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Chapter 27
The following days were very hectic for us, students. Exams dito, projects doon, halos hindi na kami magkandarapa kaka-aral ng mga lessons namin para final exams. Natapos ko na ang first 3 exams ko sa tatlong subjects. Bukas ay may apat pa akong kukuhanin at hindi ko alam kung makakaya ko pa bang mag-aral mamaya, kung sa ngayon pa nga lang ay drained na ang utak ko.
I walked like a zombie towards the cafeteria. I should at least take a bottle of water. I didn’t care around my surroundings, also the reason why I bumped into a large body frame in front of me. When I turned to know who, I found out that it was Sidhean.
Napalayo ako kaagad dahil sa gulat. I even slapped my face to awaken myself. I should be m
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Why Can't We? Chapter 28
Mav and I spent the whole Saturday together. We went to a supermarket to buy groceries and ate out after. He also told me about the upcoming Foundation Day and I helped him plan it out, though he still has to get the opinions of his co-officers. We went home when it is almost dark and before I forgot that I have to arrange the groceries. He brought me home and he didn’t take long leaving because I don’t want him and my aunt to meet again. The next day, I did the laundry while my sisters went to church. I almost forgot to eat lunch if not because of the alarm Mav set on my phone. He’s worried that I skip my meals when he’s not with me so he set an alarm with his voice saying, “Babe, you need to eat,” as th
Why Can't We? Chapter 29
“Hey are you okay?” Mav asked me and I was snapped out of reverie. I just noticed that I dropped most of my food on the ground. I was about to clean it but Mav held my hand to prevent me from doing so. “Huwag. Hayaan mo na,” sabi niya. He helped get some of the remnants of the food that splattered on my clothes. “Okay ka lang ba talaga?” tanong niya habang pinapagpag ang damit ko. “Ano bang nagyari sayo, bakit bigla mo nalang natapon ‘yong pagkain mo?” dagdag niya. “W-wala naman. I was just startled when I saw the...” I stopped my sentence when I realized what I just saw. I looked back at the ferris wheel but they’re not there anymore. I sighed. I might have been crazy.
Why Can't We? Chapter 30
I found myself running towards nowhere. I don’t even now where to go but I sure want to get away from anyone. I ran as fast as I could until I reached the back part of the school where there’s nothing but trees. I sat in one of the roots and catched my breath. Napahilamos nalang ako sa aking mukha nang maalala ang sinabi ni Sidhean kani-kanina lang sa marriage booth. When everyone clapped their hands for his confession, I felt awful. It could’ve been the best confession for others but not for me. Not when I am starting to finally learn how to love the person who loves me most. I remembered Mav when I thought about it. Why would he say that all of a sudden? Didn't he and Lalaine got back together? Was he r
Why Can't We? Chapter 31
Trigger Warning: Self-harm I don’t know what time is it right now, but I managed to go home. I didn’t even bother to check my phone. I may look like a zombie right now because of my messy hair and dirt all over my clothes. I walked inside the bus looking like this and went home also looking like this. I don’t care what others may say. I'm too tired to even think why the heck all of these things happened in such a small period of time. When I arrived at the house, no one’s around. It may be because they’re not home yet or they’re already sleeping. Either way, I don’t seem to care. I walked to my room like a real zombie. I don’t seem to be in my right mind now. I went inside the bathroom and washed my face.&nbs
Why Can't We? Chapter 32
Trigger Warning: Self-harm I have thought about different possible ways on how my life would end. But among those thoughts, I wished that I would just sleep and not wake up at all. I hoped for something but a painful death. Pero bakit hanggang dito, mararanasan ko pa rin ang sakit? Pinikit ko ang mga mata at hinakbang ang kaliwang paa. This is my fate. This is where it should end. Ayoko ko nang may masaktan pang iba. My left foot doesn’t have anything to step onto, and the moment I put on my weight here, I would be falling down in this building and be crushed underneath. A tear fell from my eyes and I breathed hard for the last time before I decided to do it. Or so it thoug
Why Can't We? Chapter 33
I don’t know what life has installed for me and my family but for all the years that I lived this life, I don’t know if I should be thankful that I am alive or should be wanting to just die. My sisters are still crying in front of our aunt. Hindi ko aakalaing nasa kabaong na si tita. Hindi man kami magkasundo, nagpapasalamat naman ako sa pagpapa-aral at pagpapatira niya sa akin sa bahay niya. Naging malupit man ang naging karanasan ko sa kanya, hindi ko naman makayanang magpasalamat sa naging kinahinatnan niya, lalo na kapag nakikita kong nahihirapan ang mga kapatid ko. Hinaplos ko ang likod ni bunso para patahanin siya. Kahapon pa si
Why Can't We? Chapter 34
We continued to live our lives even though I don’t think we’re actually living. My sisters looked like zombies everytime I see them. Tulala sa gilid, magsasalita lang kapag kinakausap, minsan hindi na rin lumalabas ng kwarto. Ako ang naawa sa kanila. Pero naiintindihan ko naman kasi silang lahat. Hindi pa kami gumaling mula sa sakit. We must fully heal to finally keep our acts together. Good thing the summer break started and so, we have a lot of time to heal. Though I have to find a job, too. Maverick is also on his journey to find a school. Halos hindi na rin kami magkita. We only update each other during meals and sleep time. I already have two jobs at the moment. My morning shift is at Morning Dew and
Why Can't We? Chapter 35
The next couple of days was the same. My routine would be waking up at five to cook breakfast, then prepare to go to Morning Dew, eat lunch and catch up with Mav, go home and cook lunch, proceed to the convenience store and go home at 8 to cook dinner before going to bed. Ngunit isa lang ang inaalala ko nitong mga araw. Hindi pa rin kasi nakauwi ang dalawa kong kapatid. Si ate Kheana ay umuwi daw noong isang araw sabi ni bunso pero hindi rin nagtagal. Kahapon ko lang din naisipang buksan ang kwarto niya at wala na ang ilan sa mga damit niya. Wala na rin ang maleta niya kaya isa lang ang ibig sabihin noon. Lumayas siya. Hindi ko alam kung saan siya hahanapin. Hindi ko rin kilala ang mga kaibigan niya. At higit sa lahat, hindi rin siya nagrereply sa mga texts ko. &nb
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