Beautiful Pain "Karena aku tahu, kau mencintainya, bukan diriku."
Sejak dulu yang Audrey cintai hanyalah Xander—pria yang berhasil memorak-porandakan hatinya. Meski Audrey tahu Xander selalu bersikap dingin dan tak memedulikannya tetap saja Audrey tidak pernah berhenti mencintai Xander. Berkali-kali diabaikan dan ditolak, tetap tidak akan membuat Audrey menyerah memperjuangkan cintanya untuk Xander.
Hingga suatu ketika, Audrey mendapati kenyataan di mana Xander hanya mencintai satu wanita dan itu bukanlah dirinya. Hancur. Pedih. Terluka. Tiga kata yang Audrey rasakan kala itu. Cintanya yang dalam telah terselimuti kekecewaan dan luka yang dalam.
Lantas bagaimana dengan cinta Audrey? Mampukah Audrey bertahan?
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Beautiful PainSatu-satunya yang Ilyin Summer sesali dalam hidupnya adalah bertemu dan menjalin hubungan dengan Kallion Heinrich, pria yang menjadi penyebab segala kehilangan yang terjadi dalam hidupnya.
Setelah berjuang melewati badai yang perlahan-lahan membunuh jiwanya, Ilyin kembali dihadapkan dengan Kallion. Luka lama Ilyin yang belum sembuh kini terbuka kembali.
Ilyin mencoba untuk menghindari Kallion, tapi Kallion yang memiliki dendam terhadap Ilyin yang telah meninggalkannya tanpa kata tidak bisa membiarkan Ilyin begitu saja.
“Sampai kapan kau akan menyiksaku, Kallion?" Ilyin menatap Kallion dingin.
"Sampai aku benar-benar puas." Kallion menjawab tanpa perasaan.
UNSPOKEN PAIN21++ (MENGANDUNG KONTEN DEWASA, TRIK LICIK BERBAHAYA, JANGAN COBA UNTUK MASUK KE DALAMNYA!)
Ilana mengira, hubungannya bersama Harry
berjalan mulus, semulus pantat bayi. Tapi Harry lebih memilih peduli dan sangat protektif pada adiknya—Adora, yang Ilana sebut—si Boots.
Harry sangat protektif pada Adora, hingga membuat gadis itu risih, dan membuat siapa saja yang melihatnya mengira mereka mempunyai hubungan khusus, padahal mereka hanya kakak adik. Adora tak boleh keluar, Adora tak boleh punya pacar.
Harry menyimpan rahasia mengapa ia sangat peduli pada Adora dan mengabaikan Ilana, sedangkan Adora diam-diam punya kekasih—Syden sahabat Harry.
Bagaimana kelanjutan dari hubungan mereka yang rumit?
Rahasia apa yang sebenarnya Harry pegang?
Twisted PainAmina
This is the second book in the Twisted series.
Nathan Hall felt an instant attraction towards Lyra McCoy, the youngest of McCoy siblings, who also happened to be Hall's worst nemesis. But that didn’t hold Nathan from totally being absorbed by the red-haired beauty.
Waiting for her outside her workplace, stalking her movement, watching over her from the shadow, taking care of her when she was vulnerable.
After a fortuitous circumstance to save Lyra from the judgmental society's eyes, Nathan proudly announced their engagement.
Lyra was skeptical of Nathan’s motive from the beginning, knowing the sour war between him and her older brother Brian, but she was fine with the announcement until she found out something unacceptable took place that would shatter everything if the news traveled out. Both McCoy and Hall would have deal with shame, so she sealed her mouth and played along with the game that Nathan started.
However, the worst was yet to occur, and when it appeared, would this fake engagement that twisted into something call love would be adequate to sustain the thunderstorm?
Only time would reveal, although there wasn't enough left.
My Pain Killer"Apa salahku, Tuhan? Kenapa setiap kali aku mendapatkan kebahagiaan, selalu saja direnggut paksa dariku?"
