Summer's POV
I woke up after a while. Pain radiates through out my whole body. It's unbearable. My throat is burning and it's literally parched. It takes me only a few seconds to recollect everything.
I've been sent back to my life two years back. From what it seems That's how all this really started. I recall my wolf's words. If I want this to be over I have to embrace everything. I try as much as I can to discern the whole situation. I have to understand why and know the motive behind everything. Sunny can only do so much for me but I have to gather enough strength to overcome my fears.
I've understood why I could forget all these horrible experiences. Mama used to wipe off my memory every time it was done. It's my theory but I'm sure Sunny could have blocked it off but she let it be to protect me. I can't imagine how I could have survived this if it wasn't for Sunny.
And my dad? He's completel
Summer's POVAfter reaching out to my dad, I just collapse and drift off into unconsciousness.I don't know how long I laid here for, but one thing is for sure; None of my family members returned home today. When I wake up, I notice that my clothes have dried. Still, I cannot feel my limbs though. I mentally encourage myself to at least try without just giving up.I decide that even if I have no physical strength, I still have my brain intact. I will do this mentally. I still have my mental strength. I know this is a memory. Yes, I might be reliving everything now, but the fact that I overcame then is enough for me.I keep telling myself that I can do it. I need to move from the floor. I need to change. I take a whiff of the air and I almost get a mental breakdown! I soiled myself! Literally defecated on myself."No no no Summer, this is not the time to give up. This is reason enough to push yourself to clean up!!"&n
Summer POV"Summer baby, please respond. Even if it's just lifting your finger. Let me know that you can hear me."I clearly hear my dad's broken voice. I mentally prepare myself for the hateful retort from my monster mom. But it remained quiet and I figured that for now dad was alone.For some reason I can actually hear everything but I just can't wake up. I decide to use this time to reflect on everything that's happened to me. I used to admire my parents' love believing that my dad was a wife doting husband. But am so disappointed to know that it's all a lie.The strongest and toughest wolf is merely a puppet to some vile woman. So whenever my dad disagrees with her opinion or decision, she'll just snap her fingers and he'll instantly grovel. Is she even his mate? I don't need to be a love expert to note that my mum definitely cheats ony dad. When that wicked paedophile whom she'd brought to the house to "Break me", came. Sh
Summer POVDr Boyce's words kept ringing in my mind."Will not be able to walk..., will not be able to walk..." I literally am crying on the inside. I can't be wheelchair bound honestly. I wonder how I went through all this and forgot. The only consolation I have is the fact that, this is only just a memory. I try to connect with my wolf but it's futile. I allow Mia to push me and I plaster a smile on my face.Honestly, there is no valid reason why I should sulk. At least am of the knowledge that this is just a memory. I've already been through this and survived it. The only difference is at that time, dear mama(note the sarcasm), was successful in wiping off my memory. Aunty Ella knelt in front of me and hugged me."I'm glad you're taking this well my dear. Rather I am surprised. I promise to be there for you and you already know your cousins adore you. Don't think much about it. Our home is your home. We are famil
Ethan POVTuesday morning. Argh, I hate week days. I don't even know why my dad insists on me going to school. We are wolves after all and can survive without all that.Besides we are quite rich and our pack ranks Fifth the world over. So we are quite powerful. In this region it's only the Luminous Pack that we bow to.Anyway, dad says I need that education since am soon to be the alpha of our pack. Inorder to successfully run the affairs of the pack I need the education.Sorry fellows. My name is Ethan Gray. I'm the first and and only son in my family. My father is the current alpha Daryl Gray and my mom is the current Luna , May Gray of the Grayhound pack.So this particular day I woke up feeling quite restless. I am 18 now and still haven't found my mate. I should have found her the day I turned 16 but I didn't. I really didn't care much but now I do. Reason being my dad insists he can only give me the alpha title the d
Summer POVAfter the Rejection I passed out. But I wasn't completely knocked off. I could faintly hear what was going on. When he carried me the pain eased up. I guess that's the mate bond at work. As he put me, the pain became excruciating again.Gradually it got better. Just as I was recovering, I doubled up in pain again. I felt as if my insides were being ripped out. What's going on?"Summer, have you found your mate yet?"I decide that I'm not gonna accept his existence if he rejected me so I shake my head no. Our nurse Jane just laughs awkwardly and say,"Oh silly me. of course you haven't found your mate, you're not even sixteen yet. It's just that the pain you're experiencing is similar to what I felt when my mate rejected me..Then this sudden pain in your abdomen is similar to the pain I'd feel whenever he'd sleep with another person."She stops and I can feel her pain. I see the
Summer POV After accepting his Rejection, I saw him go through the same pain I did. Actually, his pain could be more as he's an alpha and has shifted already. The snapping of the mate bond must have hurt him deeply. I thought accepting his Rejection would ease my mind but no siree, it's hurting me too. Irrespective of the fact that he's a jerk, seeing him suffer actually moved me. He tried to endure the pain, but eventually he let out such a heart-rending howl. Something tugged at my heart. This howl is definitely from his wolf. His friends and family gather around him but he howls three times then shifted and disappeared into the forest. I go to bed and try to forget the whole ordeal. In as much as I feel sorry for him, I had no choice. I sigh deeply and decided to sleep. It will get better eventually. How I wish life could be that simple. Ethan POV I rejected my sor
Summer POV After accepting his Rejection, I went straight to bed. I started pondering on all that had transpired. I tried to understand what gave mother the power to wipe out my memory back then and failed now. I figured it was because I was mad. Seriously seething with anger. I thought I would exact my revenge on everyone that hurt me. But no. I felt only empathy for them. Instead of hating them I chose to forgive them. Hate is absolutely too energy draining. Take for instance my mother, she's done all this to me. No sane mother would inflict so much pain and misery on her own child. A person has to be deranged to be that vile!. I'm letting all this pent up rage, the hurt, the pain and the misery go. Otherwise I'll forever suffer whenever I look back. I want to be free. In the case of my mate, I am rendered speechless. Ethan got to know that I was his mate and he decided to reject me. Knowing fully well how horribl
Summer POVSoon after Sunny told me that it would all become clear in due time, I'd get some clarity on everything I felt like I was sucked into a vortex.The next instance, I hear voices. I can make out my dad's voice. That alone gives me enough consolation. At least am waking up to a warm welcome."Aaah thank the wolf spirits she's up now!"I try to open my eyes but my vision is kind of blurry. That's definitely uncle Luke. Instantly am crushed in one hell of a bear hug. I try to talk but croak instead. I just feebly raise my hand and lightly tap him on the back."Oh sorry darling. Am just so overjoyed to see you back with us. You have no idea how tormenting it was for me!"My dad exclaims and at the end his voice breaks with emotion. Dr Boyce walks in with a nurse. They do a thorough check on me before removing all the wires and tubes conne