Yes. It doesn't matter anymore. As long as my nanny is here by my side. Those reasons didn't matter anymore.
"I'm glad his majesty didn't do anything to harm you princess cause if he did, I don't know what to do anymore" she uttered softly before hugging me.
'Yeah, it's truly a relief'.
'I'm also glad I'll be able to see her precious smile again. After all, it's only her who treated me with care and love all my life including my past life.
'I love her like a family. Like a mother'
Maybe I should say those words to her cause she'd done a lot of things for me and I know how unconditional her love for me is.
She's even willing to give up her life for me.
"Nanni ay wab yo so machh! You are may pamiliw"
[Nanny I love you so much. You are my family]I smiled sincerely as I said these words and looked directly at her kind eyes. After smiling brightly, I saw her tears flowing and felt a warm arm embracing me.
"Me too. I know I'm just a lowly person but I think of you as my daughter"
"Yow nat a lowy pewsown nanny"
[You're not a lowly person nanny]"Thank you princess"
After that day, the emperor would always visit my isolated palace and will just stare at me the whole time.
And it's uncomfortable
Many servants were confused. After all, it's known how the emperor despises me that he even neglected and let me live in this rusty palace without a knight to protect me.
Well it's just natural since his behavior is really strange. Even I am wondering why he's suddenly visiting me constantly when in fact, he hates my existence.
But of course,
Every time that he visits, I'll always act cute and would shower him with compliments.
Of course, my plan to gain his favor is still ongoing, and still determined to do it regardless of anything.
'That's what it means to survive'
As time goes by, I became three years old. And by that time, the emperor wouldn't just stare at me. He'll also stroll with me on this palace's repaired garden.
Yes, it was repaired. Thanks to this dumbass father.
Well, he ordered to plant more flowers and put a fountain in the center.
Now, the garden looks very pretty
"Daddy haws yo dey?"
[Daddy, how's your day?]I smiled adorably after greeting him.He went to see me again today to walk in the garden together.'It'll be an irritating day again'
The knight beside him carried me and the emperor beside me started to walk
"Why do you care?"
'Look at this jerk! Can't even answer his daughter's question properly'
Calm yourself. Being mad won't do anything well. Suppressed it. Cause I know someday, we'll get our sweet revenge at this annoying father
'But isn't he too mean? It's his blood that flowing into me! He should at least be considerate
'Oh, I forgot! This guy is too heartless. How foolish of me to think that he'd be considerate when he even let his daughter die'
"Isn't she heavy?" he smirked as he asked the knight who's carrying me.
'What a dumb question. I'm only three years old for Pete's sake! There's no way I'll be heavy'
"No his majesty. Her highness is as light as a paper to the point that I can't even feel her weight" The straight-faced knight answered
'You're doing great Mr. Knight. Very good'
I smiled at the knight and patted him softly
"Shut up! Bring her down and stop talking nonsense"
'Wow, what is he? A spoiled brat? Just because he failed to receive the response he wants, he's getting mad?'
'Wow just wow'
The knight seems surprised by the sudden irritation so he nervously brings me down.
And of course, I can just do nothing but walk on my own.
I stared at the dumb emperor's back as he walks fast. What the fudge?? So unfair. he has long legs while I have cute legs. He can't even wait for his cute little daughter of course, I know that its impossible for him to match my leg's pace So I just minded my own business and walked slowly while trying my best not to trip. Again, I looked at my father's far away back and was startled when he stopped Suddenly, he looked at me and sighed. Despite that, I still smiled at him as if I wasn't startled by what he just did. 'I wasn't startled. Be convinced' And after looking at me for a few minutes, he started walking and stopped in front of me. 'What is he up to?' Just when he noticed how confused I am with what he did, he extended his hand to me. 'so what am I supposed to do with his hand?' He wants me to kiss it? Should I?? But that's a bit you k
It's been a year since I started living in this luxury palace. And all those years, I didn't do anything except acting cute. That ruthless emperor will always either give me a food or toy. Sometimes he'll even call me to his palace to make fun of me. Oh well, it's better that way. At least, he didn't tried to kill nanny and me. That is enough for me. What's important is to live another day. Oh, I forgot!! This palace's name is Blein. It was named after the wife of the first emperor. Well, I don't really care about stuff like that but I heard it while the maids are talking. You know, maids love gossiping with each other and they're not wary of me cause I am just a child "Princess. His majesty is coming" Again? Does he feel happy and fulfilled every time he's torturing me? Ah, this is annoying but of course, despite of how I am feeling, I have to endure i
