A day might've passed, or a week. Uriel trudged down the stairs and wormed his way into the dining room.
"Ah, good to see you, Uriel," his mother blandly muttered in a forged sophisticated tone, setting a plate of king prawns and carbonara against the firm table. Bowing lightly to his mother, he sat down alone, forking a prawn. "Don't eat too much, we will be visiting the Kwons for dinner."
"Hm, what for?"
"Marriage to their eldest daughter."
He inhaled his water far too sharply, causing tiny sprinkles of it to dot around his mouth. "Pardon, what? Again, already? I thought we're meeting them later. I'm not getting married, I just barely turned nineteen!"
"Remember who you're raising your voice at, boy. Do not forget who raised you. We are going, and that is final. Should you wish to object, then leave this household and all the items we purchased for you," she
When you're constantly confined into suffocating whirlpools, and never ending bottomless spirals, floating above those waves and soaring against them feels like a dream so out of reach. A peculiar fantasy. For some, anything is ever so simple to overcome, but many others frantically struggle to breathe, gasping for air, when you're not even drowning. The shrinking pool of ragingly deep oceans, physically non-existent, yet, why do some people feel a lump in their throat? Some call this intense feeling chronic demons, some call it fleeting emotions.What appeared to parade as a silent night was in fact the loudest night of Erin's life, for the more quiet it became, the more his inner thoughts screeched and clawed at his brain. His chest tightened marginally, as his hysterical mind clutched his throat ever so gently. Those superficial spirals seemed inevitable as they only grew tighter and deeper, locking Erin in its terrifyingly firm hold. They strove to suffocate
"Good morning, Erin. I see you've slept well," the same nurse from earlier chirped, brightening his day, just a tad. No nurse could burn as bright in the dimmest of rooms as she did, for she was one of those rare glistening gems who inflicted an unmatched calibre of love for her job, even Erin. It was a bond similar to a distant aunt and nephew, which Erin truly treasured.Erin himself wore a smile, despite the dull ache in his thin cheeks. He arose as if the ongoing saga of bruises didn't cling to his back, as if he wore the same sickly smile every single day of his life. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe that's a bad thing. Erin can't decide. "Morning. What shot is it today?" Erin enquired, readying his arm for his usual dose of medicinal drugs.She had a yellow glint in her round eyes, pushed into thin lines as she squeezed a smile through her plump cheeks."Actually, surprise! I threw on a few bits of cash to pay for
The sun dazzlingly shone in the blue, like a diamond glimmering in the cerulean sea. With a light bounce, Uriel skipped his way home chewing some gum, kicking a few pebbles on the way. Despite nearing the demeaning mansion he called home, the toothy grin never once seeped away. His less than stellar report card clearly didn't bother him all too much. Good for him. Seeing his mother, he prepared himself for the conversation mentally, aware of the next sentence. 'I'm probably getting home-schooled.' "You're getting home-schooled." "Meh." Uriel saw it coming anyways. It was obvious, all things considered. She had been egging it on for the past few weeks, and this term's report card was undeniably the tipping point. "He'll be coming to assess you in two hours. Freshen up," she finalised, flinging her full length navy dress away from her feet,
Erin went to bed that night feeling warm. A campfire warm, not the searing kind. It was so warm. Uriel made him feel both exposed and protected, seeing his eyes even when Erin thinks Uriel is looking the other way. He always sees. He always sees and is always so quiet about it. Blink, and you might miss it. Erin's learning to keep his eyes peeled. Time was slowly unraveling Erin from the knots of reality, freeing him into the universal song of life. It could not be commanded by wind as water can. Time was healing the wounds he didn't even know were bleeding. Uriel came in blind, but saw all that he needed to. He saw a friend. Erin didn't know how to exit his line of vision, and he knew he didn't want to. He loved being seen by Uriel, but there are some things Erin really doesn't want him to see if he himself hasn't figured it out yet. Erin may be a novice to friendship, but he is quite sure that the average person doesn't get the u
"You need to stop being pessimistic.""Look, all I'm trying to say is, you can't bloody jump off the Burj Khalifa and not get some kind of permanent damage, if you even miraculously survived.""I don't need that kind of negativity, Erin," Uriel scoffed, walking a little faster through the virtual town."I'm not beingnegative, I'm being realistic.""Whatever you say, Pessimistic Park.""You're too stupid to be scared of things you're supposed to be scared of," Erin murmured."Too stupid," Uriel pointed, "or too smart?""I feel like they're the same thing for you." Running to catch up with
"Is he gonna come or not..?"Uriel grunted, sitting atop the desk they had studied on together previously, rocking a chair out of its place with his foot. Dawdling around a little longer, he contemplated if he should go to the real world, and call Erin to remind him."The hell? Who shows up late to something planned a day ago? He has the memory of a goldfish," he ranted beneath his breath, hopping off the desk, ready to log out. Activating his scroll, he heard a familiar shimmer, turning around in relief. Park Erin had arrived, to his pleasure."Erin! Took your time, little weasel," Uriel chuckled, reaching out to hold his hand, though, he immediately snapped his hand away. Furrowing his brows, Uriel lucked up to meet Erin's eyes, only to receive a twitching glare."Who shoved a stick up your ass..?" Uriel remarked, rather salty. "You're being weird."Erin still hadn't moved, or
Just before Gihyun had logged onto Erin's character, the brothers were reaching their first heated argument in a while. Erin was beyond Gihyun, absolutely downright refusing the mere idea of listening to him. He felt as if he lost his senses. "Erin, I'm serious. You need to get another round today, you can't keep putting this off; especially not for some stupid game," he asserted. "Your health is irrefutably worth more than that, so stop being difficult," Gihyun tutted. It didn't make sense to him, or to Erin, for that matter. Why put off the very thing you've worked ever so hard for? "Please, at least wait a few more hours; Uri's waiting for me to do a mission, I promised him yesterday-" "Uri this, Uri that," he mimicked distastefully. "Can we just get this done first, I think he'd understand perfectly fine that you're trying to avoid death, no?" he glared. "No, really, it wouldn't take long
"Uriel, please come down to your father's office," his mother ordered passively. There was no hint of happiness, nor anger laced in her vapid tone: it just sounded like grey, like nothing. Bowing lightly, Uriel submissively nodded, trudging to his father's office as he left the pampered lady behind.What could he possibly want? His father rarely spoke to him unless he was scolding him, or needed something, or both. Anxiety nipped away at his skin like the pesky cold of snow, all the way through to the pits of his stomach.Reaching the grand, oak door, he bit the inside of his cheek rather harshly, drawing the metallic tinge of blood. He shook his hand, desperate to just get this over with, so he could go visit his friend. He knocked thrice.A short moment of silence hovered incessantly over Uriel's head, weighing down heavily on his nerves. He heard a muffled voice slip through the cracks of the sound proof door, and he