Selene's POVI woke up in Desmond's bed unsure of how I got there. His strong arms wrapped around my body softly pressing me against him. My head resting on his bare chest the steady rhythm of his heart beat and soft breaths vibrating through my ear. My right arm was draped around his firm abdomen. I was worried I'd done something I shouldn't have, noticing the feel of his bare skin beneath my touch. Realizing I was still fully dressed I exhaled a breath of relief. I laid still in his arms enjoying the calming sensation his mere presents broght me as I tried to account for last night's events.I began to feel nauseated recalling the events that took place once I began to feel unwell last night. The sickening feel of a strangers unwanted touch upon my bare skin. Being so weak and disoriented, unable to defend myself. It all played back to me like a sadistic horror film. The sounds of a fight, unable to move as I struggled against the fabric binding my hands. The overwhelming fear of wha
Selene's POVDesmond Is in your kitchen! The Desmond Ducat!" Rosa says for the hundredth time as we stand in my bedroom attempting to get her out of this stupid dress."You're making a bigger deal out of this than it is. Now hold still so I can get the knots out." I tell her as I fight with the tangled strings." Selene! Your neighbors with one of the hottest guys in our school! Mr. Bad boy himself in all of his sexy hostility, and now you have our other top tear hotty in your kitchen. Right now, in your house! You're seriously going to act like I'm making the big deal of this? Girl, how are you not freaking out about this? "" Because I don't melt into a pool of drool at the sight of those two there's something wrong with me?" I laugh." Yes Selene! It's not normal! What's your secret? Are you into chicks?""No, I'm not into chicks! You're being ridiculous.""I didn't think he'd actually come over to study chemistry with you, especially so early on a Saturday.... wait! I didn't see an
Selene's POVI lie on the floor flat on my back gasping for air. My body shaking uncontrollably, heart pounding hard against my chest. Every fiber of my being ignited for the first time, set completely on fire. I've never been touched like that in my life, never felt the intimate touch of a man. Hell, I've never even touched myself in all honesty. Leviathan had stolen so many of my firsts in that moment. As much as I wanted him to stop because I knew it was wrong, I also wanted him to keep going just as much. I had no idea what I was missing this entire time.Leviathan eased his body off of mine slowly still pumping a finger inside of me slowing his pace. He pulls his finger out of me and places it into his mouth closing his eyes as if he's savoring the taste. Embarrassment takes over as I come to my senses, I cover my face wishing I could just disappear. I can't believe I acted like that. How could I allow him to do that to me? Shouldn't my first time have been something special?"You
Desmond's POVI'd been holding Selene in my arms for hours now, enjoying the feel of her body against mine. I loved the way she fits perfectly against me as if she was crafted by the heavens just for me. I hate seeing her upset, but I'd be lying if I said I was mad about her having a rough night. I'm just thankful I was able to have this with her again. I've missed holding her like this, I've missed the way her body feels the moment when she releases all the stress she's holding inside. The sound of her laughter, the way she pulls me close and hides her face in my chest when I embarrass her. The sweet sent that flows from her skin and hair. I love the effect I have on her, the carefree happy person she is when it's just the two of us. Seeing her in her truest form makes my heart beg for more of her. I want to be the person to make all of her dreams come true, to stand next to her as she dominates the world. To cheer her on for the rest of my days. I want to be the reason she always smi
Selene's POVI stood at the bottom of the steps stuck in an awkward conversation with my father and some guy he's adamant I meet. The guy seems nice enough, he's clearly older than I am though I'm not sure by how much. He's tall and average build, I'm sure women closer to his age would find him handsome even. However, the way his hazel eyes rake over my body, lingering on my chest for far longer than necessary as his tongue wets his thin lips, makes me feel uneasy. Those thin damp lips press against my hand when my father introduced him as Pierre, and I had to force myself not to cringe and jerk my hand back. I'm trying not to fidget with my nails and pretend I'm paying attention to this conversation, but all I can think about is getting the hell out of here."I'm sorry, I haven't heard anything about you." I confess when Pierre tells me he's heard a lot about me. My dad shoots me a warning glare letting me know I better not make him look bad. I give him an apologetic look before look
Selen's POV I ran until my legs could take no more buckling beneath my body, I collapsed. My lungs burned and my stomach cramped. I was on the hard ground under a dim streetlight hunched over into a ball trying to catch my breath and ease the pain. I had ran for miles, with no destination, no plan in place. I had no idea where I was or what I was going to do. The cool air caressed my sweaty skin, bringing me the first sign of relief since I bolted out that door. Tears spilled from my eyes as I sat on my knees. My body rocking and shaking violently as I finally began to release my feelings into the world, unable to hold back anymore. I have no indication to how much time passed by while I sat there sobbing like a baby in the still night. All the questions of why my father would do this to me? How could he be okay with the way he did this to me? Did he expect me to be happy about this, about the man he chose to force on me? So many questions with no answer hung heavy on my heat pulling
Selene’s POVI’ve been sitting at this table for the last thirty minutes staring down at my fork as I move food around on my plate. My father is sitting at the head of the table and Pierre sits across from me. The two have been going on with their mindless conversations the entire time and my father hasn’t noticed I have yet to take a single bite of my food. I’ve only half listened to their conversation as they try to pull me in to talk with them multiple times. In all honesty I don’t want to be here, and I wish they would get the hint. Jamie steps into the room to remove our salad plates and replace them with the main course. After she serves my father and then Pierre, she makes her way to me. Her brows lift then furrow as she takes my full plate and sets down the dinner she’s prepared. The look telling me she did not just slave over this meal just for me to waste it. I simply shrug my shoulder in response. As she heads back to the kitchen, I return to moving the food around my plate
Selene’s POV“Desmond, what a nice surprise.” My father says as he stands from his chair, welcoming Desmond to join us in the sitting room. Desmond’s eyes shift from mine to my father before his lips pull into a small smile.“Evening Mr. Delray.” Desmond responds politely.“Oh, there’s no need for formalities here.” Dad waves Desmond into the room. “Please, join us. You remember Pierre?” Dad reintroduces as Pierre stands to shake Desmond’s hand.“Nice to make your acquaintance again.” Pierre tells him before sitting back on the couch, making room for Desmond to sit next to him.“You too.” Desmond says before looking back to my father.“We were just enjoying Selene playing the piano for us. You remember how talented she is, right.”“Of course, I remember.” He agrees, shooting me a warm smile.“She is practically a prodigy. She surpassed everyone in her age bracket, and three of her instructors.” My father gloats. Sitting back in his chair as he gestures for Desmond to sit.“What I’ve h