Kristopher POV
(This Kristopher's POV starts from 2nd chapter)i can't take it anymore. it's too hardto the world i have a perfect life for which they can die for. only if they knew what a misery i am living.In fact i am ready to give up all i have for the normal life others have.That is my last wish before i kill myself and end this misery of a life. currently i am standing by a bank. a place in my university i often visit because no one comes here and i prefer staying alone. the water is quiet calm but soon it would be disturbed as i jump in it.this is the END.i gave up on myself!just as i was about to end this misery i heard the most beautiful and melodious voice in my life. it was a voice which can make you forget yourself and drown in it's sweetness."do you wanna give up just cuz it's hard? nothing is free in this damn freaking world. either you eat or get eaten so get a grip and stand back upwhat you think is E,N,D is actually A,N,D"there was no doubt that it was a girl singing.Hearing the lyrics i felt as if something weird stirred inside me.i don't know why but my legs started taking me towards the voice and then.....my eyes feel on the most beautiful girl i have ever seen in my entire life.Her dark skin along with her chubby yet curvy and sexy frame looked too unrealistic.Even though i got no clue about makeup but i knew her contours, cheek bones and high lights were natural.i didn't think there would be someone more beautiful but she proved me wrong by smiling showing her chubby cheeks and dimples.unconsciously i stepped on a branch which immediately alerted her.she quickly stood up and was about yo leave."Wait" i called and thankfully she waited.i wanted to know what song she was singing.she turned around and stared directly at me.i have heard no matter how much one can hide his emotion by controlling facial expressions ones eyes can never lie. Eyed spill everythingbut when i looked into her eyes i don't know what i saw.there were so many emotions in her eyes that I couldn't figure out which one was she actually her current one.since i didn't say a word she rolled her eyes along which my heart also rolled and left while i just kept staring at her disappearing figureWhat the hell is wrong with me?i don't know who is girl but i am......missing her?i don't know what happened next but it looked like my legs had taken me back to my dorm.i laid down on my bed as her sweet singing was replaying in my head.Which song was that?i tried googling all the lyrics i remembered but there was no result.who is this girl that has so much affect on me just by singing a song?..next day i had to attend a boring greeting or whatever shit it is where junior introduce themselves.such a waste of tim....Jude Williams.the name was called as the girl from last night walked onto the deck."Jude williams" subconsciously i whispered her name. other students wouldn't stop baffling but she kept her introduction so short.suddenly one of the students asked her whether she had a Boyfriend as my breath got stuck in my throat."No! i don't"i was just half way through my sigh of relief when she said"i have a fiance "i didn't knew why my blood started boiling.i didn't knew why i wanted to rip the man in shreds.i didn't understood why i was so angry and jealous.what is happening to me?what is this strange feeling in my heart?Kristopher POVJude was about to set down when i asked her does she singwhen she looked at me i knew she recognized me.No was her reply "why are you lieing?"she turned and glared at me and i swear my soul shook."Singing is something extremely personal to so stop forcing me"she was really angry at me for insisting her.the ceremony ended and the party begin.while everyone were busy moving their asses on dance floor Jude sat quietly away the crowdsuddenly the song changed and i had a urge to feel her body move with mine on the songSo i went towards her while a teacher was talking to heri politely asked for her to dance. if looks could kill i am sure i would have died 5 tikes by now.once again she lied that she doesn't know how to dance but i told her i would teach herReluctantly she took my hand when the teacher told her to do so and we both started dancingwhile dancing a very intoxicating fragrance hit my nostrils.It was sweet yet refreshing and calming.as a coffee sweet
(This chapter has violence in it. read at your own risk or just skip it).." if you want to call me son then act like my Dad not a moron. okay! and why isn't she here?" i asked because i was pissed. why does do i have to suffer all of this and not her."she....."he paused before resuming"She is on another mission" i sneered at his reply.Mission my ass! Why don't he just say that you didn't bother to call her cause you have already turned her into a monster?i turned around and spoke"Since you like my present consider my leave" wishing to leave as soon as possible but this moron had different plans."Jude Hamada" I paused. He didn't just call her name. "What?" i asked trying to sound as if i got no clue"Isn't she the girl who have drawn your attention?"i swear i wanted to kill him in the spot but i couldn't. my hands are all tied.how can i be so stupid to forget that he has people spying on me?'What are you talking about?" "you know exactly what i am talking about Kris
