I was paralyzed with fear, picturing what would happen if I was discovered. What if the Lycan king sees through me? What if he could read minds?
A part of my brain was afraid of getting caught and doubted myself. Why did my dad do something so horrible? Horrific pictures popped into my head. Alphas were known for their ruthlessness, especially when their pack was in danger, and the Syndicate pack wasn't an exception.My dad spoke badly about the Lycans; he hated them so much. He ruled my pack mates with an iron grip and was naturally very territorial.Even though I was not qualified, there was something strangely comforting about the idea of this contest. I was going to keep this a secret and make every effort to win something.My mind raced with multiple ideas as I absentmindedly stared at the billboard. The green depths of the alpha's eyes told a story. He looked so unsettled, like someone planning revenge. Natalia dragged me off and we joined the excited girls who were chatting away.I decided to put my worries aside for the time being and took a deep breath. After all, what's the worst that could happen? I'd get exposed and sent away.Natalia was wild and carefree. She twirled a champagne flute, taking large gulps, and I could tell she was already drunk by the shakiness of her feet."Come on, try some," she grinned broadly as she held out the glass to me. "You need to unwind and have fun.""I'm good. I usually stick to water or fruit juice. I am not a big fan of alcohol. Besides, doesn't our first impression matter? Do you want the alpha to see you drunk?"She dismissed my worries with a laugh. "You are losing out on a lot of fun, girl. The alpha must be flattered that we're enjoying his exquisite wine. Come dance with me.”"Nah," I grimaced. "I don't dance."A bemused smile appeared on her lips. "You came for a beauty contest, but you don't dance? Does that make sense at all?”Reluctantly, I allowed myself to be pulled towards the dance floor. I swayed to the beat and enjoyed the music's rhythm despite my lack of skill. My best dance moves were in my head.I was naturally good at singing, it allowed me to temporarily put my worries aside. I was sure that I'd win if all it took to win the alpha's heart was to sing a song.Natalia leaned in. "So, what's your pack? You haven't mentioned it."Shit!My gaze lowered, and I felt guilty for lying to her. "Oh, I'm from the Valley Pelt."It wasn't entirely a lie; after all, my mother was from there."I've been there several times. It's a beautiful pack," she said and didn't ask further questions.My thoughts strayed to Sisters Sanctuary. I didn't miss that place at all. It was the oppressive sameness of every day and the lack of freedom that drove me insane. The thought of spending another year in that confinement was surely going to destroy me.I felt bad for the old maid and wondered how she was doing. I was surely going to compensate her with some money from the consolation prize.I also wondered if the news had reached my dad. Would he even bother to look for me?Every contestant's face was eager as the actual show started at eight pm. After making our last-minute adjustments, I saw the MC confidently walk onto the stage and smile."Good evening, beautiful ladies. I'm Charles, your host for the evening. We are going to have an exciting evening, I promise!”The girls cheered because Charles was such a happy and playful guy."Now, let us review the rules before we get started with today's event. Just ten of our gorgeous competitors will advance to the next round."I made a face. Did I even stand a chance in this sea of beautiful girls? The Alpha should be offended that a twenty-one-year-old was pretending to be eighteen. I was certainly the oldest.Natalia turned to me, her eyes sparkling. "We're going to qualify for the next round. You'll see.""Maybe you will."She gave me a sidelong glance. "Don't you dare sell yourself short, my friend. You're stunning. Honestly, if I were into girls, I'd ask you out in a heartbeat."I broke into a grin. My happiness was complete when Charles revealed that the consolation prize was in gold.I'd leave my family and the Syndicate pack forever to get a fresh start. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that Natalia had to grab my hand before I realized the girls were grouping.