district’s people as the new alpha.“And since everyone important is gathered here tonight, at the end of this evening, I will announce the five ladies I selected who are eligible to be my luna,” he added in his speech which made most ladies gasp in anticipation.“These five ladies will come to live in my mansion for a month. I will observe each of them for me to know who is the best candidate among them. The parents shouldn’t worry though. I will ensure these ladies will be treated as the princesses that they are, and I will sign an agreement to promise not to sully these ladies’ honor.”“Who cares if the Alpha sullies my honor? I would gladly offer myself to him if I’d be chosen!”I heard giggles behind me and I wasn’t surprised how these girls could throw themse
When I went back inside, I was still dumbfounded. I wanted to think that whatever I heard back in the garden wasn’t true but who am I kidding?Why did fate seem to be playing with me?When the most anticipated time arrived, I stood there frozen among the crowd, my toes were curling on my shoes. If I was just any girl, it would have been a privilege. I would feel blessed for receiving the Alpha’s attention and making my father proud, but that wasn’t the case.All my life I felt like I was chained. Dad honed me to be the person he wanted me to be. His principles were unbreakable rules. The world he gave me felt like a cage and all I ever wanted was to break free. I was under his control all my life, and now am I going to be controlled by another man?“I know most of you are waiting for this,” said Alpha Calix with a smirk on his face. After looking around, his eyes found mine once again.An unfamiliar shiver ran through my spine.“Now I’m going to announce the five ladies who will be su
The butler of the Alpha’s mansion, Mr. Judson, was waiting for me at the gates when my family car arrived. The middle-aged man was with some maids to assist me. “Welcome, Miss Loraine. Let us help you with your things.” “Have the others arrived?” I asked. “Yes, they are at the dining hall with Alpha Calix. They are all waiting for you.” I nodded and followed the butler. The maids took care of my belongings. I didn’t want to bring more than necessary but Dad insisted on bringing more than what I would need in my one month stay here. I guessed he was expecting I’d be chosen to be the Alpha’s wife and there was no need to come back home. “Alpha has arranged everything for all the ladies. Your rooms are ready and I will let you see them later,” said Mr. Judson. When we arrived at the dining hall, I realized what the butler said was really true. Everyone was already present at the table. Alpha Calix was sitting at the head of the table, on his right were Genevieve and Lea, while on h
“How was your sleep? If there is anything you don’t like about your rooms, just tell Judson. He will make the necessary arrangements,” said Alpha Calix during the next day’s breakfast. Our places on the table were still the same. Genevieve and Marianne had the seats nearest to the Alpha while I took the farthest among the five ladies. Last night, I thought about what Roselle said to me when I left our mansion. She said something like turning off the alpha so he wouldn’t choose me. It actually made sense. If I would just mind my own business and wouldn’t try hard on pleasing Alpha Calix like what everyone else was doing, then probably he wouldn’t see me as a wife prospect. I should also try doing the opposite of what he was expecting from us. The quicker he’d get turned off, the quicker I could leave. “Loraine.” When Evelyn, who was sitting beside me, kicked my foot under the table, it was only then I realized that Alpha had been calling my name and I wasn’t paying attention. I lift
Even when I was already in the car with the girls, I still could feel my cheeks burning hot. I knew Alpha Calix was flirty but I didn’t know he was shameless! How could he say words as scandalous as that? I really wasn’t wrong when I thought the agreement he signed about not sullying the ladies’ honor was an empty promise. He was good looking and powerful, I got that, but did he expect every woman would be pleased with his advances and bite his trap mindlessly? “Your cheeks are flaring, Loraine. Not feeling well?” Evelyn asked which made Genevieve’s head turn to me. We were inside one van while Alpha Calix had his own car. “You should have told Alpha that you’re not feeling well, dear Loraine. You don’t have to try so hard even when you can’t make it,” Genevieve’s tone indicated concern, opposite to what she was implying. “I’m alright, Genevieve. Thanks for the concern. I’m just feeling a little feverish due to the cold weather. I can manage just fine.” I really didn’t understand
“Are you heading back to the mansion now?” Michael asked after the match. Even when it was the first time he joined Clayburrow’s equestrian match, Alpha Calix aced the game. There were a fair number of participants who knew well what they were doing, but Alpha seemed to be a little more aggressive than the others. The way he moved with his horse, it felt like he wanted to burn the whole arena. Thinking about how he looked at me before the match started made me feel a hollow in my stomach. If it was really me he was looking at, did I get him annoyed? But I only changed seats. Did he say something like the girls should stick together at times like this? I couldn’t remember. “Loraine?” Michael called when I didn’t answer his question. I offered him an apologetic smile. “Sorry. Yes, I think so.” “We should go to our favorite café, Lory! Mr. Michael can go with us too!” Rose butted in. “I’m sure the Alpha doesn’t forbid you going out?” I shook my head. “Then that’s great! What do you
Alpha Calix went out of the car first by the time we arrived at the mansion. What he said caught me at a loss for words. My palms were covered with cold sweat as I tried to come up with something, but the words wouldn’t roll out of my tongue. Perhaps why I couldn’t argue about it because deep down, I knew it was true. I felt safe around Michael and being with Alpha Calix was a whole different thing. Alpha had already made it to the mansion’s door with his long strides while I was still halfway through it. As if my body hadn’t gone cold enough due to the anxiety I went through, the rain suddenly poured. I ran to the mansion but I still got drenched. Water was dripping from my dress to the floor as I hugged myself to ease the cold. “Get her a towel.” I looked around and saw Alpha near the stairs, watching me with the same dark eyes. I jumped a bit when a loud thunder came. The maid who was asked to get a towel hurried. She was about to give it to me but Alpha grabbed it from her han
I’m not sure if the man meant luck or misery, but at that point I only know one thing. I can use Alpha Calix to free myself from my father's grip. I have no idea what he’s planning to do with me but I’m ready for the worst. If he will have me as his whore or his slave, then so be it. Staying pure doesn’t matter now. Staying alive does. I need to live no matter what the odds are because that’s the only way I can go back to my sister. “You are one lucky lass. You became Alpha's favorite,” said the woman who is dressing me up. I don’t have the energy to move so I just let her do what she wants. I stared at the mirror mindlessly, and didn't have the time to care how I looked or what dress I was wearing. The bruises in my arms I got from running in the forest were covered with long sleeves of my knee-length dress. The other girls were dressed with short sleeves, I was the only exception and I guess it was because I’d looked horrible with my bruises. My pale lips were also now painted wit