Yes. Yes!
The moment, the rhythm of the body. It was all a blur, but damn, it was intense.The way he ran his hands through my neck, all the way to my stomach, tickling me, teasing me, all the way down? I don't remember the last time I had such a moment.He grabbed my thighs and told me to get a hold of myself as I'm going out of control. I look at him biting my lip and telling him not to stop, I can listen to all the sounds he's making while he sucks the world out of me.He's so good.He comes back up and kisses my neck, slurping it and tasting it with his tongue, while he grabs both my hands and locks them with his own.Is this what you wanted? He asks.I bite my lip and look at him with the look he wanted me to give him. Don't bite your lip like that. He says.Or what? I say with full confidence well knowingly that I'm going to pay for this.He looks at me as if he's getting impressed by me again and again. Instead of saying anything further, he pulls my body up, spins me over, and grabs my hair while kissing my left ear, leaving me to shiver into his body.Are you sure you want to test me now? He whispers in my ear in a deep voice.I could feel him smile as he moves his hand down on me, rubbing me as slowly and fast as he can.Damn, I'm juicier than I was before. I could feel that he knew how to satisfy a woman fully when he started taking control of my body. Even more, he knew that a woman like me must be satisfied.Ugh, I could go all night with him. I'll ask you again". Will you bite your lip?" No", Sir. I say." Good girl".He continued to admire my body, my skin, and my soul.We couldn't escape our bodies, even if we wanted to.He pulls me closer and starts kissing me on the back, not wasting a second.I knew at that moment that it was going to be wild, and I would definitely love it.He whispers in my ear again, and I feel him holding my waist, letting me know what's next.It's going to hurt a little, but it's going to leave you breathless at the end. Are you ready for this? he asks." I am"." That's exactly what I wanted to hear.He pulls himself back, I grab the bedsheet with both my hands and prepare for what's coming for me and he goes inside.And all I could let out of my mouth was, Fu*k!When I feel him in me, I close my eyes and let out a soft moan.Damn, he's a hell of a lot.I couldn't help it, every time he moved his body, I had to moan. I screamed because I felt good. Besides what he's doing and how great he is, I didn't think about anything else. He felt perfect, and I felt perfect.He spins me again like a reflex and starts kissing my stomach. I didn't care how my body looked to him because he made sure that I don't have to think about it.He captures me in a long passionate kiss, I feel his tongue moving around in my mouth, and he grabs my neck. You're so fucking beautiful. He said while gabbing my mouth, not too hard but just like the way I like.I start to shout as he picks up the pace. Of course, my voice couldn't be heard by many as my mouth was covered but h*ll if it wasn't? The room next to the door would be known by everyone. You like it, don't you? He says.I'll be ly-ying if... if I say no.How can this be possible? He gives a perfect sentence and I can't even say the word Lying.What the h*ll is e doing to me?With my mouth already covered by the enemy's hand, he slipped his hand down into the spot.He doesn't make me beg for him, he makes me beg for him!Rubbing me and going in me at the same time? Damn, it's like heaven in the sky.I'll show you exactly what you want. What you need. And what you deserve.You've already shown me everything in that sentence.I felt something begin to stir up in me again, and my eyes began to close.When we start working on our rhythm, I grip his shoulder.Before I could realize that we were both done at the same time, I found myself curled up in his strong protective arms as if I knew they were gonna protect me no matter what.As I fall asleep, I feel a soft set of lips on my forehead as I hear him saying, " sleep good, beautiful".And I did.The sunlight is shining directly into my eyes, and my eyes flutter.I wake up and I see a modern wooden table that isn't mine. I immediately start thinking about what I did last night. Suddenly I feel something on my waist.I move the bedsheet just a little to see what it is, and it turns out it's the perfect answer to what I did last night.I turn to see who it was and damn it, it starts coming back to me. All of it.How perfect last night was, how he made me feel, how seductive his touch was.He would be my first choice if I wanted to have a serious relationship.But I guess not every guy wants what he wants.Time to sneak out, I think to myself.I pull aside his hand smoothly and slip out of bed.I pick up my heels, look for my jacket and walk out of the room.As I slip one on my heel in my foot, my eyes get called by a photo frame of him and a woman on the kitchen counter.At that moment, all I could think was, He's married?That's why I'll never have a serious relationship again.
