Chapter 16

SAMMY

The last episode I had was the most disturbing one ever. I don't even know what set it off.

All I know is that after my hypnosis session with Dr. Rennet, I was feeling pretty good. I was just working in the ballroom when the beast wanted out.

The pain was excruciating. I could feel it pushing and clawing its way to surface.

I'm sure I would have lost if Bastian didn't show up when he did.

It's weird, his connection to me. I can't say I hate it. It's just strange since we really aren't anything to each other.

I won't lie and say, I'm not starting to have feelings, but he's my boss and I can't tell him how I feel. I need to get these feelings out before I lose what little control I have. I fill my paint tray and turn on my music. I'm painting and dancing as I listen to 'Cooler Than Me.' By Mike Posner.

I wiggle my hips, as my brush glides around the canvas. This where I love to be. In front of my easel, listening to tunes and zoning out. Letting the paint come together the w