Nalia tidak pernah mampu merasakan kebahagiaan utuh. Orangtua yang menuntutnya untuk mengikuti jejak mereka menjadi seorang dokter, lelaki yang ia sukai menolaknya , dan calon suami yang hanya tinggal hitungan hari menjelang pernikahan, tewas akibat kecelakaan.
Cobaan bertubi-tubi membuat Lia selalu menolak untuk merasakan bahagia. Hingg ahirnya Ares-lelaki yang pernah menolaknya, kembali meminta Lia untuk bersama. Akankah Lia mampu mengobati ketakutannya?
Burning PainBook one Painful Love Series
Cheron, a reclusive billionaire without family or friends is in a wreck and develops temporary amnesia from the injuries. Without any identification, he falls in love with Tasha, the nurse who nurses him back to health. As his memory slowly returns, he realizes that friendship and love have been missing from his life and he has found both in her.
But what will happen when he regains his memory and things takes another routes? Will he be able to protect her?
Torn apart between three guys that love her deeply, will Tasha stick with Cheron that staying near him always cause her pain and continues to embark on a rough journey? Or she will go with one of the guys that protects her.
If she wants to chose between the guy, will she chose the devil she have known for a long time or the angel she just know?
Book 1: Burning Pain
Book 2: Broken Lies
Book 3: Silent Pain
The Pain Of RejectionLike any other she-wolf, Carrie was excited to find her mate. Her pack life was going perfectly, and the only thing missing was her mate. That night after she graduated, she found her mate, but sadly, he was her best friend's long-time boyfriend. Carrie was rejected on the spot.
Broken-hearted and barely alive, Carrie left her pack and joined her Mother's pack. There, she met her second chance. She became the Chosen mate to the Alpha, acting as Luna to her new pack. With his help, Carrie overcame the pain and started a new life.
She fell deeply in love with her fiancé; she had nothing to complain about. Until the Alpha found his mate, everything Carrie loved and worked for quickly unraveled before her eyes. Banished from her pack and no longer believing in fate and mate, she works to build a life as a rogue among the humans until the unexpected happens. Will she find her own destined mate, or will she suffer alone?
The PainLylindaceae
Rasa sakit adalah hal yang paling dibenci oleh semua orang. Namun jika kita tidak bisa merasa sakit, apakah hidup kita akan bahagia?
Rama Narayana Mahesa mengidap suatu penyakit langka yang membuatnya tidak bisa merasa sakit. Dia harus selalu berhati-hati dalam hidupnya karena ketidaksadaran akan rasa sakit itu bisa membunuhnya kapan saja.
Lanaya Ekavira, seorang dokter yang memiliki rasa empati tinggi. Dia tidak bisa membiarkan orang terluka di depan matanya.
Ketika takdir mempertemukan mereka, Dapatkah Naya membantu Rama untuk menyembuhkan luka tanpa rasa sakit?
Ephemeral PainJaneah Stanila has been sold by her own boyfriend. He sold her to his own boss just to pay his family's debt. Being sold by someone she love made her heart felt like hell. How would her 'husband' would treat her? Will their marriage life be good or disaster?
DEPTH OF PAINLiza_georgina
Bianca's life was turned upside down after her father met with a tragic accident costing him his life, she hoped her mother she never knew would come claim her but it never happened which left her no choice but to moved in with her aunt.
She was maltreated and made miserable until she met Ethan Wellington, the son to the american based famous billionaire Nathan Wellington and the famous musician Jeanette Wellington. It was unexpected when the duo eventually fell in love which infuriated Bianca's aunt and her cousin who also wanted Ethan.
Things didn't turn out as expected when Ethan suddenly disappeared, leaving Bianca pregnant and a leaked sex tape of them.