How? How could this be?And why me?Haven't life given me enough trauma that I have to face this now?I can't believe it!I realise that I'm still standing looking at him like a hungry old lady who’s craving some action in her life. I could not speak a single word now. Fu*k this.As soon as I build the courage to speak, He starts walking towards me.My heart starts pounding as if I know what’ll happen next and, God I’ll be lying if I say I do not want to cause any “scene like a romance movie” where you fell in love with the dirties sexiest man ever.But something happens. He walks right past me.He slips into his chair and looks directly at me saying, “take a seat. Miss May.”How is that even possible? No man has ever had this kind of behaviour with me after I’ve slept with him. And the kind of behaviour he’s showing? It is totally different from last night. He was a completely different person.Was it just the drinks? Or was he really into me? Or was he only there for me for s*x?It
Are you sure you don’t know who that is? Asks Nat.Of course. I reply.I don’t know how they got my number or who this person is.All I know is I won’t Give a damn about it.Well, as stupid as it sounds it can be your secret lover texted you from his office.Wait what? Do you think Jonathan is texting me?I ask.Well, given you two having the worst tension in the whole history today, he might want to have one last fling with that body of yours.I seriously can’t realise if you’re just being nice or being flirty. I say as I make my way to my room.Oh come on, you know it’s true. She follows up behind me.I slip into bed and Look at that text again.I see Nat leaning against the door, crossing her arms and looking straight at me.Okay, jokes apart. Whoever he is, don’t try and do something foolish okay?You’ve got a great life and a nice job now. You can’t have distractions.If you want a relationship, be in a real one.Can I go to sleep now?Nat scoffs and rolls her eyes at me before s
I rush back home as quickly as I could. I start to panic like I first did when I was four. "This can't be happening", I think to myself. I was careful. that life behind me long ago. I was so f*cking carefulI sit on the sofa, trying to take it all in. And all I could think of is.He found me, Roger found me.I rush to the kitchen take out the bottle of wine, and start drinking, just to convince myself that I can solve this. As soon as the liquor starts hitting me, I instantly start to get all these flashbacks of my childhood. About my father, his brother, Being screwed up by my aunts and them finally at my worst nightmare."Roger".I get a text from Nat asking me where I was. Living with her sure made me feel safe. If I don't revert to her for more than an hour, she goes all Hard to tackle detective throwing her sweet self away. If I tell her what I just saw today? She's gonna toss all the hard work she did living in California and asks us to move to another place just for my securi
It's been almost a week since I last saw him.From that day, Nat has been picking up and dropping me off every single day, Juts to know whether I safely reached my workplace or not.I couldn't ask for more. No one knows what I'm going through.Yes, I could go to the police. But the only bullsh*t that I will have to face is the lack of evidence.I would have turned him in long before I found out about his true colours. Let's just say I wasn't brave back then. Thinking about Moving here to California gave me the spirit that I need to build as soon as I knew this was wrong. But I guess changing my real Identity was not enough.I didn't see Jonathan the past week as well. All I knew is that Cooper Inc's throwing a big ball for their new merging and cooperation with "Zala Enterprises". All I knew about it was they were all fashion based and they were having a fashion show as a thank you and welfare of both parties.And of course, I was invited.Nat strictly forbids me from going there alon
"Why me? Huh?""What could I possibly have for you? I'm a nobody, Roger. Nobody." I shout at him."You were everything that I needed in my life, My sweet Angel." He starts stepping forward slowly covering the distance between us.Well, You better back off or else...Or else what? You're gonna call the police? Or you're going to run away just like the last time you did.He steps forward instantly, grabbing my arm so hard I could almost feel each one of my nerves getting pressed."Do you really think you would fly your way to California like that?" What? Was I not good enough for you?"You were a creepy bastard that's what you were!"I knee him in the groin and I run back towards the door. I hold the door handle, trying to open them, but they are locked from the inside.I scream for someone to help me, continuously looking back if he recovered from the knee-kicking pain.I try to go the other way but he instantly catches up to me, Roger pushes me onto the wall, grabs my neck, choking me
Nat makes us both a hot cup of coffee as she hands out our cups. She sits down right in front of me and stares at me, trying to get to talk now. "So?" "So what?" "What happened, Angie?" "Nothing happened, okay? Will you just let it go?" I get up in frustration as I never wanted to have this conversation in front of Ethan. But I guess he's just as involved as he is now. "Let this go? I called you and your phone was switched off, I tried to call your office number and there were no answers, I finally get a call back from you and you tell to drive back home?" Do you think that I'm gonna be okay like this? Pretending as if nothing happened? How can you even ask me that? "Alright, God. I'm sorry okay? I shout at her instantly regretting that I shouldn't." I look at Ethan who realised that I wanted him to go outside so I could talk to Nat alone. "I'll be outside on the balcony," he says as he walks out of the room. ------After a few minutes-------- "Hey" I come up from
"Why are you still so hung up on it?!" Ask Nat. Because it just doesn't add up. "What? What exactly does not add up?" I don't get it, Angie. You should be resting, you should be thinking about what actions can you take to be safe from that sh*thole. And you're here you are on your laptop looking into your Boss's background? What good will that do to you? I don't know okay? I just... I need to see. "Fine, I just.. I'm just gonna go back to sleep, It's been a hectic day." I'm sorry. Nat goes back into her room without giving me a second look. Maybe she's right. I don't know what good will it do for me. I just knew in my heart that I had to find out. ----Beep beep---- My phone rings as I see a text from an unknown number. My heart starts to pound again as if I'm having an attack. I tap on the text and I read. "Hey, I hope you're alright. I just heard what happened at the parking. You want to talk?" PS: It's Jonathon. Ugh, It's only been two weeks and h