Nix’s POV
Reed was sacred for his life, so when they offered us rooms, Reed asked if we could share. I will let him know Lottie no longer wants to kill him. If I didn’t know him so well, I think I would have as well. Caren is amazing. Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought Reed was her mate.
Strangely, now, when I think of Caren now, I don’t feel that sense of wanting her. I guess it’s because I know I have a mate and who she is. “Diesel, we have a mate?” I told him. “No, we don’t. You haven’t marked her.” He says stubbornly. “It’s complicated.” I tell him. “I don’t care. I want my mate.” He yells this time, giving me a slight headache just behind my eyes.
I was so happy when I found her and that kiss. That kiss was just out of this world. I know a lot of that was the mate bond, but as a man, I knew I couldn’t be Eden’s mate. She is just awful. The way she speaks to her parents, how she acts. The way she treated me like an object. My life would be miserable and I would have to be at her beck and call, like a servant. I bet she has never done a damn thing for anyone else since.
Reed was lying on his bed when I walked into our room. “How did it go?” He asked me. “Well, she will not kill you, but she doesn’t like you either.” I told him.
He glares at me. “I meant with the Princess, you idiot.”
He was talking about my situation, not his. I looked at him. “I am going with you tomorrow.”
“Nix, no. Come on. She is both you and Diesel’s mate. You can’t just dismiss her like that.”
“You ran from your mate. Who are you to tell me what to do?” I snapped at him. Who is he to tell me what I can and can’t do?
He glares at me. “Yes Nix, I did, and I have regretted that decision every moment since. You don’t need to remind me. Jaden reminds me at every opportunity about how happy we could have been and how much of a damned fool I am. Seeing mated couples all around me, how in love they are. How I can see them living a long and happy future together. Reminds me of what I did. So no, you don’t need to remind me.”
“I’m sorry, Reed. It was a reflex. I am just scared.” He gets up and walks over to me, placing a hand on my shoulder. “I know Nix, I know. You were there when I was at my worst. You helped me. Here is my advice. Give her a chance. She may not be perfect, but who is?”
I look at my friend, who gives me a half grin. “Is he right?” I ask Diesel. “I want my mate.” He says, I already knew that answer.
Walking into the bathroom and looking at myself in the mirror. I was adamant I was leaving. I was leaving her. But I remember how awful Reed was. Do I want that for myself? I don’t know. Reed's wolf makes him suffer daily and Jaden isn’t as headstrong as Diesel.
I wish I was in my annex; I wish I could talk to my mom about it. “Argh,” I yelled at myself. Sleep and breakfast. Tomorrow is a new day and I am tired.
“What are you going to do?” Reed asks me as I climb into my bed. “I am going to go to sleep and start tomorrow with a fresh perspective. I will speak to her again, but I can’t stay if she doesn’t change. It would please Diesel, but it would destroy me. We all need to be happy if we are to be together forever.”
I don’t sleep. Diesel keeps going on about her. How they will make strong puppies together and how he will be an Alpha King one day. I keep thinking about how whiny and needy Eden is. I want a mate who will be my equal, not one that is afraid to break a nail or worried about her hair getting messed up.
Reed’s breathing varies throughout the night. “Don’t run.” he shouts out at one point. I know he still struggles when he is awake. He tries to hide it, but I sometimes see him looking glum. Now I realize he struggles at night too, he gets no peace. It’s harder now to feel sorry for him, when I know who he ran from. He had his reasons, but he is now living with the consequences and he truly regrets what he did.
Eventually, I got up, ran a bath and lay in it, hoping to block out the world. I am not usually a bath person, but as I lay there listening to the sound of my heartbeat. I drifted off to sleep.
Banging on the door wakes me up. The water is cold and I look like a prune. When I make it out of the bathroom, Reed jumps on me straight away. “Have you decided?”
“No. I don’t know. It’s my future and I don’t have a clue.” My stomach grumbles. It needs food. “I will think about it over breakfast.” I told Reed. “Once I'm finished in the bathroom, I'll be down to join you. Someone has been hogging it all morning.” He says while smiling at me.
I headed out of our room and down a vast hallway. I follow the smell of food. That is the only way I will not get lost. Finally, I made it to the ground floor. The smell of bacon is getting stronger, so I know I am heading in the right direction.
“Mate.” Diesel tells me as a couple of women walk towards me, one of them holding a young boy. Is that? No. Is that Eden? “Hey Eden.” I said, she looks so different. She looks terrible and the hairnet just completes the look. I smile only because I don’t want to laugh at her “Nice hairnet.”
“Yeah, I took your advice and I am trying to be a bit more helpful around the place. I have been in the kitchen this morning.” She says as she pulls the blue hairnet out of her red hair. It looks a mess afterwards, but she doesn’t seem to care.