After sleeping, resting, and taking medicines, I got better. Nanny told me that I passed out while talking to my father. Obviously, it was a great shock for me. After all, he reacted in a way that I did not expected. He didn't get mad but instead, took care of me while asleep. Of course, I know that it's not true because he hates me more than anyone else Well regardless of that, how did I even get a cold? Did I stay outside too long? Or maybe the sight of him made me sick? It must've been satisfying to be able to say those words directly to him but I know I won't be able to. Since he's a notorious tyrant who doesn't care about blood relations or anything I won't be sick by just seeing him cause I'm braver than what I look!! Said by a four and a half years old girl. But even though my age is four physically, I am twenty four inside so I'm strong. Anyway, I am still being confined here in
It's finally the day where I'll start studying with babies. And as a cute princes, I prepared some cute little toys Yes, toys are what we need to gain children's trusts. 'They'll be essential for my survival since they came from a prestigious family' But before I went to my class, I visited my father first. "Hewo daddi. Haw awr yu?"(Hello daddy. How are you?) Why am I still incapable of speaking well? It's because my tounge is still short. After all, I'm still a 4 and a half years old kid physically. "you'll start studying today lalaine. Is there anything you need?" he still spoke in a cold way but strangely, it feels warm. 'I wonder when did I feel that way around this guy' He's still dangerous so I won't let my guard down but I think it won't hurt to think of him as my own father. "No daddi. I jwast wanna gwib this to yu"(No daddy. I just wanna guve this to you) I ga
"Hah! Are you saying that the king of Helliporña kingdom wants us to send Lalaine there?" A mocking sigh escaped his majesty's mouth when he heard my report. "Yes your majesty. The king said that he wanted to spend time with his niece" "Decline" "But your majesty, He is still the uncle of her highness" I made a protest hoping to lessen my works even tho I know that he won't change his mind. Cause these days, he was so attached to his daughter so I doubt he'll let her go there Oh by the way, I am Kean Falven. A childhood friend and an aide of his majesty-the emperor. "do i need to repeat my words--" "Your majesty. One of the knights of her highness is here to report" His majesty, wrinkled his forehead as he realize it's not yet the time for her highness's knight to report. "Greetings your majesty. I have something urgent to report. Please allow me to speak" When the knight e
After enthusiastically answering him, he hugged me tight.It's strange. It feels warmIt's like he really became a real dadI smiledHaving a father wasn't so bad"Lalaine remember this. No one have the rights to hurt you and if someone does, kill them"'hey what are you saying to a 3 years old kid?'"owkey daddi"(ok daddy)After that incident, everything turns back to normal aside from Angeline is not here anymore. She was sent to the northern part of the empire as a punishment.She's pitiful. I heard the climate there don't change. Only winter.Anyway, my 5th birthday is coming and it'll be the day where my father would introduce me officially to the nobles and commoners as the empire's crown princessYes. As a crown princess.Well it's reasonable since I'm the only heir to the throne. But isn't it exceptionally early? Like I haven't even had my debutan
It's another day to surviveAnd as usual, I need to dress up and go to the daycare room."Hello Lalaine! Did you bring another chocolate?" As soon as I entered the room, Riley asked me energeticallySo of course I smiled and nod my head.His smile even grew bigger when he saw my answer and cling onto me.And as you can see, the knights didn't stop him because I ask daddy to not to carelessly hurt my friends-Riley, Blythe and ...Yeah. Calix is also a friendAnyway, today, my father won't be here so it'll be a little relaxing. And our teacher will be able to relax as well.'Finally, some peace'"Then let's sit toge--" Riley held my hand and enthusiastically ask me to sit with himBut blythe stopped him as usual'I just said that this day would be peaceful! Can't I really have a relaxing day? At this rate, another fight will start'How foolish of me to think that because as long as
After a few weeks, my birthday came. And I was told that many envoys and highranking nobles from other countries would attend my birthday.It's understandable cause I will be announced as the heiress of the throne so I guess it's an important event.Anyway, I am now ready and...Exhausted.Well, I spent 4 hours getting ready including massages. Who wouldn't be tired right?But now that I look at myself at the mirror, I think it's worth it.Princess's face is already extraordinary so obviously, if you put an effort dressing her along with the tiara, she'll be elegant and even prettier."Woah princess you're so pretty!""our baby princess is finally turning 6!""So pretty""Omg! Our princess is so beautiful"They showered me with praises until my father came to escort me"Are you ready lalaine?" He is wearing his usual clothes but still looks stunning"Ywes dadd