I wake up all at once, a gasp leaving my mouth as I try to get my bearings. It takes entirely too long for me to realize that I’m in Alpha Ivan’s bedroom, laying on his bed. Alone. I strain my wolf hearing and scent, attempting to see if anyone else is in the suite with me, but I seem to be alone. I’m not sure what woke me up with such a start, but something feels different. Not exactly wrong different, but definitely…different. Like something’s happening…inside of me. It’s almost like when I shifted for the first time and I immediately turn my mind away from those thoughts. They’re too painful. Too horrific. I had been in the rogue camp still. In the “red tent,” called that for the amount of blood that had been lost to virginities and punishments. I had been on top of a male, one that had just been brought to the camp and was being trained as a sex slave. When the shift came, it was nothing that I could have stopped. Especially not the first shift. And the rearra
I wake once again in the alpha suite. I had been exhausted from Bite arriving and had passed out after she claimed him when he walked in the door. This time, there’s one big different though. I’m wrapped up in something warm that smells fucking divine. The heat that envelopes me and the scent, like cinnamon and apples, lulls me into semi-doze. That is until I realize what the warmth around me is. It’s a body. The second that hits my brain, my eyes pop open and I try to sit up. But the strong arms that are wrapped around me keep me pinned to his side. I look over and see that I’m in Ivan’s arms. His eyes are closed, but he shifts closer to me while simultaneously tucking me even further into his side. His lips brush the skin of my neck and arousal like I’ve never known lights up my system. His voice is whispered and gruff with sleep. “It’s too early, little rabbit. Go back to sleep.” His legs thread through mine and I can feel his cock, thick, long, and very hard,
The growl that rips through me is filled with not just my fury, but with Fang’s as well. It shakes the mirror and the items on the sink countertop. She can’t leave. I won’t let her. She’s mine. My mate. My everything. I’ve already started to fall in love with her.That’s a lie. I am in love with her. I started falling the second that I saw her and I’ve been falling every single day since. If she leaves and I hit bottom…I’ll never recover.Pushing down my anger and practically shoving Fang away from the forefront of my mind, I try to be calm enough to talk to her. “I can help you find him – “But she’s already shaking her head. “No. The second that he knew that you were after him, he’d be in the wind. You’d never find him. It’s me or nothing. And I’m not leaving him. He’s too important.” Her jaw is set in determination. Her eyes are steely. Changing her mind is going to be difficult. Is this why she was saving all that money? To go find him and what? Leave the p
Move over, Fido. I wanna taste her too, I say in our mind to Fang. But Fang doesn’t respond. Well, ok. That’s not completely true. He doesn’t respond verbally. He moves our leg so that one of them wedges between hers. With her pressed against the door, there is no wiggle room. He’s pressing between her legs, directly against her pussy. Opening her legs releases the scent of her arousal into the air and the scent of her musk makes my cock pulsate, not just twitch. I want to be the one making her feel like this. FANG! I bark at him. Give me back my body. Fang literally growls, curling into her body and using our grip on her ass to rock her on our leg. I can feel the heat of her core against my thigh and her panties have started to get wetter. It rubs her arousal against our skin and knowing that she’s this aroused already has me clawing at the barrier that Fang has erected to get to touch her myself. Fang isn’t having to rock her hips anymore, she ‘s moving hersel
“You’re mine and I’m not letting you go.” That’s what Ivan…Fang had said when I told him that I wasn’t good for him. He and Ivan had just laid their feelings out for me. They want me. And they’ll do anything to keep me. And then Fang took me in that devastating kiss. Fuck, this man knows how to use his mouth, Bite says in the back of my head. She’s not wrong. I can already feel my panties getting wet from just the kiss. It’s methodical, calculating, and utterly devastating. I had stiffened the first time that he touched me as a reflex left over from my times with the rogues. But with the help of Bite, the matebond, and my own growing feelings for Ivan, that went away fast. Bite had come forward and was sharing my awareness as Fang basically worshipped my mouth. She wants to badly to introduce herself to her mate, but I think that she knows that if that is going to happen, I have to be comfortable being here. She has to find a way to get me to stay here. And Ivan is
Hearing her talk about another male has both Fang and I in a frenzy. And thinking that she would leave us for him, that she’d give this up, this feeling, this pleasure, this love, this fucking need for each other has me needing to claim her. To exert some of the feelings that the matebond has conjured on her. That’s how we’ve gotten here, her hands tied above her by her shirt, her legs over my shoulders, and my mouth on her pussy. Fucking hell, she tastes divine. Strawberries and musk, and a taste all her own. I press my mouth hard against her, happy to drown in her arousal if that’s what happens. “IVAN!” she screams as I continue to lick her and thrust my fingers into her through her orgasm, refusing to stop even as she rolls into another one. I would give anything to stay here for hours. Days. The rest of my fucking life. She’s mine. Mine. And I’ll never let her go. I growl against her thigh, sucking at the sensitive skin as she breathes heavily above me. It makes her
