Chapter 67: Drowning My Sorrows

Damon

I felt hurt; I felt betrayed. Even if she didn’t want to have anything to do with me again, why lead me on? Why me every time? Why can’t I just have a good chance to love and be loved? First Mia, now Roxanne.

With Roxanne, I couldn’t even say she cheated on me with the guard, as we aren’t officially together. I haven’t felt this hurt or bittered about anything in the last few years. I wasn’t even this hurt when I found out Mia had cheated and was pregnant for someone else.

“Fuck.” I cussed out.

Does this mean that what we shared last night was nothing to her? To me, it was pure love-making, as what I felt was divine. I looked into her eyes yesterday, and they held love in them even though she said she wasn’t yet sure of her feelings, so what went wrong?

Was the moon goddess punishing me for something that I’ve probably done in the past? “Forgive me, moon goddess,” I said silently.

I was a mess emotionally, and it was certainly not a good look for an Alpha like myself, but