Seven years after, they met again when Bianca seeked a job as a personal assistant in Ethan's company unknowingly. Amidst many trials and problems, they ignited their life story again. Bianca felt she was finally living a happy until she found out that her mother who left her when she's just two was married to Ethan's father, this complicated her relationship with Ethan, did Bianca eventually end up with her high School sweetheart? Let's read and find out
Stronger Than Pain"Did you kill him?" The detective asked again."I've already answered you like a thousand times... Yes, he was a monster. Yes, he beat me up a lot but I didn't do it. I didn't kill Jude!" Amanda replied."I'm sorry. I know what it's like to be a victim of abuse and all that, but you need to understand that murder is a serious case too. You'll have to forgive us for asking you continually it's just that you were the closest to him we've got here.""I wasn't. There was someone else he was seeing that knew a lot about him than I ever did," Amanda replied.*******The night was growing colder and the rains seemed to have agitated in full force. Amanda sat on one of the soft leather chairs that squeaked with her every move in the living room with tears in her eyes as she watched the rains drop on the floor forming small pools and waited for Jude to come back. She was worried sick about his whereabouts even though all his presence caused her were pain and more tears. The protruding bump on her stomach, made it quite difficult to move around at ease so she was stuck with calling his busied line while she watched the clock tick its way into the midnight mark.*****A heart rending story told differently. Stronger than Pain captures a dysfunctional Nigerian home where a callous man, beats his wife on a daily basis. Time flies and now he is dead. All the characters have a reason to kill him, but she's their number one suspect. The Question still remains, who pulled the trigger?
Tears of PainInside the house of pure darkness, there lived a girl who was once painted with purity and innocence. Until the demon began devouring her femininity, stealing her faith away from God as it destroys her whole existence.At sino'ng mag-aakala na ang demonyong sisira sa kaniyang buhay ay ang sariling ama? How can this demon be so manipulative that all she could do was scream in pain and whimper in silence?Slowly, the wall she tried to build was falling down, making the hopes from deep into her soul crashed into pieces. WARNING: This book contains violence and suicidal ideation. Reader's discretion is advised.
Awakening PainTracy B
" Oh God my phone is dead." Arielle looked around and it was a new neighborhood. She went to different houses for help but she was denied.
Finally she saw a house with it's light on
" I'm sure these people will help me let me try " she said and walked to the door and knocked
Stephan was patiently waiting for the prostitute he asked his guard to call. Hearing the door bell ring, he knew the prostitute was in.
Stephan opened the door and saw Arielle. Arielle realized she was at the wrong place and before she could leave Stephan raped her.
With tears in her eyes she went to her fiance for comfort but saw him with her stepsister in bed.
PAIN OR LOVERose
Revenge can be a lot dangerous if love gets involved in it. Because people often mistake in recognize the entities behind the facade of love.
Everly Clark is a 22 years old sweet and gentle girl who wants to become a successful fashion designer one day. But she has to wait for some time as her parents has fixed her marriage with a very powerful man in the US. She doesn't care that she is getting married so young because she believes her parents know what best for her and also she has a huge crush on her soon-to-be husband Giovanni Ruso.
Giovanni Ruso is 30 years old businessman who is the most wealthiest person in the US. He is ruthless billionaire who has more than anyone can ask for. But still he wants one thing and that is Everly Clark. To fulfill his dream, he is marrying her but there is a hidden motive behind this decision. A cruel motive that will destroy poor Everly who thinks her husband loves her but he is waiting for the right time to strike that will destroy her completely.
THE LUNA'S PAIN" Karen!" He screamed, kneeing beside her, " Karen! No please don't let me" he added as fake tear pour down his face.
Karen stared at him with her eyes wide open, struggling with the pain, "You've always been stubborn, what made you think I will divorce you?. Of course, the clan would ask me questions but this plan was brilliant right, you die, they mourn you and we all move on."