“I was going to give my new friend, Ara, a hand at her next job. You know, gain some perspective about what goes on around the place.” She tells me. “Mate.” Diesel tells me again. “Or try at least.” She says. This makes me smile.
“Where is your next job, Ara?”
“The stables.” Ara answers as she struggles to hold the squirming boy in her arms.
I took a second look at Eden. “I might swing by and give you a hand.” I told her. If she is willing to try and be a better person. Then I should try to give our mate bond a chance. It is, after all, what I wanted. The stables, though? She couldn’t have picked a worse job.
Reed’s POV With Nix out of our bedroom, I finally had time to use the bathroom. I was getting desperate when I had to bang on the door. He had been in there for hours. I really want to encourage him to give Eden a chance. I admit I made a mistake. I made a huge mistake. I never expected to have a second chance mate. Not when she found out I was her mate and went with David, regardless. I didn’t need or want either of them in my life. They deserved each other. I told no one about her, not even Ethan. He didn’t need to know. I had a chance of a better life when I went to work for the council. Or one at least where I wasn’t the upcoming Alpha’s loser brother, who he frequently knocked about. I made my way to the dining hall and found Nix. He is sitting there chewing slowly. He has a smile on his face in between bites. “What’s happened?” I asked him. “Nothing, just taking a friend’s advice.” No idea what he is talking. I know I am taking Lottie’s statement this morning, so ea
Eden’s POV I follow Ara as we drop her son Brandon off at kindergarten. Then we walk, we walk and walk some more. My feet are throbbing. “How much further is it?” I whine at her. “Another mile,” she says. I groaned. “Nobody asked you to come. It would be faster for me to shift and I could run there. But I don’t know how the horses will react to you. Or how your wolf will react to them!” she says, glaring at me. “I know, but I wanted to show Nix that I am not useless.” “Well, you tagged on to the wrong person if you wanted a simple day.” She says. “Brandon has one parent who has to provide for him.” “You were the only person who could withstand my aura.” I said sadly. She doesn’t realize how few friends I have. “But you get support from the kingdom.” I say, trying to make her life sound less awful. “They put a roof over our heads, but I have to provide a service for that. But what about the food in our bellies? Or the clothes on our backs? Do you see me driving a car? No.” S
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Reed’s POV Why am I not surprised Ethan was in the library? He is a proper book worm, always has been. I love that about my cousin, but I was really looking forward to telling him about Nix’s offer. I could have a place to call home. A place where I could build a life for myself. But Council Member Charles wants me to go to the River Valley Pack and drop my report off. He also wants me to take my time getting there. So that is what I do. On the way there, I pulled over, shifted. Letting Jaden go for a run. We haven’t been on the best of terms since what happened with Caren. We aren't getting along, but he is sad most of the time. A few hours later, when Jaden finally gives me back our body, I carry on driving. I stop off in the human town next to the River Valley Pack. I buy an ice-cream and I sit in a small park in the town center. Just watching the world go by. The trees swaying, the birds are singing and the children laughing. Hearing the children makes me think abou
Lottie’s POV After answering Reed’s questions, Maddox and I found somewhere to sit and talk. He was still upset about Parker, and I couldn’t stop thinking about Caren. Especially as I was staring at Reed. I now know where she is and I want to get her. What if she got captured as she was going home? “Everyone here has been so nice to me and I know they want me here because of that prophecy they keep talking about.” I told Maddox. “But Lottie, they need two elemental wolves. We could get Caren and look for Parker while we were there?” “I was told by Ember that the house was guarded. That was why we couldn’t go there after they took you. We could ask the King’s for some guards to help us.” I know no one here could stop me if I wanted to leave. But I have also made some real friends during my time here. It would be a shame to throw that away if I left by force. “Lottie, I really want to look for Parker.” Maddox says sadly, repeating himself. “I know you do, love. I know you do
Nix’s POV I stayed with Eden in the greenhouse after Lottie and Maddox left. She looked so sad. I pulled her in close and held her. I planned on telling her something sweet, something to reassure her. “Eden, just so you know. You stink.” I laugh. “You’re no better.” She responds, laughing with me. “I don’t want you to go. Lottie said it was dangerous. I don’t want you to get hurt.” “Lottie said it would be dangerous. But Caren is a friend of mine, Lottie is a friend of yours. We don’t want either of them getting hurt. Do we?” “No. But.” I put my finger on her lips to keep her from talking. “I am doing what is right.” I look at the ground, thinking. “What are you thinking about?” She asked me. “Well, if we are seen together today, people will question where I am tomorrow. I think it would be better if I stayed hidden for the rest of the day. So that everyone thinks I left with Reed.” She nods her head. “That maybe best.” “It also means I can spend the day hidden awa