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Chapter Thirty Eight
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AMELIA ROSE Moving On
Chapter Thirty NineAfter waking up I thought that healing would take a long time but to my and my doctor's surprise I was healing at a first pace, chemotherapy didn't thrash me like before and am so glad about it. It could never be easy but I was willing to go through it after seeing everyone I love support me through it all.When Gale died everyone last saw me during his funeral and after that I disappeared from people, I got trapped in my own darkness not realising that my actions made them so worried about me.Though am not sure about who leaked news about am at least happy that every one is here especially mother Pauli
AMELIA ROSE Meeting Him
Chapter FortyAfter three years I was finally stable again in my life. I had heeled completely and well life was moving on, after that day when all I did was shout at Rebecca I managed to calm down for a while and went back to see her.And well though we weren't as close as before we are at least friends once again and all that happened in the past can't be changed.It isn't easy to forgive but I knew that in my way to a better life this had to happen so I would visit her every weekend just to show her that I am still by her if she's really
AMELIA ROSE Introduction
Life is a beautiful thingI once believed that I swear by the gods Someone would think that by now I would be sad but not at all, I looked out the window then back at my psychiatrist who was staring at me without blinking. She been with me throughout these Seven weeks ever since I was admitted, when the doctor realized that I was refusing treatment. She suggested I see a counselor or psychiatrist. I never agreed but Mrs Jones being my doctor thought it was the wise thing for me. Brenda always came but I never spoke much, she had watched me l
AMELIA ROSE Meeting Gale
Chapter OneI groaned when my alarm clock started to ring, my body yearned for more sleep.But I had an 8:00 am class that I couldn't bare to miss.I sat up, looking at the clock and realized I had little time left.Running into to the bathroom, I slipped off my clothes and stepped into shower.I wasn't sure if I was clean enough but there's one thing for sure, I would miss my class if I stay here for another minute, so I wrapped the towel around my body and walked back into my room.I wore a pair of buggy pants and a green hoodie, it somehow resembled my eyes.Pulling my hair up in to a bun, I got my bag off the floor and my Keys.Putting on my worn out flat, I ran out of the room locking the door behind.My stomach grumbled cause of hunger, I hadn't eaten since yesterday's breakfast.I decided I will fig
AMELIA ROSE Loving Me
Chapter TwoI tried as much as I can to ignore Gale, when ever he would see me at school, I would find away to disappear.Good enough he didn't know where I stayed, he knew the street but not the building.But, he knew my work place and used it to his advantage, he would come over more often.Gale had made this place his hung out, his research and notes were all done here.He would try to talk to me when he thinks am free and, I would just ignore or get angry.He never left and soon I realized that avoiding him wasn't helping so, I let half of my walls down.We became close friends, then Rebecca appeared. That's I got two best friends who cared for me.I was so ignorant to Gale feeling's for me, I always called what he felt for me friendship but that changed a year later.We had all graduated.I was still
AMELIA ROSE Am in Love
Chapter Three" Good morning, Amelia " My doctor said excitedly, it was so unusual to see Mrs Jones like this especially in the mornings. I guess the news of me accepting treatment did the magic.I thought things through last night, and I realized that if Gale was here, he would want me to do this.And I would like to find the lost peaces of my life some day, I knew I couldn't face my past yet, and cowardly I came and hide here, in a hospital but what was I to do then.I thought about Rebecca, I just couldn't believe that I loved that girl like a sister and Kenneth, I had nothing to say when it comes to him. Well one day I could go back to them and, give them back all the love they showed me.Most of the time, I wish I had noticed what was going on. It was there
AMELIA ROSE It hurts
Chapter FourI quietly followed Gale to the third floor with the elevator. He didn't say anything and neither did I.Silence roamed around us and I kept my self to my thoughts. I was still wondering on what am going to say.I can't tell him that I love him yet, am not brave enough but being in love with him gave me a smile.It felt beautiful and weird.We walked down the corridor past rooms, some open and others closed.I read a sign on the wall saying Cardiac ward and I smiled. Even though Gale owned the hospital, he still came to this department.He loved hearts a lot, any anything that resolves around them and I loved wars.I remembered the news I had got earlier, and bit hard on my bottom lip. It wasn't time yet but will I get the chance to tell.We reached a certain door and Gale pushed it open, walking in.I stood rooted outside, shifting my cross bag to the front. My eyes roamed the inside, it was painted y
AMELIA ROSE Being Vulnerable
Chapter fiveMy eyes slowly drifted off to Brenda who was also looking at me with tears in her amber eyes, I just smiled at her and pour myself a glass of water from the jug that sat on the small fridge by the bedside.I took a sip then slowly lowered the glass and looked in to the water, my reflection staring back at me.I continued.****To think about it, I didn’t know if I was really a coward using Gale’s mom as an excuse.Was I just afraid to get in to a relationship, if so can you blame me. It is hard for relationships to work these days.Or maybe I was just afraid of him leaving me and ruining our friendship.Yes, I was thinking about his mom. How will he live without her mom?The truth is that I was just convincing my self hop
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