Beautiful Pain "Karena aku tahu, kau mencintainya, bukan diriku."
Sejak dulu yang Audrey cintai hanyalah Xander—pria yang berhasil memorak-porandakan hatinya. Meski Audrey tahu Xander selalu bersikap dingin dan tak memedulikannya tetap saja Audrey tidak pernah berhenti mencintai Xander. Berkali-kali diabaikan dan ditolak, tetap tidak akan membuat Audrey menyerah memperjuangkan cintanya untuk Xander.
Hingga suatu ketika, Audrey mendapati kenyataan di mana Xander hanya mencintai satu wanita dan itu bukanlah dirinya. Hancur. Pedih. Terluka. Tiga kata yang Audrey rasakan kala itu. Cintanya yang dalam telah terselimuti kekecewaan dan luka yang dalam.
Lantas bagaimana dengan cinta Audrey? Mampukah Audrey bertahan?
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Beautiful PainSatu-satunya yang Ilyin Summer sesali dalam hidupnya adalah bertemu dan menjalin hubungan dengan Kallion Heinrich, pria yang menjadi penyebab segala kehilangan yang terjadi dalam hidupnya.
Setelah berjuang melewati badai yang perlahan-lahan membunuh jiwanya, Ilyin kembali dihadapkan dengan Kallion. Luka lama Ilyin yang belum sembuh kini terbuka kembali.
Ilyin mencoba untuk menghindari Kallion, tapi Kallion yang memiliki dendam terhadap Ilyin yang telah meninggalkannya tanpa kata tidak bisa membiarkan Ilyin begitu saja.
“Sampai kapan kau akan menyiksaku, Kallion?" Ilyin menatap Kallion dingin.
"Sampai aku benar-benar puas." Kallion menjawab tanpa perasaan.
UNSPOKEN PAIN21++ (MENGANDUNG KONTEN DEWASA, TRIK LICIK BERBAHAYA, JANGAN COBA UNTUK MASUK KE DALAMNYA!)
Ilana mengira, hubungannya bersama Harry
berjalan mulus, semulus pantat bayi. Tapi Harry lebih memilih peduli dan sangat protektif pada adiknya—Adora, yang Ilana sebut—si Boots.
Harry sangat protektif pada Adora, hingga membuat gadis itu risih, dan membuat siapa saja yang melihatnya mengira mereka mempunyai hubungan khusus, padahal mereka hanya kakak adik. Adora tak boleh keluar, Adora tak boleh punya pacar.
Harry menyimpan rahasia mengapa ia sangat peduli pada Adora dan mengabaikan Ilana, sedangkan Adora diam-diam punya kekasih—Syden sahabat Harry.
Bagaimana kelanjutan dari hubungan mereka yang rumit?
Rahasia apa yang sebenarnya Harry pegang?
Twisted PainAmina
This is the second book in the Twisted series.
Nathan Hall felt an instant attraction towards Lyra McCoy, the youngest of McCoy siblings, who also happened to be Hall's worst nemesis. But that didn’t hold Nathan from totally being absorbed by the red-haired beauty.
Waiting for her outside her workplace, stalking her movement, watching over her from the shadow, taking care of her when she was vulnerable.
After a fortuitous circumstance to save Lyra from the judgmental society's eyes, Nathan proudly announced their engagement.
Lyra was skeptical of Nathan’s motive from the beginning, knowing the sour war between him and her older brother Brian, but she was fine with the announcement until she found out something unacceptable took place that would shatter everything if the news traveled out. Both McCoy and Hall would have deal with shame, so she sealed her mouth and played along with the game that Nathan started.
However, the worst was yet to occur, and when it appeared, would this fake engagement that twisted into something call love would be adequate to sustain the thunderstorm?
Only time would reveal, although there wasn't enough left.
My Pain Killer"Apa salahku, Tuhan? Kenapa setiap kali aku mendapatkan kebahagiaan, selalu saja direnggut paksa dariku?"
Nalia tidak pernah mampu merasakan kebahagiaan utuh. Orangtua yang menuntutnya untuk mengikuti jejak mereka menjadi seorang dokter, lelaki yang ia sukai menolaknya , dan calon suami yang hanya tinggal hitungan hari menjelang pernikahan, tewas akibat kecelakaan.
Cobaan bertubi-tubi membuat Lia selalu menolak untuk merasakan bahagia. Hingg ahirnya Ares-lelaki yang pernah menolaknya, kembali meminta Lia untuk bersama. Akankah Lia mampu mengobati ketakutannya?
SOMETHING ABOUT MR CEO Jojo's boss is a pain in the . He's as arrogant and driving as they come but just as deliciously gorgeous. An eye candy that she can never dream to taste.
So what is it about him that keeps reminding her of a different Jordan, her childhood best friend and teenage crush?
