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To say I was bored was a complete understatement. My excitement for the grape field had already died down and all I felt was a hollow space in my heart. Nothing interested me. At all. Lily wasn't talking to me and I barely even saw her.' She is probably busy with Lorenzo, ' I thought.I had neglected to tell her about the creepy conversation I had had with Viv because I was afraid to destroy our friendship to the point of no return.Over a man.That was the one thing we had promised each other not to do. Look at us now.I sighed and clutched my head as I was already feeling a headache coming. I decided to hang out with Viv. Maybe I would get to know her better if I did.However, my hopes were crushed when I found her furiously typing on her MacBook in the kitchen. It looked like she was busy.I admired her ability to drown out the noise because there were boisterous activities taking place.. For some reason, I got angry that I had no one to talk to. It all came back to Nikolai and
I had been actively avoiding Nikolai ever since I had my little run in with his mistress. Whenever he called for me, I busied myself with something. Whenever I heard him coming I hid.Whenever he came to bed I always pretended to be asleep. I sucked at confronting my problems. In fact, I was a runner when it came to altercations.That and the fact that I didn't want to hear lies coming from his mouth. His mistress residing in the estate in itself was a huge insult to me. She shouldn't have been within ten feet of us.Since I didn't call the shots, my opinion was irrelevant. I pulled myself out of my thoughts and went to the kitchen.I found Viv laughing with Nikolai's mistress. They paused when they saw me. She turned away and started busying herself when I sat down." Don't let me stop you, " I said with a smile on my face.If there was anything I was good at, it was pretending." We were done, " Viv said and turned her attention back to her computer. I nodded my head and poured mys
After a few days of chatting with my tinder match, we decided to meet. I couldn't figure out why I said yes when I knew very well Nikolai wouldn't let me leave the estate.However, I wasn't going to let him limit my chances of putting myself out there. The redhead whose name I had learnt was Giorgia, was still using every opportunity to throw herself at Nikolai.I had yet to catch the two of them in the act of infidelity but I knew I would soon. It was only a matter of time." My love, can I go to the city today? " I asked while using the term of endearment since there were other people at the dinner table.He snapped his head in my direction and gave me a deadly look. He knew why I was asking in front of other people. It was so he would be obligated to say yes." Why? "" My phone has been giving me problems and I want to fix it. Plus it will be an opportunity for me to see the town by myself. It will be the first time since I arrived in Italy.The other time you showed around me lik
I pushed him away as hard as I could and raised my hand to slap him again. He caught it mid air and used it to turn me so that my back was to him. He pulled me closer so that his chest was right against my back. He leaned in and placed his mouth above my ear. " You think I'm not enough for you? " He asked. " You think I'm not enough? " I retorted and pulled away from him.I stayed further away from him so he wouldn't pull me into his arms. I hated the comfort they came with. " I don't think that, " he stated. " You cheated on me with that girl. You didn't even reapect our marriage enough to stay faithful so why should I? " He stared at me and chuckled like something was funny. I huffed in anger at his reaction. " Is that what you think? " He asked." It's not what I think. It's what I see with my own two eyes. " I replied. " Is that why you went on a tinder date? Because you thought I was being unfaithful? " I refused to answer his question because he wouldn't understand. My r
I avoided Nikolai even more. Shame had set in and it was almost suffocating. Shame for letting him touch me and touch me. Shame for stripping in front of him and allowing him to see the effect he had on me. Shame for allowing him to make me vulnerable.Shame for enjoying him pleasuring me. Even as I recalled what had taken place, I still blushed and felt an ache between my legs. I closed my thighs instinctively. I thought he felt for me what I felt for him. Lust. Now that I looked back, I realized that he didn't feel the same. He was only punishing me for going on a tinder date with Mark. Speaking of Mark, I needed to find out if he was okay. Nikolai may have harassed him.However, that was something I couldn't do. Nikolai had taken my phone and he was yet to return it. I was too afraid to ask for it back. I hated feeling like a prisoner but I was his prisoner. " What are you thinking about? " Lily asked as she kissed my cheek. I shook my head and gave her a tight smile. She had
" I didn't know you like to be choked, " Lily said when I entered her room. " What? " I touched my neck and then that was when I realized that Nikolai choking me must have left a mark. I blushed like a tomato but I quickly pushed the thoughts down. We had more important matters at hand." We need to talk. " After I told Lily what had taken place, she was scared. She asked me to book her a flight back to New York immediately. I would miss her but I wanted her to be safe. I left her in her bedroom and went to the bedroom and cleaned my wounds. After I was done, I headed outside to look for Nikolai.I went to his office thinking that was where he was. When I got there however, it was empty. I started looking for him inside the mansion. A mafia member passed by me and I stopped him." Greetings, have you seen my husband? " I asked. He smiled at me and greeted me back. I could see that he held a lot of respect for me. I wondered what Nikolai had told him to get him that way. " Look
" Get ready for a charity event. Do you need new clothes or will you just find clothes in your closet? " Nikolai asked as he entered our room.He looked worried and tense. It was like a permanent frown had been etched on his face." Do I have a choice? " I retorted while putting down the novel I had been reading. His frown was gone in a second and a smile broke on his face. He liked my defiance more than he let on. " So? " He coaxed an answer from me as he walked to the bed. " I'll just wear something in the closet. What is the theme? " " Gold and black. " I placed my novel on the bedside table and scooted to the edge of the bed. He stood in front of me and held my chin in his hand. We had been civil with each other the past couple days although the tension had increased tenfold. However, I figured we got along because he was barely around. He had been so busy that he lacked the time to eat or sleep. The Russians were doing a number on him. I patted the bed as a gesture for him
I grabbed a champagne flute from one of the servers that were passing by and sipped from it slowly as Nik led me to greet other guests. I maintained a conversation with those who were friendly but I also knew when to be quiet. My feet were starting to kill me. I was uncomfortable as I walked. Nikolai must have noticed because he led me to a table." Sit tight and rest your feet a little. I'll greet guests and then go for a meeting. Don't talk to anyone. I'll send Viv to keep you company. " I nodded my head and took out my phone. A few minutes passed as I sipped on my champagne and played games on the phone." Shall I order another one for you? " A man asked as he gestured to my empty flute. " My husband will get another one for me. Plus I've had enough. " I answered.The guy in front of me looked like he was in his early 20s. His blonde hair was slicked back and his brown eyes held mischief.He must have been only a few inches taller than me because he looked short. He had a baby fa