XIENNE
Dear Diary,
Now I already have a plan on how will I kill Ace. Though my plan would be so hard to make it happen successfully I know it would be all worth it. I trust myself. I will seduce him and get his trust and attention then I will do my dirty little plan. Thinking of it gives me a huge excitement. Surely, killing him will give to me great satisfaction. But for now, I need to do my first step. It is befriending them all to earn their trust in me. I will play good and kind just like I was before. A good girl. I don’t care if they will abuse my kindness again, the most important thing is making them all stupid and then killing them all. No one dared to be good at me from them, and they deserve what I am going to them, D. Watch and I will make all my plans happen. Wait for it, D. That’s all for my entry today. Got to go!
-Xienne
I closed my notebo
XIENNEIt’s getting dark but I am still here at the University. I am on the rooftop, breathing fresh air that gives a soothing feeling. Knowing the fact that maybe there’s only a few students, professors, or staff here in school left, did not give me fear. I would be really glad if I will know that I am the only one left here. Being alone somehow gives different comfort. You will have time to think, clearly and wisely.A felt someone from behind. However, I didn’t move. I just feel around. I waited for him or her to move or approach me. I wasn’t scared because he didn’t know what I could do to him.“Haven’t you come home yet? It’s getting late,” said Nikolai.I just looked at him, I did not speak. I sighed heavily. I thought I can be alone here just for today. I do not feel like interacting with anyone.
XIENNEIt’s already midnight yet I still can not sleep. I am thinking if I could continue my plan to Ace. I know it would be really hard because I still need to make him fall in love with me first. I need to get his full attention, make him fall deeper and harder.Meanwhile, about Nikolai, I never thought he is a member of a fraternity. I just saw him as a weird and creepy guy, that’s all. Nothing much.I still can get off my mind what he had said to me before when I first saw him. He told me that he can see me. That he is watching me. Whatever the means about that, it really gives goosebumps to me.I am thinking that he is not just a normal guy. So I need to be careful around him. Who knows if he is stalking me? I know, I am too paranoid for thinking like that but I need to be extra careful.A text from someone pulled me back to reality. I did not waste any time and checked who it
XIENNEThe class started, it did not escape my peripheral vision by the way my classmates look at me. If I know, they are already doubting what is my relationship with Ace. They shouldn’t be. There is nothing between us and will never have. I hate him so much to be with him. It’s just that, I have a plan so I am being close with him.“What do you think about platonic love?” our professor asked, Miss Jensen.I raised my right hand. Our professor nodded which means I am already allowed to talk. I stood up and held my head up high.“You can love someone platonically, but it won't look the same as a relationship with a romantic subject oflove. Platonic love is the love we feel for our friends, peers, and our families. When we are in platonic love, we are connected deeply and have a special understanding of one another. Platonic relationships are often sacred. That&rsqu
XIENNEWhen I already found out the right words to say, I shook my head before speaking.“So you have a relationship?” I asked. “Rhiza and Clarisse?”Is this the reason why they are both willing to answer Miss Jensen’s question about the same-sex relationship because they have a relationship? Ugh, disgusting.“Xienne, let us explain first,” said Rhiza.“Explain what? I clearly understand what I saw. You do not need to explain,” I said.“X-xienne,” Clarisse stuttered. “Can you hide it? Can you please not say this to any one of our classmates? Please, I am begging you!” She started crying.Oh, darling, I can’t promise you that.I laughed when it already sank in. I never thought that these two has a relationship. I just saw them as friends and nothing romantic between them. I just know they are super close and they can’t be away from e
XIENNEI woke up the next morning having a headache. I did get enough sleep for something is bothering me. I have been through a lot since these past few weeks.This is not what I want for me. I just want to be a normal student and yet here I am, killing my own classmates. I mean, yes, they had never been good to me but is it enough reason to kill them?I just shook my head and think if I can go to school having a heavy head because of a headache. I wander my eyes around to see their faces hanging on the wall. They are all smiling like they are mocking me.Without any second thoughts, I stood up and went to the bathroom. I will go to school today. I will continue my plan no matter what happens.I took a quick shower, enough to cleanse my whole body. I did not make an effort to what would I wear for today. Just a simple one-inch above-the-knee dress that is color maroon. I partnered it with a w
XIENNEI go back to my seat and made myself busy. I did not bother to look at them again. After all, they are silent and no one is speaking. I only heard Rhiza crying.Clarisse doesn’t know how to console her girlfriend. Clark draw near me and stared at me blankly.“Is that true? Tell me you are only making up a story,” he said.I shook my head. “It isn’t a joke, Clark. As long as I don’t want to believe it too but I saw it my by two eyes, clearly.” I sighed. “Please know that I don’t want to make any conflicts but I think you all deserve to know it.”He nodded. “Yeah, I understand. It’s just that I can’t believe it.”I looked at Rhiza and Clarisse. The latter is rubbing Rhiza’s back and while Misty is in front of them, watching their every move.“What are you going to do now?” I asked. “Please do understand their situation, too. Maybe they really love each other.”Ace comes over us, too. They both sat in the chairs in front of me. Ace
XIENNE“You should have brought me to the hospital,” I said.He looked at me and scanned my condition. By the way, he looks at me, gave me an uncomfortable feeling.“Why? Do you think your condition is worst?” he asked. “I will bring you to the hospital.”I nodded. “That is much better than here. I think I will not get well soon if no one will take care of me. My condition needs further assistance.”I just don’t want anyone around here in my apartment. I have a lot of secrets hidden here. In my room. I am afraid he will need to enter that while taking care of me. I need to avoid that possibility.“I think so, too.” He went to my kitchen and drank water. “I will just call Lexy so she can fetch us here and bring you to the hospital.”I dismissed our discussion and just let him do what he said. He came out of my apartment. I feel the pain of my whole body. I can not move. They must wait for me to regain my strength and I will return to them. I
XIENNEBecause of the severity of my condition, I chose to stay in the hospital temporarily until I recovered. If I go home to the apartment, there is a good chance or high possibility that Lexy and Nikolai will visit me every day. My classmates might also visit me which can’t happen, they might see what’s in my room. They can't figure out my plan. I thought of that for a long time, they should not ruin my plan.I missed class for almost two days and Ace told me yesterday that our classmates might visit me when they have time after class. They already know too that Clarisse is the mastermind of what happened to me. I heard they are ignoring both Rhiza and Clarisse. I don’t think they should ignore Rhiza too, I only hate Clarisse. I also think that Rhiza has nothing to do with what happened to me, she’s too nice to agree with what her girlfriend is planning.Nikolai did not visit me since the night I was admitted here to the hospital. I don't know what he is up to.