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Trauma
"What the hell?! What happened to you?!"
Miya was hysterical when she fetched me. Claus left me crying inside the car. Someone picked him up and that's just it. He left me...alone...crying.
I don't think that I can even drive in my state so I called Miya. The service van took her here, which immediately left after sending Miya here.
"Beautrin..." she held my face and tried to wipe my tears but they were still dripping. It just won't stop falling! I've been trying! I've been trying so hard to contain my tears but it just won't budge.
I could see Miya's face with intense sadness as she looked at my whole face. I know. I know that my face shows how hurt and broken I am right now. There are no enough words to describe what I am feeling right now. This is just too much for me to handle.
"M-Mi..." I cried louder. She did nothing else but
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