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~~Cecilia~

I bit my tongue to avoid uttering another word as Boss Ivan took his precious time, finishing his food.

"Can I go now?" I asked when he pushed his empty plate aside hoping he wouldn't stop me because I don't think I can take another minute staring at his face.

Luckily, he nodded after some seconds of hesitation and I practically ran up the stairs to my room, making sure to lock the door behind me.

Damn it to hell! I groaned, throwing myself on the bed as tears rushed down my cheek.

I hate him!!

I hate hate hate him!!!

I wanted to scream, to hit something or tear at something, anything to release the frustration and anger boiling in me.

But do I really want to release it?

The worst thing was that, even with the hatred and anger I could still feel the mounting lust twisting my stomach to the point of pain.

He did this...

He did this. He was drugging me. For what? So that I could freely submit myself to him without any protest and without putting up a fight?

COWARD!!!

I bit m