This is the last place I should be.Gia asked for space and yet, here I am, forcing myself on her. No matter how hard I try, I can't stop thinking about the woman. She never mentioned coming to see her brother's band play, but I'm taking a chance that she might show up. Then I can pretend that running into one another is a coincidence.Fuck. That sounds lame.Seriously, I'm not that guy. I have never been that dude. The one who can't take no for an answer. The one who chases after a chick because she's no longer giving him the time of day.I have no idea what it is about Gia that has me so bent around the axel. After nearly two months, I still can't figure it out. All I know is that she's unlike any other woman I've met before and I don't want to lose her. "What band is playing again?"Roan nudges my shoulder as my gaze sifts through the mob of people in the darkened club. Who knew these guys were so popular? Unfortunately, the thick crowd makes it more difficult to locate G
It's been five days since I ran into Gia and Coach at the club. Even though I've been tempted to reach out, to understand what the hell all this means, I have a pretty good idea. No one has ever accused me of being dense.With measured movements, I force the weights above my chest before bringing them down again, counting the reps in my head. I try to focus on my lift instead of Gia, but it doesn't work.Nothing I do evicts her from my brain.I don't understand what happened. I was under the impression that she was taking a few days to think about our relationship. Guess I didn't realize that meant dating other people in the interim."Hey, Garrison," Coach B says as he walks into the weight room. "You keeping up with your regiment?" He doesn't wait for a response. "Hard to believe the draft is right around the corner."His chipper voice has me swearing a blue streak under my breath.I've never had a problem with Coach Bauer. The dude is our offensive coordinator. He's damn go
"Hi, Dad," I greet. The front door slams behind me as I step into the living room. Even though it's the beginning of April, the weather is still frigid. My father doesn't keep the thermostat set any higher than sixty-four degrees to keep the energy bill down.Every little bit helps.The corners of his mouth curl up as his gaze settles on me. "Hey, I didn't know you were dropping by today.""I had some time and thought I'd see how everyone's doing." I settle on the couch and run a hand over my hair. The top has grown out, but I still have it shaved close on the sides.Concern flickers in his eyes. "Anything going on that I need to know about?" My dad is always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Can't say that I don't feel the same way most of the time. I don't think I've ever sat back and taken a breath.I open my mouth to put him at ease when my brother stalks out of the kitchen. As soon as he sees me, he halts in his tracks. His lips flatten into a thin line as he pulls o
I jerk to my feet, popping off the worn couch. I can't wrap my mind around his bottled-up anger. "What the fuck is your problem?"Laughter bubbles up from his throat. There's an ugly twist to his lips that I find unnerving. I shake my head as my eyes narrow. I'm at a complete loss as to who my brother has morphed into.Is this the same happy-go-lucky kid who followed me around the playground? I can barely remember back that far. He's a different person than the one he used to be five years ago. If I could find my bitch of a mother, I would wring her neck for putting us through this."What the fuck is my problem? That's rich!" He shakes his head like I'm the butt of a joke.I clench my hands."Seriously dude? You have absolutely no fucking clue what's been going on around here." His eyes widen at the confused expression on my face. "What? You think because you pop in every once in a while that everything is under control?" His gaze cuts to my father. "Why don't you tell
"Ms. Monroe! Guess who I saw at the grocery store last night?"I smile down at Aiden Gibson. He's practically vibrating with all his pent-up excitement. Kind of like an overeager puppy.He's ridiculously adorable.Then again, they all are.With only two more months left of school, I'm amazed at how much my second graders have grown. Baby teeth have been lost with new adult teeth poking through in their place. They've shot up a handful of inches. Reading levels have been exceeded. Triple digit addition is no longer an impossible concept to grasp. And they've all learned how to treat one another respectfully. My little second graders aren't so little anymore.I can't help but look around and feel lucky to have been given such a great group of kids this year. As proud as I am, it's always bittersweet to hug them goodbye on the last day of school.Nostalgia swirls through me as I refocus my attention on Aiden. With a grin, I tap my finger against my chin. "Let's see," I muse,
"Hey, is everything okay?"My gaze slices to Sam who hovers at the threshold of my bedroom. Guess I hadn't realized I'd been staring off into space. There's a lot of shit on my plate and it's hard not to feel overwhelmed.I'm trying to work with the bank and buy more time but given the fact that my father didn't bother to respond to their previous attempts to contact him, they're not exactly sympathetic to our plight. Maybe if I'd found out a little sooner, I could have done something about it. We have little more than a week until my family is supposed to be packed up and out of the only home we've ever known.I don't understand what Dad had been thinking. And no amount of apologizing on his part makes the situation better.I shake myself out of those thoughts and shove my hands through my hair before dragging my gaze to him. "Yeah, it's fine," I say with a shrug. "Just some home stuff." I almost laugh.It's always home stuff.It never gets better.Doubt flickers across his ex
Three fucking years.I was still in high school when they got together.This thing with Gia has really messed me up.I liked her.No, I like her.I still like her.No matter how much I try, I can't evict her from my head.The entire time I've been negotiating with the bank, begging for an extension, for a few more months to find a solution, she's been there, gnawing away at the back of my brain. I scrub a hand tiredly over my face as it hits me again like a Mac Truck cruising along at ninety.On top of everything that's happening, I'm trying to keep up with my workout regimen. I can't allow my life to go to hell. Playing professional football will be a whole new level. I need to be as physically and mentally prepared as I can.The crushing weight that has been solely reserved for when I stopped home for an hour or two each week is now a constant presence. It presses against the walls of my chest until I can't breathe.And there's no one I can talk to about it either. The one m
I'm not sure what I was thinking when I agreed to this.All right...yes, I do.I'd been thinking that I had no business getting involved with a guy who is twenty years old and still in college. Someone who is leaving town in a few months and won't be looking back once he makes it to the NFL.When I found Tyler standing in the doorway of my classroom, I had a moment of weakness and thought-why not? Maybe I need to give our relationship one last shot. We certainly weren't perfect, but I did love him. And Tyler is a good man.I could do a lot worse.That's exactly what my thought process had been forty minutes ago. It's also how I ended up in a restaurant, having dinner with Tyler. But somewhere in those forty minutes from when I saw him at my door to us sitting at a table and waiting for our dinner to arrive, I realize deep down that it will never work.Now that I'm here, and see the hopeful expression written across his earnest face as he tells me about all the ways he'll change i