“We must queue up for the presentation. Come on.""Let's rush to the first line to make sure we get noticed," I said but she disagreed."The alpha may ignore the first lines and pay closer attention to the fifth and sixth lines. Trust me on this one.”She dragged me to the sixth line without giving me a chance to respond. Suddenly, the music stopped, and the MC announced."Please be quiet. Our special guests are here. Show the utmost respect, no fangirling, please."There was a sudden dead silence in the room as a group entered through the doors at the far end. Paving the way were men in black suits and shades. Armed soldiers in uniform trailed behind them.And there was Alpha Adonis, behind the soldiers. He was real, here in the flesh, and even more breathtaking than the billboard could picture. Natalia exhaled behind me. "Fuck, he looks so good."Indeed.I was so struck dumb by his appearance and laughed at my absurd thoughts of fantasizing about someone who was out of my reach. Shouldn't Ethan's rejection have taught me a lesson?I was such a moron.A male and a female, who appeared to be more the alpha's friends, trailed closely behind him. The male seemed very easygoing and relaxed. The extremely beautiful woman walked like she owned the place, and I also noticed the way Alpha Adonis held her hand.Were they lovers? And suppose they were, why would he be looking for a wife?Natalia was correct, after all. The alpha and his friends didn't make any selections for the first through fourth lines. The girls cried, and by the goddess, some of them even made a desperate attempt to sneak up to our line.The alpha's group moved closer to us, and the air charged up. My heart was thumping furiously, pressed up against my ribs. Adonis seemed uninterested and nearly tired of the hunt.I caught him saying, "This is tiring, Fred. Can't you choose the girls yourself?”His male friend laughed. "It's not our choice to make.”Adonis huffed, "I do not see anyone here."His eyes met mine, and goosebumps pricked my arms like spider webs. I finally felt like I could breathe when his eyes strayed to the next girl. How come he had such an effect on me?And just like magic, he picked ten girls from my line, including Natalia and me. I was so weak in my knees that I could hardly stand.Natalia was speechless, stunned beyond belief."We're in," she said to me. "Oh my God, Iris, we are in.""But... how?"And just as Adonis turned away, cameras surrounded us with their lenses capturing every detail of our faces. I turned around and my chest banged with fear. They were news reporters and my dad watched the news every night. It was game over for me. Natalia grabbed my arm, "Come. Let's proceed to the stage."I was still in complete shock when we made our way onto the stage. While climbing the final stair, the alpha and his entourage left the hall. The second they were out of sight, a few girls in the front let out frustrated screams.Some girls' faces crumpled, and they couldn't hold back their tears. They looked like raccoons with smudged masks running down their cheeks.Angry voices began to rise from different corners of the room. "This is not fair! How could they not see my potential?" one girl's voice cut through the air.The ten of us selected gathered near the edge of the stage. The rest of the girls were excited, and one of them leaned in closer. "Isn't it a miracle that only line six got picked? We should have our special name.”“How about the famous line six?" Another girl suggested, and the rest approved with their eyes lighting up with a thrill.MC Charles stepped back onto the stage, trying to calm the crying girls. "Ladies, ladies, please. Your emotions are running high rig
AdonisMy eyelids fluttered open. My vision was hazy and blurry because I awoke from a deep sleep. I rubbed my eyes to get rid of the grogginess, and it took a few seconds to clear up.Forcing my way through the maze of confusion, I looked up, feeling lost and surprised.As soon as the drizzle touched my skin, I knew that I was in my human form and looked around. I was outside in the purple garden on the grass.Never in my Twenty-Six years of living had I felt such serenity and calmness around me, but I couldn't remember why. It felt strange like someone had calmed my inner storm.My recollections were disorganized, so it was impossible to piece together the event. My crazy wolf was unusually quiet, as though its impulses had been restrained with a tight leash.Raindrops hit my skin as the drizzle got heavier. "What happened last night?" I kept asking myself.My wolf suffered from fast memory loss and impulse control disorders, so it was a relief not to feel the usual emptiness and de
Day 1IrisThe bell's harsh ring pierced my ears, making me jolt awake. After stretching, I sat up in bed, yawning and covering my mouth with my hand as I tried to blink away the last traces of sleep.The girls were up, and my heart skipped as I threw back the covers while running my fingers through my hair and tying it back into a ponytail, securing it with a scrunchie.Our first activity for the day began ten minutes ago. My friend and bunkmate, Natalia was snoring away, her nipple peeking through her tank top. I shook her shoulders attempting to wake her up. “Natalia, wake up,” I said with a groan. She didn't budge and I nudged her harder before rushing to the bathroom to splash cold water on my face.I stared into the mirror. The events of last night flooded back. I remembered the mad wolf and how my touch calmed it down.Something about that incident made me feel warm inside, but at the same time, I was terrified. Was that going to put me in trouble? And I knew for sure that
