Looking around the attic room they had put me in and I really wondered what I had done to deserve this. Three days I had now been locked in this room, they brought food up three times a day and they were full proper meals not the scraps that I were used to. I only had to knock on the door and I would be escorted to the toilet. That was my entire days. I just looked out of the attic window looking over the pack lands. It was the first time I had seen it this way that I could remember.
I could see the tree's for miles and dotted everywhere was colour from the flowers. I had never seen so many colours at one time. I remember this from when I lived with my Grandma the front of the pack land had the town where the houses and the businesses were. The back of the pack land was just miles and miles of land, for the wolves to be able to run around in.
The pack house was smack bang in the middle of it, I must be in the back part of the pack house to be over looking just the land, they probably did it so less chance of me being seen through the window. Even though I am so high up I don't think anyone would know who I am.
Even though I enjoyed looking out of the window, I was starting to get really bored. I was used to my days been filled of activites nice ones or not made no difference, I wasn't one to just sit around.
"Amanda, you willing to talk today?"
"I don't know how you can sit there knowing that someone who is not our mate is going to make you have our baby."
"Oh great you don't talk to me for ages and now you do it is to have a go at me. What do you want me to do? Do you want us to be killed for it?"
"You should just go."
"How there is no way down, I am too high up and there is someone always near enough to the door for them to hear me knock when I need the toilet so I can't escape that way. I AM TRAPPED."
I was mad by the time I finished the sentence. She never replied to that. What did she want me to do I have no where to go and no way out.
The next couple of weeks passed by the same way, i was starting to fill out more and actually hadsome meat on my bones for once. That was when I had a doctor come in and have a look at me and take my vitals. The Alpha and the Luna had made themselves present when the doctor arrived they were wanting to know and see what ever it was he wanted to do.
He took my blood, my blood pressure and injected me with something that they didn't feel obliged to tell me what it was.
After the doctor had finished he spoke to the Alpha and the Luna and they seemed to be happy with whatever it was that he told them. I was getting tired of not knowing what was going on when it was my body.
Everyday after that the doctor came and injected me with the same clear liquid that he had used on the first visit. All my days just blurred into one now. I no longer knew how long exactly it had been since I had been locked in here but it has to have been months now.
One morning the doctor, the Alpha and the Luna came to my room once more.
"Tonight will be the night that you will get pregnant and carry our young. Is that understood?"
"Yes Alpha."
"If you do anything to cause the baby any harm while you are carrying it we will do to you whatever it is you did to them ten fold. You will get the same treatment if you commited treason to the pack."
As much as I would love to reply that I would never do anything to the baby anyway, it is not the babies fault and I would never be able to hurt something so innocent. However I just stayed quiet.
"You will have one more meal and then you will be taken for yourself to get a shower and make sure you are clean enough everywhere. Then you will be brought down to the clinic."
They all left me alone and true to his word food was brought to me. Not long after I had finished Nora walked in and took me to the shower room. Where I was given shower gel that I imagined smelled like the flowers that I had spent months looking at, shampoo that was the smell of blueberry according to the bottle and a razor. I had never had the pleasure of having a razor before. This was the first proper shower that I had, had in years. We were only given a bucket of water once a week and we had to share it between all the girls in our room.
I turned on the water and stripped out of my clothes and stepped under the water. This is what I imagine heaven would feel like. The heat of the water seeping into my bones and muscles made me feel releaxed for the first time ever. The water ran brown at the bottom of the shower from all the years of lack of cleaning. I put my head back and let all the water run down into my hair. I spent ages rubbing the shampoo into the long length of my hair making sure to clean every last strand as I didn't know when the next time I would be allowed a shower.
Unfortunaly eventually there was a knock on the door.
"Lexi hurry up in there this is not a vacation get your arse moving now."
I sighed and turned off the water and stepped out of the water and wrapped the nice big blue fluffy towel around me and dried myself. I got dressed in the gown that they had left out for me. I then re plait my hair. Looking back at the room to make sure I had not left anything behind and waled out to Nora waiting for me.
"Right we are going to the clinic, you keep your head down and get into the car. You don't look out of the windows, you don't let anyone see you at all."
"Yes Nora."
She nods at me and we walk out to the car, I do as I was told and keep my head down just looking at my feet as we walk. This was the first time that I remember that I have ever been in a car. I was both excited and anxious about it. I climb in and feel the car start to move. We eventually reeach our destination and I was ushered out of the car into the clinic. I walk into the room and everyone leaves me except the doctor, Alpha and the Luna. I was really starting to hate them three been together all the time.
I look around the room there wasn't much in it. A few cabinets and a bed with what looked like a thinner version of a normal bed but this one seemed to have some form of leather straps attached at the top and the bottom. I didn't know what they were for.
"Lexi, lay on the bed for me."
I walk over to the bed and lay on it. It wasn't much more padded than my old bed used to be.
