Chapter 05
I dragged my feet inside as I alighted from the car.
" She's here " I heard Carl say to mom as he sighted me.
" What did she say? " Mom asked, on seeing me.
" She thinks we're trying to force me on them, she hates me " I said, slowly as I made my way to the stairs.
" Are you okay? " I hear her ask and I stopped.
" No.... Not at all... I feel guilty, I feel pain... I feel bad... I feel mad " I said, my voice cracking as tears threatened to fall.
I turned and our face met.
" Marvy, you shouldn't care about what she said, they have no choice than to take responsibility of the baby, we're not forcing you on them, they have to take responsibility, it's not our fault, it's not your fault, it's no one's fault, or it could be their son's fault " Mom said
" It's all my fault mom, you don't have to worry about the outcome, I'll bear with anything that happens, I caused this upon myself, you don't have to be a part of this, any disgrace that's gon' come with this should be mine, not yours " I said and with that turned and ascended the stairs, before breaking into tears as I entered my room.
I don't want to think about anything again!!!, It's frustrating!!, I'm frustrating!!!, My life is frustrating!!, I can't think anymore!!.
What if she finally accepts me and then try to hurt me!!, She doesn't look nice!!, This smirk on her face keeps replaying in my head!!..
I feel scared!!, And her son!!, He doesn't look like one who's gon' care about the baby!, She said it herself, he's a playboy!!!.
What have I gotten myself into?.
I cursed the day I stepped into that club house!!.
My phone ringing cuts me out of my thoughts and that got me started for a while before I traced where it was.
I grabbed it and Lila's name displayed on my screen as the caller.
I sighed before picking it thi I didn't want to, they're a cause of all these.
" Hey, Can you come here right now? " She rushed, sounding urgent.
" See Lila, I ain't in the mood for all these "I said and I could hear her low hiss.
" I'm serious!!, He's here... " She said and that seem to get me captivated.
" Who? " I asked, listening intently.
" The guy!!, I mean, the one responsible.... For the pregnancy " She said and I raised my brow.
" I . don't get.. " I said, confused.
" Alright, hold on " She said and hanged up.
" Did she mean Tyler??, Where could she have met him??... A club???.... " I asked and my phone beeped almost immediately.
I clicked on the message notification and his face came into view immediately.
I felt my heart beat increased as I stared at the picture, or probably let's say my heart sank!!
This is supposed to be the so-called father of my baby!, Here he is!!... In a pool filled with bitches!!!.
Is he really a playboy?!!, I scoffed inwardly at my thought.. He fvcking slept with me on our first meeting, taking advantage of drunkenness!!!.. What more could get have done?!!!.
My phone beeped, she sent another image.
I glared at the image right at my face, He was smoking aggressively here!!!.
He's just a teen for fuck's sake!!..
Can I ever cope with this?!!... No!!, No I can't!!.
I shook my head as tears brinks from my face!.
I've always had this dreamy future!, A peaceful and lovely future, to live with my prince charming with our cute kids!!, I've always dreamt of getting married to a handsome billionaire, a responsible man at that!, I've always dreamt of getting married to the father of my children!!!..
That dream can't possibly happen now!!, I can't have a baby for a smoker, or a player or a badboy!!.
I'm not even old even for marriage or for having kids now!!, I need to go to college!, It's always been my dream to!!.. Is all this not about to be ruined?!!!.
It's about to!!, And it's all cause of him!!, And he doesn't even care, he doesn't even know if I exist!!!!.
Gosh!!!, I groaned as I felt a sharp pain hit my head!!.
I fell on my bed and closed my eyes tiredly, I have to talk to mom about this!!!, I don't want to keep this baby!!!..
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" Mom..
" Mom..
" Mom .."
I kept hearing this tiny little voice in my head and I sprang my eyes open, only to see a beautiful, little angel sitting on front of me.
She looks like a replica of me, she was wearing the same dress as mine, but fitted to her size.
She had black long eyelashes which made her look cute, her hair was so long just like mine and it had cute bangles on it, she was wearing the same wrist band as mine, and she had smiles on her face.
" Amelia " I heard a non-farmiliar manly voice and I turned only to meet with a blurry face.
His face was blurred, I couldn't see his face, but his body looks perfect, his shape, his skin, just like I had always dreamt of, he looked like the perfect husband I had always wanted,
" Dad " I heard Amelia say as she rushed to the guy.
He lifted her up with a smile and kissed her hair.
" Where's your mom? " He asked and Amelia pointed her tiny hands towards me.
I glanced back but there was no one there, Me??
" Mom " She called in her tiny voice.
" Mom?!! " That was the first thing rhat escaped my lips as I spranged up from my bed, breathing heavily.
What was that?!!!, Mom??!.
My hand unintentionally found its way to my tummy and I gasped.
My baby?!!, Amelia??, Who was the guy??, He's not Tyler, right?!!..
What's the meaning of the dream!?, Why should I dream of a baby!?, She's not mine right?...