With a sick mum and a ten year old little sister, she has more than enough on her plate to add 'the man in black' whose failed attempt to kill her mother is a promise for worse.
Under her boss' roof and protection, she has to unravel the reason behind the killers attempt and the truth her mother have hidden for ten years now while trying to pretend her boss, the Jordan McGrath, doesn't affect her in anyway- Not with his flirting or his touch that keep her wanting more!!
Something About YouSceptical Lou Riley desires love, however what will she do once she gets an opportunity to own her fairytale romance? Will she freak out and push him away, afraid he is getting to break her heart or go along with it and hope it is the real thing?
Destiny About Mesilvia0507
Kekurangan yang di miliki gadis berusia 20 tahun, Bernama Ayana Salsabila tidak membuatnya menyerah pada hidup.
Ia masih bisa menjalani kehidupannya dengan baik, meskipun kadang ada saja orang lain yang memandangnya sebelah mata.
Setelah kepergian orang tuanya akibat kecelakaan beberapa tahun lalu, ia masih sanggup menjadi gadis ceria dan penuh semangat.
Namun semuanya berubah setelah ia menikah dengan pria arogan nan kejam, hari-harinya hanya bisa menangis karena pria tersebut menyiksa fisik dan batinnya.
Burning PainBook one Painful Love Series
Cheron, a reclusive billionaire without family or friends is in a wreck and develops temporary amnesia from the injuries. Without any identification, he falls in love with Tasha, the nurse who nurses him back to health. As his memory slowly returns, he realizes that friendship and love have been missing from his life and he has found both in her.
But what will happen when he regains his memory and things takes another routes? Will he be able to protect her?
Torn apart between three guys that love her deeply, will Tasha stick with Cheron that staying near him always cause her pain and continues to embark on a rough journey? Or she will go with one of the guys that protects her.
If she wants to chose between the guy, will she chose the devil she have known for a long time or the angel she just know?
Book 1: Burning Pain
Book 2: Broken Lies
Book 3: Silent Pain
All About Love"Runaway BillionaireWhat happens when two sets of parents decide their thirty-something offspring need to get married? To each other. The problem? Neither one wants wedded bliss, and they don’t even know each other. Kyle Montgomery is happy with his single state and the excitement of running the Montgomery Hotel Corporation. Pepper Thornton is just as happy running the family B&B, the Hibiscus Inn. What started out as a fun ploy suddenly turns into something much more—until reality pokes up its head and nearly destroys it all.Touch of MagicMaddie Woodward is in a pickle. The last person she expects to see when she returns to the family ranch for one last Christmas is her former lover, Zach Brennan. He’s hotter as he ever was, all male and determined to get her naked. She’s just as determined to show him she’s over him—until she ends up in his bed, enjoying the wildest sex of her life. A night of uncontrolled, erotic sex shows her that Zach is far from out of her life. Now if she can just get him to help her convince her sisters not to sell the ranch—or sell it to the two of them.Wet HeatIt was supposed to be a month in a cottage by the lake in Maine. For Peyton Gerard it was time to recover from not one but three disastrous breakups and try to find her muse again. A successful romance novelist needed to believe in romance to write about it believably, and Peyton had lost her faith in it.All About Love is created by Desiree Holt, an EGlobal Creative Publishing signed author."
Life at the TopA new shot at life with transmigration, where dreams become reality. The chance to change oneself and rewrite the future. This time, I swear to walk on the path toward life’s greatest pleasures!
Life After PrisonA series of unfortunate events befell Severin Feuillet and led him to a five-year prison sentence, but by the time he was released, he had acquired wisdom from the teachings of a savant. Once Severin stepped back into society, he was prepared to give his all for his fiancee, but she had cheated on him and married an assaulter. Unbeknownst to him, the president of a certain company—a beauty in the finest—had given birth to his adorable baby daughter in secret. She had waited five insufferable years for him, and so thus began Severin's most daunting challenge yet, becoming a father.
The Pinnacle of LifeAlex is the young master of the richest family in the world, a man whom many princesses want to marry. However, he’s treated worse than a nanny by his mother-in-law
The PainLylindaceae
Rasa sakit adalah hal yang paling dibenci oleh semua orang. Namun jika kita tidak bisa merasa sakit, apakah hidup kita akan bahagia?
Rama Narayana Mahesa mengidap suatu penyakit langka yang membuatnya tidak bisa merasa sakit. Dia harus selalu berhati-hati dalam hidupnya karena ketidaksadaran akan rasa sakit itu bisa membunuhnya kapan saja.
Lanaya Ekavira, seorang dokter yang memiliki rasa empati tinggi. Dia tidak bisa membiarkan orang terluka di depan matanya.