The doctor walks over to me with an injection and injects me. I start to feel really dizzy and like I want to go to sleep, but something doesn't feel right, this can't be right. Then I feel him holding one of my arms down and wrapping one of those leather straps around my wrist and he moves down the bed and goes to do the same to my ankle, but now I am starting to really panic and I thrash my three remaining arms and legs about.
I feel myself getting weaker and weaker. Until eventually all I see is black and feel nothing.
I think I'm waking up when I hear voices talking about another Alpha coming to visit us, it is a last minute notice visit so Alpha Derek is not happy about it all. He wanted me to be sorted out first but now that wouldn't happen and we would just have to make sure none of them came over here and the docotor would have to stay with me.Then all I saw was black again. This time when I started coming back my head had a sharp pain running through it and my lower stomach felt like it had been punched fifty times. My mouth is so dry. I try to move my arms and legs but I am stopped by the leather straps. That is when it all comes flooding back to me. The injection and them forcing me to have my arms and legs strapped down. What had they done to me? The doctor then notices that I am awake and comes over to me. There is just me and him in the same room that I was orignially brought to, so they had not moved me.He starts to squeeze a bag of yellow looking liquid tha
ALPHA SAWYER'S POVI was brought up as the future Alpha of the Blue River pack. It was like I had two Dad's I had the strong, hard headed Alpha that was hard on me and made me learn and fight like an Alpha.The other one was soft and playful and treated me just like a normal Dad did to his child. We were close. When I was fifteen my Dad got a disease. One all wolves feared as it was the only one we couldn't heal. It was a horrible way to die, it was slow and painful and shut your organs down one by one.Even though he was dying he still made sure that I was taught how to be an Alpha until his last breath. My mum was absolutely devastated from losing her mate. When two wolves find each other and become mates their souls become one. If one half of that soul is lost, the one left behind they feel a part of themselves is missing and will always long for the other half. She spent the better part of two years locked in a room and only c
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LEXI'S POV I'm standing in the middle of the bedroom as Sawyer leaves and the door closes. I look around the beautiful room and see that all the furniture is made from a light brown wood and it all matches. The massive bed has a beautiful turquoise bed cover and about a hundred pillows. It looked so soft and I wanted to climb into it but I needed to be clean first. I walk to the bathroom and see the huge bath and a shower to the side. I couldn't wait to get in the bath I had never had one before my Grandma only had a shower in her house and I've only had a bucket since she died. I turn on the water and look at the bubble baths lined up on the side I pick them up and smell them one by one until I find the one I want vanilla. I fill the bathroom with steam and the scent of vanilla, once the bath is full enough I climb in and the water climbing up my body is fantastic, it is a little hot but my body soon adjusts. I lay there thi
SAWYER's POVAfter leaving Lexi in her room, walking out of that door was really difficult and I had to force myself to take each step. I wanted to be with her to look after her and to find out everything about her. However I knew that she needed some time to adjust to all of this and she wouldn't get that we if I didn't leave her alone.As I closed the door behind me I walk towards my office. As I'm walking I see Chloe walking past me."Chloe could you do me a favour?""Yes Alpha of course what can I do for you?""I would like for you to find some female clothes for me, she is only small maybe a size two at the most. Can you then take them to the room next to mine. Lexi is in there.""Yes of course Alpha." She starts to leave to do the job."Oh and please be patient with her she is very timid.""Yes Alpha of course I will do my best to help her in anything she needs or wants.""
LEXI'S POVHearing the doctor tell me that I wasn't pregnant was a huge relief. I never wanted to have Alpha Derek's and the Luna's baby to begin with and I never knew how I would feel or handle knowing I was that child mother and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it and I wouldn't get to see them and they would never know who I really was and that because of who I was in the pack I wouldn't get to do anything about it and that would have been the hardest thing in my life to ever do, not to be a part of my childs life.As soon as we heard the news I could feel the tension in Sawyer drain away. I wonder what he would have done if I were pregnant? I can't imagine that going over too well.After the visit with the doctor I was so much happier knowing I still had not had sex and that I was baby free. However he was concerned with my weight and I looked like I would need some more tests to make sure everything else was fine. I was told I needed to start eating
The next few days I just spend it in my room, enjoying the baths and the comfort of the bed. Food kept getting brought up to me and everytime it was the same girl and everytime Sawyer asked if I wanted to go for a walk today, but he never came up and talked to me himself. I don't know why I kept saying no as I didn't really want to be stuck in the room anymore and I didn't want to leave it on my own but something was stopping me from saying yes to him. Once more the soft knock was at the door. I go answer the door and there she is again with food on a tray. "Morning, some lovely choices for you today. Alpha also asked if you would like to go for a walk today?" I don't answer the question but ask her "What is your name if you don't mind me asking?" "Not at all my name is Chloe." I smile at her "That is a nice name, thank you again for the food." "Sorry if this is not my pla