IrisA dermatologist was invited to take care of our skin. It was my turn, and I walked into an examination room whose walls were painted a soothing white color.Dressed in a white lab coat, the doctor greeted me with a friendly smile. Several shelves were filled with skincare products, and she passed me a magazine that explained different skin conditions and then made sure the room was well-lit."You have to take off your clothes and lay on the table," she pointed to the center while bringing out a scalpel, tweezers, and magnifying glasses."Let's talk about your skincare routine. Do you currently follow any?"I almost laughed, as if I was ever given such luxury. Even before the test, I had nothing to call my own. I was living like a maid in my father's house."No," I said simply. "I've never really thought about it."She smiled. "No worries, it's never too late to start taking care of your skin. Now, let's assess it. Do you have any specific reactions or sensitivities to skincare pr
Day 2Adonis My mind and body were in complete harmony, beyond description. Some people believe that having good sex, drinking alcohol, or getting high on marijuana are the only ways to feel euphoric.I have been celibate since Isabella's death; I was not drunk, but I was high on an unfathomable level of happiness. For the first time in my life, warmth flooded my heart, and I couldn't stop smiling. This unexpected sense of comfort puzzled me. Something was calming me down, but all I could recall was a touch.Those gentle, magical hands gave me goosebumps all over. The sun shone through the curtains, and I felt energized. The question was, "Whose hands were those?"It was driving me insane that I still couldn't recall anything. I wanted to put a face on those hands because their touch was the only thing that put me at ease. Trying to remember was like hitting a wall. When I shifted, there was no synergy between my human and wolf forms because my wolf memory was so bad. This was ou
IrisI felt humiliated and uneasy as my body gave way beneath me. I wasn't sure if my vertigo after landing on the floor from the unsuccessful catwalk was a result of tiredness or the fact that Alpha Adonis was in the room.I felt something pressing against my ribs and was eager to get out of there. The instructors and the girls were harsh, constantly laughing at those who were weak or lacked the necessary skills. They worsened my mood."Iris! Are you okay? Natalia rushed to my side. "Are you hurt?""A little," I managed to say. "Maybe I should sit for a while.""You okay, Iris?" Another girl asked. I nodded, feeling embarrassed.Adonis remained expressionless while watching. The man was almost too attractive for words. His green eyes, firm features, and the confidence he exuded made me forget to breathe.I despised the fact that my feet were wobbly in those high heels and that I foolishly fell when Alpha Adonis entered the room. His gaze was fixed on me, which made me extremely nervo
IrisWith all of my strength, I dashed out of that damned passageway like a terrified rabbit fleeing a grizzly bear. I rounded the corner as quickly as possible and was out of the Alpha's sight.Thank the Goddess I made it to the kitchen before my legs turned to Jell-O and I stumbled for the second time that day."Watch your steps, young lady," one of the cooks, an elderly woman, said to me, concerned and slightly annoyed.I got my ass off the floor and continued walking. I had no idea what it was, but Alpha Adonis made me feel emotions I had never experienced before.Surely, he was every girl's dream, a beautiful man. I found myself drawn to him and couldn't recall ever feeling this way about Ethan. I couldn't wrap my head around it, but my instincts told me I had shared something special with the alpha. I carefully made my way upstairs, intending to go to my room, when I noticed the other girls heading to the examination room.Curiosity got the better of me, and I quickly joined th
AdonisBack at the mainland, I drove past the guard station entry point revealing the familiar sight of the warrior base. The Lycan pack and tribe flags fluttered proudly from poles, their red and green colors vibrant in this late afternoon.A group of warriors practiced combat maneuvers with wooden swords. It was hard not to be impressed, considering these dudes worked extra hard to protect the civilians. A line of patrol vehicles snaked along the driveway. I parked my Range-Rover and got out, approaching a group of guards standing at attention. The head warrior, Laura, a Twenty-Six-year-old Amazon with a pixie cut and sharp, dark brown eyes, approached to salute me. I nodded in acknowledgment, my gaze sweeping over the plastic badge dangling from her shirt. Not only was Laura disciplined, she was one of the most capable members of the guard force. The first female member of the guard since its creation.Laura had been appointed the role on the day I was crowned Alpha. She’d gone o