As soon as I tell Ivan that I need him inside of me, he pulls his boxers off. Fuck, he is mouthwatering. Chiseled abs, an Adonis “v,” and his fucking hard…calves. Who the hell am I kidding? His dick is fucking EVERYTHING. Higher end of average in length but fucking THICK. Damn. This is the first time that I’ve really responded to a guy on this physical of a level. But instead of dissecting that, I’m just going with it. Because right now, for once in my life, I want to go with what my heart wants. Not what is safe. I want Ivan. Bite wants Ivan. Why stop myself? He’ll help me find Cody, so it’s not like I’ll be breaking my promise to him. I can have my mate and my best friend. And I’m going to let myself enjoy it. “Let me touch you.” I’m not ashamed to say that I begged. I want to feel him. I want to touch him and give him pleasure just like he’s doing to me. Ivan doesn’t say anything, but he doesn’t really have to. He puts my legs around his waist, his c
The feeling of sinking into Nova’s hot, wet, tight pussy nearly short circuits my brain. Feeling her stretch to accommodate me and her muscles squeezing me has my heart pumping and my balls pulled up tight against me. If I wasn’t so focused on making sure that I wasn’t hurting her, I would have blown my load before I was fully seated inside of her. I rub her clit with my thumb, trying to relax her so that she can take all of me. “Relax, little rabbit. Let me in.” Goddess above, looking at her blown pupils and slack jaw, results of her blissed-out state, is the most erotic thing that I’ve ever seen. Suddenly, her body convulses beneath me, hips bucking, back bowing, and head being thrown back as an unexpected orgasm rocks her. She tightens around me and then relaxes so much that I bottom out inside of her. I’m sweating and breathing heard at the feeling of pleasure and this overwhelming feeling of rightness at being joined with my mate for the first time. When I can finally ge
Three days later…I’m so nervous that my hands are shaking. I can barely button up the buttons on my sundress. “Fuck!” I curse under my breath.“Here, let me,” I hear from behind me. Suddenly, Ivan’s large hands gently grab mine and squeeze. I sigh, looking up into his eyes. There’s so much emotion there. Emotion that I’m not used to seeing. I think it might be love.Ivan gives me a small smile and I try to return it, though it probably looks like more of a grimace than anything. It brings a light of amusement in Ivan’s eyes, though he doesn’t tease me as he does up the buttons for me.When he’s done, he kisses my nose. “Beautiful.”I just roll my eyes before sitting on the bed to put my shoes on. “I don’t know why I’m so nervous. It’s not like I’ve never seen her before.”“I get it. You haven’t seen her in years and you’re worried about how you two will get along,” he says.I cock my head at him. “Are you just saying that because you can feel my emotions?”“It helps,” he
I love that I can feel Nova’s emotions through my matemark on her shoulder. I can even hear her thoughts if they get really loud. All of that will change when she marks me. Then I can listen in on her thoughts whenever I want to. We won’t even have to mindlink each other, we’ll just be able to hear the other when we turn our minds to it. Though, I do need to initiate her into the pack again. I want her to be able to mindlink with anyone, especially if she gets into trouble again and I can’t get there. Just for the safety of my mate, I need her to be able to contact Jakobi, Erick, Jude, and Bryson. I’ll have to talk to her about it after breakfast. But as of right now, we need to get to the breakfast table. I’ve had multiple wolves attempting to break through my mental walls to mindlink me. I can tell by their mental signatures that they are my parents and my boys, probably trying to find out why we aren’t downstairs yet. Too bad for them, they needed to wait for me to di
Standing in the shower, I wash the soap out of my hair only to feel two strong arms wrap around me, sliding along my waist and moving up to cup my breasts.I can’t help but smile and lean back into Ivan’s chest. “Good morning.” And I can feel how good of a morning he thinks it is.“Mmmm,” he hums against my neck before he begins mouthing at my matemark.My body arches into his and my bottom lip immediately goes between my teeth. His fingers find my nipples and he begins to pinch and roll them between his thumbs and forefingers. The moan that flows from my lips elicits a growl from Ivan and he presses his cock against my ass.“Ivan, we can’t do this right now,” I say, though I’m not sure how convincing I am with the way that my ass is rubbing all over Ivan’s cock.“You’re my mate. I always have time to show you how much I love you. How fucking sexy you are.” One of Ivan’s hands travels down to my pussy, his finger splitting me open and finding my button. “Fuck, little rabbit.