Ketika takdir mempertemukan mereka, Dapatkah Naya membantu Rama untuk menyembuhkan luka tanpa rasa sakit?
The Pain Of RejectionLike any other she-wolf, Carrie was excited to find her mate. Her pack life was going perfectly, and the only thing missing was her mate. That night after she graduated, she found her mate, but sadly, he was her best friend's long-time boyfriend. Carrie was rejected on the spot.
Broken-hearted and barely alive, Carrie left her pack and joined her Mother's pack. There, she met her second chance. She became the Chosen mate to the Alpha, acting as Luna to her new pack. With his help, Carrie overcame the pain and started a new life.
She fell deeply in love with her fiancé; she had nothing to complain about. Until the Alpha found his mate, everything Carrie loved and worked for quickly unraveled before her eyes. Banished from her pack and no longer believing in fate and mate, she works to build a life as a rogue among the humans until the unexpected happens. Will she find her own destined mate, or will she suffer alone?
About Last NightBeing the least favorite and priority is a real struggle for Oleya Beautrin. She grew up still craving for her parents attention and love that they deprived her from. She grew up having the need to please everyone just so she will be enough and won't be compared to her twin anymore.
But when she realized that pleasing them isn't enough for them to love her the same way as how her parents love her twin, she decided to stop and just go on with her life. She was happy. She found genuine friends that truly cares and love her. She also found the man that completed her. The man that makes her feel safe in his arms.
But a tragedy happened that causes their relationship's devastation. She lost a life that broke her and her love of life. They broke up. And that's when everything started to crush her down.
She begged and kneeed. She lowered her dignity a lot of times to ask for forgiveness from him. But he moved on while she was still in the dark, mourning.
And the worst thing is, he is marrying her twin sister.
A one night happened that will forever change their lives.
She left to move on and gain herself back. And when she came back, she was ready to face the people who inflicted so much pain to her.
And you know what's more?
Oh. Her ex just came running back to her like nothing happened. Like he didn't called her names a lot of times.
The question is, is she going to cave in and just forgive and forget?
But how can she forget when someone who's extremely dear for her became a reminder about what happened that night.
The reminder who is always with her.
Ephemeral PainJaneah Stanila has been sold by her own boyfriend. He sold her to his own boss just to pay his family's debt. Being sold by someone she love made her heart felt like hell. How would her 'husband' would treat her? Will their marriage life be good or disaster?
Awakening PainTracy B
" Oh God my phone is dead." Arielle looked around and it was a new neighborhood. She went to different houses for help but she was denied.
Finally she saw a house with it's light on
" I'm sure these people will help me let me try " she said and walked to the door and knocked
Stephan was patiently waiting for the prostitute he asked his guard to call. Hearing the door bell ring, he knew the prostitute was in.
Stephan opened the door and saw Arielle. Arielle realized she was at the wrong place and before she could leave Stephan raped her.
With tears in her eyes she went to her fiance for comfort but saw him with her stepsister in bed.
Stronger Than Pain"Did you kill him?" The detective asked again."I've already answered you like a thousand times... Yes, he was a monster. Yes, he beat me up a lot but I didn't do it. I didn't kill Jude!" Amanda replied."I'm sorry. I know what it's like to be a victim of abuse and all that, but you need to understand that murder is a serious case too. You'll have to forgive us for asking you continually it's just that you were the closest to him we've got here.""I wasn't. There was someone else he was seeing that knew a lot about him than I ever did," Amanda replied.*******The night was growing colder and the rains seemed to have agitated in full force. Amanda sat on one of the soft leather chairs that squeaked with her every move in the living room with tears in her eyes as she watched the rains drop on the floor forming small pools and waited for Jude to come back. She was worried sick about his whereabouts even though all his presence caused her were pain and more tears. The protruding bump on her stomach, made it quite difficult to move around at ease so she was stuck with calling his busied line while she watched the clock tick its way into the midnight mark.*****A heart rending story told differently. Stronger than Pain captures a dysfunctional Nigerian home where a callous man, beats his wife on a daily basis. Time flies and now he is dead. All the characters have a reason to kill him, but she's their number one suspect. The Question still remains, who pulled the trigger?
A Life Debt Repaid"You took everything I ever loved ever since we were children! Congratulations, you've done it again!"Cordy Sachs had given up on her lover of three years, deciding to go celibate and never to love again… only for a six-year-old child to appear in her life, sweetly coaxing her to 'go home' with him.Having to face the rich, handsome but tyrannical CEO 'husband', she was forthright. "I've been hurt by men before. You won't find me trusting."Mr. Levine raised a brow. "Don't compare me to scum!"..."Even if everyone claimed that he was cold and that he kept people at arms' reach, only Cordy knew how horrifically rotten he was on the inside!