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Chapter 06I opened my eyes with a slight groan as I tried getting off the bed." Marvy " I heard someone call and I turned, it was my personal maid, Lia. She bowed lightly." Ma'am wants you downstairs, she said you should have your bath and meet her soon " Lia said and I groaned mentally." Alright " I replied and sent her off with a wave.Where're we headed to again?, Gosh, it's tiring.I walked into the bathroom, whitsling along as I undressed myself.I entered and turn the shower on, I stayed under the shower for so long before grabbing my brush and began scrubbing my body.Sometimes I just enjoy bathing like this, instead of bathing in the tub.I was finally out of the bathroom, I walked over to my closet while drying my hair with a towel.I was finally done
Chapter 07I turned to mom and she also had that surpr ised look on, the hell, why am I to move in with them, ‘cause I’m pregnant for their son doesn’t mean I have to move in with them, I have my life to live, moreover I can’t live without mom, she has become a huge part of my life that I don’t think I can survive without her.‘’ What do you mean? ‘’ Mom suddenly asked, breaking me out of my thoughts.‘’ Since she’s carrying Tyler’s baby, which definitely means he’s the father of the baby, and I don’t want my grandbaby have a different father or mother…. ‘’ He trailed off.‘’ So… ‘’ Mom asked.‘’ I want Marvy to be Tyler’s wife… ‘’ He said and I scoffed inwardly, Is he joking or what?.
Chapter 08I sighed as the driver drove off while I kept staring back at mom, my head out of the car and she waved at me while I waved back, trying to hold the tears that was threatening to fall.I finally brought my head back in and closed my eyes as the drive continued.***We finally arrived at the mansion and I was welcomed wholeheartedly by some maids who helped with my stuffs in but all this wasn't appealing to me.I hate the fact that I had to stay with the Bill's family now, and to top that, with their playboy son, could my life ever get worser then this?." Please come in " The maids said to me and I nodded slowly as I forced a smile.I walked into the living room, and there was the whole member of the Bill's family, sitting dangerously on the chairs dangerously as ever.I stood dead on my tracks and bowed li
Chapter 09" Hey, are you okay? " I heard the masculine voice again.Is that Tyler?, He sounds like that right?.But why should he care?.I ignored my thoughts and stood up, finding my way to the door.I switched the lock open and my view came face to face with an unfamiliar guy." Hey " He called but I kept mute, studying his facial structure.Wait, isn't that the guy who startled me?, Great, is he here to mock me again?." Hey, are you okay?, I'm so sorry for startling you " He said, breaking me out of my thoughts." Um, yeah, it's fine " I said and he nodded with a light smile." So, you're Tyler's cousin? " He asked and I raised my brow." Huh?... Oh yeah, I am " I replied nervously, itching my head and he nodded." So... "
Chapter 10I looked away and closed my eyes, don't know what's going on in that dude's head right now. But I shouldn't care, he should stick with his misconceptions about why I stared at Tyler then, it's none of my problems.My phone beeped and I opened my eyes and grabbed my phone from my pants pocket before clicking on the green icon, accepting the call." Hey Ara " I said, Ara is my other best friend after Lila." Hey girlie, how're you enjoying your husband's home " She said and I gasped before lowering the phone's speaker." Ara!! " I snapped and I heard her scoff." What?, Is he there? " She asked and I glanced at Tyler who looked engrossed in whatever he was doing on his phone." Yeah, and he's not my husband, and don't say that again, he's not supposed to be aware of all these " I warned in a low voice and I could imagine her rolling her eyes. Yeah, she's sassy and crazy." Alright, I've heard you, but to be candid that dude's hot, I won't mind a nightstand with him " Ara said
Chapter 11" Mom " I heard the little voice again in my head." Mom " The sweet angelic voice called again and my eyes flashed open when it hit me I was a bit familiar with the voice.And there she was sitted on the bed beside me, I rushed to her immediately and pulled her into my arms." My baby " I cried, engulfing her in my arms while she flashed her white teeth at me." Don't cry mommy " She said and I nodded, wiping my tears." I love you " I said and she smiled." I do, daddy does too " She replied, pointing at a direction and my eyes diverted to the direction, but there was a bright ray of light coming from that place and it almost made me blind as I couldn't see a thing, and I averted my gaze away immediately." Are you okay? " I asked and she shook her head and I was confused." No, I'm not okay.. you don't want me " She cried and started moving away from me." Hey, I want you.. come " I tried to grab her but she dodged and instead burst into tears." Daddy, mommy doesn't wan
Chapter 12I inhaled softly, slowly getting what the dream was all about. I think the short sentence for it is * I shouldn't give up *.Mom had warned me about the stress she went through as a single mother, and she doesn't want me to be one. She doesn't want my baby to be with a different father or mother, and it seems my baby doesn't want it too. So I shouldn't want it.I got off my bed, and headed straight to the bathroom, for some weird reasons, I just wanted to stay under the shower for as long as I can.I don't really know much about relationships, I have never dated a guy before and weirdly, I have never had a crush before. Yeah I know I'm weird.I don't know what to do to make Tyler fall for me, Ara is a pro in that, I should probably ask her or I could make some researches too.Now, this is getting weird, I have never tried to make a guy love me but here I am, on my phone, trying to get how I can make a heartless dude love me. Don't get me wrong, I didn't say Tyler was a wick
Chapter 13I glanced at him secretly and if my thoughts were right, I think he looked bothered for a while but it faded off almost immediately.I looked around and there was no sign of Brian anywhere, he might have left when Tyler was fvcking that bi**tch. Only the thought of that made me hate Tyler more. It's just sad that I got stuck in his life, if not all these wouldn't be any of my problem.His mom could also be classified as a bad mom, she kept watching all these while as her son turned a bad egg!. So unfortunate!, I just feel a glimpse of pity for his dad who looked frustrated and unhappy about how his only son turned out to be. A fvcker and a playboy. How funny!.If anyone should be in tears right now, it should be Tyler's mom cause she has failed woefully as a mom. I hissed lowly before having my seat ignoring the two fools.***** Dinner Time *We were all seated, eating in silence until Tyler's dad suddenly broke the silence." Tyler, I heard you brought a girl into this ho