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36|Thirst
~Zia~
“Alone?” I repeated, walking to where he was as he continued to clean the fish, leaning on the wooden counter.
Xavier nodded. “It’s both a punishment and redemption.”
“How long was ‘a while?’” I followed him out to a makeshift grill made of stones and iron railings. Xavier skillfully lit up a fire under it, using nothing but rocks and a few twigs, making my jaw drop open.
I’m in for all kinds of survival skills, but this man is something else.
“Six months.”
“How did you do that?” I can’t help but wonder in awe.
Xavier chuckled, “are you amazed?”
I nodded, biting my lip. “Show
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