A month has passed since Jude rejected Kristopher and to say her life has been a hell ever since is true.The girls of university are going crazy on her because HOW DARE SHE SEDUCE THE PRINCE CHARMING AND REJECT HIMwhile the girls can't stop picking on her guys can't stop proposing her because in their eyes JUDE ISN'T A GOLD DIGGER AND WOULD LOVE THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE.with the reserved personality Jude has there is no doubt that all this extra attention is frustrating her out all thanks to Kristopher who hasn't approached Jude since the day she rejected him.currently it's break time so Jude is headed to cafeteria.after taking her lunch she pick a desk which was empty and started eating her food while surfing through internetsuddenly a loud bang made her look and as she did she found the same group of girls who has been picking on her"Move"the leader of the group whose name is Ezra saidJude didn't bother even recognizing her presence and continued doing what she wassuddenly
"Yes Miss Williams....well what i am about to tell....or ask might be a little personal to you but i am just really curious and can't help it"To be honest i was really worried at the teacher's choiceof words"Umm sir is...everything alright?" i asked "Oh yes Miss Williams nothing to worry it's just...."i raised my eyebrows as the teacher paused but soon continued"Are you by any chance THE GIRL UNDERCOVER?" My jaw dropped!How does he know that i am THE GIRL UNDERCOVER?since my reaction was obvious his jaw dropped"OH MY.....i can't believe i am seeing the famous internet author with my own eyes. Your Books are so freaking hot oh sorry how can i use such words as a teacher?.ughhh ...."He started baffling weird stuff but I kept quiet.Honestly it felt weird seeing someone fan boying over me epically when that someone is your 40 year old teacher"Can i have your autograph please?""Yeah sure" i managed to say that through an awkward smilehe quickly handed me a pen and took his
i woke up to the familiar sound of parents.Just as they saw me awake they rushed to me not allowing me to see that i was in a hospital and bombarded me with questions filled with concern and anger."just few weeks in university and you are already in hospital young lady!" My dad scolded"Dad. i am fine....""No girl you are not fine. you were unconscious for half a day."my mother didn't let me explainbut soon was interrupted by someone clearing their throat.That someone was the teacher who asked for my autograph. he stood at the door holding flowers and a basket of fruits"i came here to apologize. i didn't knew you had extreme privitophobia. if i knew i wouldn't have asked you"(Now there is no such thing as the phobia i mentioned. it's all made up)"Professor please don't apologize for something you had no idea of. you are embarrassing me"Teachers are people who are superior in rank than our parents. i never asked my parents to apologize how can i see my teacher doing soProfes
"Let's Go" Jude said pulling away.Derek gave her the biggest smile.they both went inside and registered their marriage becoming a married couple.walking out hand in hand they both couldn't help but smile to each other non stop."you should stay at home tonight Mrs Hamada!" Derek said in attempt to make Jude shy but he was so wrong.she pulled Derek close so that their faces were just inches apart."even if you beg me not to. i would still....."Derek's cheeks burned red due to Jude playing the reverse card on him"Geez it...it's a public place Jude" Jude loved seeing him getting all shy. deciding she would let him off cause it's their wedding day she pulled away.Sven though Derek got all shy he couldn't deny he loved seeing Jude behaving boldly in front of himHe could never predict her actions which was fascinating to him. all he could do was love her the way she was.they both were about to go for brunch but Jude suddenly received a phone call.it was her professor. she was a
"Why do you think i married you?" Asked DerekJude pouted while thinking before replying "Because you are an idiot" "Why do you say that?" "Who would willingly marry me if they are sane" Jus joked but the whole cafeteria couldn't believe their ears.Does this girl really not know or pretending to not know that there is a huge line of boys and even girls wanting to marry her."i married you because you are A Little Different" Jude's stared into his eyes. Normally she is a very sensible person who can understand hidden meaning of words people speak but this timeThis time Jude didn't understand.what does he mean by that? Seeing the look on Jude's face Derek understood that she didn't understand.He smiled before saying"I hope one day you understand" Jude kept quiet. she has a if she doesn't understand something she won't try to conclude until she understands"Jude I...." Derek wanted to say something but suddenly his phone started ringingSo Derek attended it while Jude just sat
"what?" Alexander couldn't understand what Jude said and Jude didn't bother explaining. Yes she talked to him but she didn't consider him a friend. one of the rules from her long list of rules was to never let anyone be close to you quickly.she walked up to a bench which was not far from hers and tapped on it. Kristopher who was already looking at Jude raised an eyebrow in question"i heard you took care of me and brought me to hospital so i came here to say thanks" Simple and spot on. that was how Jude talked"can you do me a favor as a way of showing gratitude?" Kristopher asked"If not absurd and in limits then sure" ...finally the day had ended and the once again Jude was toping the list of hot gossips."The Prince charming asked The universities girl crush to be his assistant in upcoming project""The universities Girl crush is now every boys sister""one girl married breaking thousands of hearts""The two most eligible bachelor is after one girl who is already married"