I stand from the bed long enough to pull off my sleep shorts and then I’m straddling Ivan again. His cock, which had started to soften after he came in my mouth, is already back at half-mast again. Gotta love werewolf stamina. Still, there’s definite exhaustion slowing Ivan’s movements as he runs his hands up and down my arms as I prop myself up to look down at him. “Fuck, Nova. That was mind blowing,” he says, his hands moving to my waist and moving up my torso. His hands seem to have a magnet to my breasts, though I’m not complaining. I get a lot of stimulation from my nipples. The more that he wants to play with them, the happier I’ll be. Taking his hands and placing them on my tits, I smile at him. “We’re not done yet.” The exhaustion seems to melt from him as his fingers play with my nipples. My pussy, which was already impossibly wet from sucking him off seems to gush at the feeling of his fingers on my nipples. I use it to make my pussy glide over his nearly fu
The last thing I remember is running Nova’s hair through my fingers, the feeling of sparks marching up and down my skin as sleep tugged me under. I had to have fallen asleep. I have to be dreaming right now because I have the sweet scent of my mate all around me, the feeling of her body pressed against mine, and her taste on my lips. Of her own volition. Though Nova had willingly accepted all of my touches, but she has never initiated them herself. So this has to be a dream. I’d like to say that I was a gentleman. That I let her take the lead and take what she wanted from me. I’d love to be able to say that. But this is my dream, so I can do what I want, right? So my hand fists in her hair, holding her to me. My other hand wraps around her body and pulls her on top of me so that she’s straddling my suddenly raging hard on. And the growl that Fang and I emit is completely feral. And then I hear her moan. My eyes pop open and I see her looking at me, her gaze darkened with
We spent the whole rest of the day with Jude, Bryson, Erick, and Jakobi. The point was to let me get to know Ivan’s best friends, most trusted confidents, and inner circle. Jude is…dammit the guy is fucking hilarious. He finds a way to make a joke about everything. A way to put everyone at ease, even in the tensest of situations. He apologized to me for the way that we met that night after Ivan brought me to the pack house the first time and kept me laughing and relaxed the whole time. Bryson, his delta, is really sweet. Sometimes a little slow on the uptake, but the male has a great heart and is fiercely loyal. It was clear how much he loves his friends and he immediately welcomed me as part of the group like I’ve always been a part of them. Erick is fucking intense. As the gamma, his role is to be my protector from everyone and everything, including Ivan. He immediately sat between me and Ivan, getting me drinks and the best food until Ivan literally had to order him to b
I stare down at the male in front of me, the alpha of my pack. I should feel power at having him kneel in front of me. Smugness. Satisfaction. All I feel is a love. And a healthy does of fear. Because he could very easily be lying just to get me to stay. He could just be using me, like everyone else in this awful life. How do I trust him? Neither Bite nor I know what to do at this point. “I don’t know how to trust you,” I tell him. “Not just because of the mark. I’ve…There’s never been anyone other than Cody that I could trust.” His eyes soften, his tight muscles loosen as he looks at me. Carefully, slowly, he reaches out and strokes my cheek. “I am sorry, little rabbit. You have a had a heard life. And I have just made it harder for you.” Even with how angry I am, the sense of his betrayal still sizzling in my veins, I lean into his touch. He is my mate after all. I close my eyes and let my self sink into the feeling of sparks that flow across my skin. When
She’s dressed in a dress, nondescript t-shirt and jeans, her honey blonde hair hanging down in front of one side of her face, as if she’s trying to cover her rogue mark. She doesn’t know that it’s gone yet, Fang says. But it’s not what she looks like that I’m hung up on right now. It’s the bag that’s packed and sitting on the bed beside her that has all of my attention. It’s like being kicked in the chest. All the air leaves my lungs and makes me want to double over. Pain like I’ve never felt floods through my body. I’ve fucked this up. She doesn’t want me. Hell, why would she after me marking her without asking her if it was ok? I basically forced this on her. I’d kill someone who did that to me. Of course she’s leaving me. Of course she hates me. Stop spiraling! Fang screams in my head. Get your shit together so that we can convince her to stay. Because I’m NOT losing my mate! He’s right. He’s absolutely right. I won’t let her leave me. I’d do what eve
I have never felt the pleasure that rippled through my body when Ivan gave me our finishing orgasm and he bit me. It was like an electric shock zapped through my entire body, coiling me tight and then making everything loose and uncoordinated. Every part of my skin sang with the feeling of the matebond. It was fucking amazing, even when he moved off of me to cuddle me to him. That’s until I realized what he did to me. He took away my choice. He took away my life. He took away my chance to find Cody. So I punched him. I punched him, cursed him out, and ran. Was it stupid? Yes. Will it change anything? No. Will he be able to find me wherever I go because of the matebond? Yup. Did it feel fucking amazing at the time? Hell yeah it did. Cause fuck that shit. I know that he is my mate and both Bite and I really like him. But you don’t just tie someone to you like that without making sure they’re ok with it. Ever heard of fucking consent? Yeah, I wanted my brains fucked