Phin stared at Emily before he realized that her question made sense, objectively, and that she seemed tipsy. How much had she had to drink?She clapped a hand over her mouth. “Oh God, I’m sorry. That was so rude.”“It’s a valid question, all things considered,” he said, trying not to smile.He wasn’t exactly a bar hopper, but sometimes when he couldn’t sleep, he’d come to Jackson’s and have a drink, maybe play some darts. He liked to watch the people coming and going, watch the men play pool while their girlfriends tried to distract them. Phin could sit at a booth in the corner, no one caring how long he sat there as long as he bought a few beers. The noise and the movement kept his mind from obsessing about whatever it wanted to obsess about that day: his clients, his family. His own loneliness.“I didn’t think you knew what a bar was,” said Emily. She blinked up at him. “Do you even drink?”Yes, she’s definitely tipsy,thought Phin. “Yes, I drink.” He gestured to the barst
That weekend, Emily showed up at Landon’s studio and posed for the nude photos. They were all tasteful, as Landon had promised, but Emily couldn’t help feeling like she’d sold herself out.She posed behind a sheet that just barely covered her breasts. She couldn’t help but think of the modeling jobs she used to get.She’d gotten lucky in the beginning, snagging the attention of a famous photographer who was able to get her into major magazines for a variety of fashion spreads. Emily remembered how shocked she’d been when she’d seen the luxurious couture garments hanging on the racks, wondering if she’d be thrown out the door if anyone realized who she was.Emily had loved modeling, but that world had almost destroyed her. She’d gotten dangerously thin, to the point that she’d gotten pneumonia one winter. After that scare, she’d had to cut all ties with the industry, no matter how well it paid. It wasn’t worth killing herself.“Good, good,” said Landon as he clicked his camera. “Loo
Phin set down his office phone receiver with a gratified sigh. Apparently Josh Lassiter had finally posted bail and been released.When he’d contacted Violet about giving Emily a job, he hadn’t told her any specifics. Violet, despite her intense curiosity, had agreed to look into it. So, Violet must have hired Emily for a job, and Phin couldn’t help but be glad that he’d found a way to help her.Of course, he had no intention of telling her of his connection to Violet. There was no reason Emily needed to know. Just knowing he helped her was enough for him, and now, her brother was out of the detention center.And if he were honest, he’d admit that he hadn’t stopped thinking about that damn kiss since he’d dropped Emily off at her apartment. He’d dreamt of it, over and over again. In some of the dreams, he’d picked Emily up in his arms and taken her inside before the kiss had turned into something much more interesting.He gritted his teeth, telling his body to calm down. He already
Two weeks after Josh had gotten out of the detention center, Emily almost wished she hadn’t paid his bail. He was sulky, angry, and he didn’t care about anything. He’d been frustrating before he’d been arrested, but Emily didn’t recognize this Josh at all. When she pressed him about what had happened during his stay at the center, he got this tight-lipped look on his face and refused to answer the question.That morning during her shift at the diner, she dreamed of going home early and taking a nap. Or sleeping for twelve hours. She’d lain awake all last night, tossing and turning, worrying herself to death about her brother.And then when her thoughts decided they needed something new to agonize over, she thought of Phin Younger, and how stupid she’d felt leaving his office that afternoon.Had he figured out that she couldn’t read? That when he’d told her to sign that line that saidlegal guardian, she’d frozen like a rabbit in front of the barrel of a gun? She’d sat in his ch
Phin collected his things, exhaustion making him dream of going home and sleeping for the entire weekend. The court case involving a hit-and-run accident hadn’t gone as well as he’d hoped, and now Phin was going to have to deal with the repercussions of his client being a no-show today at court.Today was a day where Phin wondered why he did this job. What was the point when his clients refused to listen to his advice? When the outcome was that his client went to jail anyway? It was a pessimistic thought that he tried not to entertain for too long, but today it stuck in his craw.Phin walked to his car with heavy steps. When he heard a voice say his name, he grimaced. He did not have the patience to deal with Sterling McIntosh today of all days.“What a coincidence,” said Sterling. “Seeing you here again.”Phin tossed his briefcase into the passenger seat of his car. “We’re both lawyers. Not sure it’s a coincidence so much as an inevitability.”“This is why you don’t have any frie
Emily and Phin found Mike in the park as Peyton described, but to Emily’s frustration, Mike was of no help whatsoever. He was drunk, or high, or both, and when Emily pressed him for information, he laughed and said she was wasting her time.“He’s a big kid,” said Mike, his bloodshot eyes rolling his in head. “He’ll come home. Or he won’t. But you won’t find him.”Phin looked like he wanted to take Mike and shake him until the few teeth remaining in his head fell out. Emily was tempted to do the same.“Peyton said you might know where Josh is,” said Emily.Mike guffawed. “That stupid kid. Does he think I keep tabs on everyone this city? Jeezus, I can’t even remember what I ate last.”“You don’t have any idea where Josh might have gone? Nothing?”“Lady, give it up.” Mike gestured at Phin with his grizzled chin. “Take your man home and cook him somethin’ nice for making him come out here for no reason.”Emily opened her mouth to issue a sharp retort, until she felt Phin’s hand on h
August passed into September before Phin realized it, and as the leaves began to change, he became swamped under a load of work. He was grateful for it, because it gave him a reason to stop thinking about Emily. Each day he awoke, he considered calling her to tell her—what? That he was sorry? That he missed her?He didn’t call her, though. Josh’s case was still pending, and there was nothing to discuss until his next court date, which was months away. As far as Phin had heard, Josh had been attending school and hadn’t run away again. For that, he was thankful, because Emily didn’t need the stress.But Emily wasn’t his to worry about. He’d made that abundantly clear when he’d touched her and then driven off. He hated himself for that. Yet when Sterling continued to sniff around him, he knew he’d made the right choice.Emily didn’t need Phin making her life harder than it already was. Logically, he knew that. In this instance, though, logic didn’t soothe him like it normally would.T
Since Phin was a groomsman in his brother’s wedding, he needed to be there a few days beforehand, so Emily told him that she’d take the train up to Seattle the morning of the wedding. Phin had balked at first, but after she’d agreed to let him pick her up at the train station, plans had settled into place.“I talked to Violet, and she said you could hang out with her and the rest of the wedding party at her house,” said Phin as he pulled up at a charming bungalow house in north Seattle.Emily’s heart pounded with nerves. She would be introduced to the entirety of Phin’s family. Would they like her? She couldn’t bear to think that they’d dislike her.“I’ll take you inside and introduce you.” Phin took her hand and squeezed it. “They’ll love you, I promise.”Phin opened the front door without knocking, calling out, “Violet? Thea?”A woman with short blond hair and a septum ring came skipping down the stairs. “Phin! Finally!” The woman hugged Phin hard before turning to Emily. “You m