" Yo.....u're an an... im... al" she stuttered
" No no, this was just the only way to get rid of you, you falling mixed with the poison will make sure you never survive" he said
Karen struggled but the pain was too much and the darkness was calling her so strongly.
" Is she dead?" asked a feminine voice,
Karen Digwe a 20 year old young lady, who had a crush on the most popular boy in school,
Allen Robert. next alpha of the clan, which made him the apple of every girl’s eyes, they all wanted to be the lucky one.
Ever since high school Karen had often received letters from her secret admirer who always signed it with Ar, which at first she thought was Allen, maybe he had a crush on her too and didn't want her to know but her suspicions were wrong when the person sent her a letter warning her not to get married to Allen Robert.
But she didn't listen, after a year of marriage, Karen is killed by her very own husband. Also finding out he had a mistress all this time. Karen thinking everything was over as she embraced the darkness of death, only to wake up 2 year before her marriage to Allen.
Will she take revenge or forgive him?
What other secrets does Allen hold?
Find Out In The Luna's Pain.
Love and PainReya Andales
Falling into a forbidden love is a lot painful. Especially when you made a person your eternity while you're just a passing moment.
There is only one person Beatrize hates the most. Simoun Alexander Hord, the man who ruined her life. Falling in love with him was her most terrible mistake. But what if Simoun begs for a second chance? This time, he’s ready to lose everything just to get Beatrize’s forgiveness. After all her pain, will she be able to forgive him?
Hills Of PainWhat could be more devastating than watching your lover being shot by a masked man right before your very eyes in the dead of night?
Everly isn't just confronted with a daunting reality that shatters her hope for a future with Edwin, but one that also sets her on a new path. In an unexpected turn of events, she relinquishes her dream of being a model and becomes a prosecutor driven by the desire to apprehend Edwin's murderer. However, fate intervenes, and every step she takes seems to lead her to her father, Hubbard. Will she find it in her heart to forgive him for taking away her only source of happiness, or will she ensure that he pays the full price for his actions?
A Royal PainA playboy prince
Bennet Casparian was once a hard-partying, racing, playboy prince until he wrecked his racecar and ended up paralyzed. Now, he’s wounded and angry with the world. The last thing he needs or wants is some know-it-all American pushing him to recover—especially the dowdy woman his doctor recruited for the task. But if she’s so plain, why can’t he stop thinking about her?
A stubborn physical therapist
Harper is happy with her job at the VA, but irresistibly tempted by her ex-fiancé’s job offer to rehabilitate an injured (and spoiled) Montrovian prince. He’s already driven away two physical therapists, but she’s determined to stick it out.
An unexpected connection
He pushes her buttons and tries to keep her away, but she finally breaks through his resistance. The more time she spends with him, the more she wants the prince, and the attraction is definitely mutual. Their relationship is forbidden for many reasons, so why does it feel so right?
An unforeseen consequence
They have broken the rules, and it’s only a matter of time until someone finds out. When their secret comes to light, Harper might lose everything important to her—including Bennet.
Pain Before BlissMecca
Leah had discovered her first real betrayal from the ones she loved the most... or so she thought. Her half-sister, wanted everything she had, but the one thing that was supposed to be hers, was ripped and taken from her too.
When a kind stranger comes along, what does she do? Should she continue to seek her revenge or should she give up on the idea altogether?
What happens when the stranger finds himself wanting her more and more? Is it fate or just a simple coincidence? One secret, one undiscovered truth, what will happen next? After all, there is pain before bliss...
Petals of PainByndLuna
She is the sole heiress but despite of living her life with luxury, Hinari still feels incomplete.She then still seek for happiness as her parents' rules make her feel no freedom.
He is a focus nursing student who tied himself on achieving his dreams.A willing to sacrifice man even if it's break him.Commitments and being in a relationship is never been to his priority.
But what if along their journey on achieving their happiness,their path meet?
Are they willing to give up their dreams and wishes just to give their love story a so called---HAPPILY EVER AFTER?