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"Torete! Tore—eh—ete! Toreh—te sayo oh!!" I immediately block my ears. God, baka mabasag ang eardrum ko sa matinis na boses ng babaeng yun!
"Why can't they just shut the fucking door?! Ano naman kung birthday party yan?" I heard someone says from room 14 when I opened the door of room 13.
I can't blame them though, they were right. Nasa room 14 na nga sila pero nagrereklamo pa rin. Ano pa kaya sa akin? Kahit siguro makarating ng room 25 ay dinig pa rin ang ingay sa room 12 dahil sa lakas ng tunog. Shit, para silang mga nakainom na nagwawala!
"They are all ridiculous! You know what, I've asked them to close the door but they just told me to bear the noise?! Isn't that hilarious?! Sila pa ang may ganang magsab—"
I already shut
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What If I Do? Chapter 17
I inhaled and exhaled, trying to calm myself. I admit it, I can be a freak sometimes so I would just leave before I could do something that I will just regret later. It's easy for me to leave because that is what I always do.I held onto the railings and sniff the cold air. Nasa may rooftop ako ng building.I closed my eyes. Dinama ko ang hangin at unti unting kinakalma ang sarili.Every time I feel stressed I would always go to places that are not crowded and relaxing. Unlike others, I don't go straight to a bar or a club. Pero kung hindi ko na talaga kayang tiisin ay iniinom ko na lang because that way, I can just easily forget everything.But sometimes I failed to forget, they remain in my head."You look stressed."I almost jump because of shock when I heard someone speak behind me. I immediately opened my eyes and turned around just to see his face!"P-palaka—I mean, Weid," I said. I was even holding my chest. I fought the
What If I Do? Chapter 18
I saw how fast she altered her reaction. Her rage faded but I can't still see sadness nor guilty in her eyes. It doesn't...it doesn't affect her as I expected. It's just nothing for her. She doesn't even look hurt and guess what, I think she felt insulted by what I said.Nothing is new. Who was I kidding? She's a robot who doesn't care about someone's feelings. That is how selfish she is.I felt the pain starting to build inside me. Honestly, even if we always argue, I still love her. I'm still hoping that she will change. I still consider her as my mom, but part of me losing hope for it.Almost 70% of me starting not to care anymore. It's like I'm slowly accepting the truth that she won't change any more. That she doesn't really care about me.And the worst part is, the fact that she's just using me, the reason why she was giving me 1/4 of her attention."Then don't! You don't know everything that I've been through! Stop messing around, Ren! Stop
What If I Do? Chapter 19
Kinabukasan, maaga akong umalis. I don't have any idea and guts of how to face my parents after what just happened last night. So I went to school but because it was only 4 in the morning, I just went to the near coffee shop.I stayed there for the whole 2 hours. When I felt bored, I entered the campus and decided to take a nap in the clinic since I still have 1 more hour before the classes start. Honestly, this is the first time I did this that's why I'm not shocked anymore when I saw the nurse's reaction upon seeing me.When the clock strike at 9, the bell rang. That's my cue to get up and made my way to my classes.Everything went smoothly. I haven't seen Drellia, she's not around. Julie and Dave didn't talk about her and one thing I've noticed, they were distant from me. I don't know if it's because of what I did? Siguro iniisip nila na ayaw ko na sa kanila but honestly, it's not like that. I always want to be with them even if they were so annoying all the
What If I Do? Chapter 20
My heart started to pound so fast that I still need to heave for a long and deep sigh before I was able to speak again. I don't know why. But I think I already have an idea about to whom I was talking. My hands' tremble as I feel the intense feeling starting to build inside me. Ramdam ko rin ang pagtaas ng mga balahibo ko sa aking batok at binti. "W-who the hell are y-you?" I asked, stuttering. I was starting to get panicky! I hustle as I walked faster, heading back to the car. Sunod-sunod ang paglinga ko sa paligid, natatakot na baka may biglang sumulpot. Halos matapilok pa nga ako sa kamamdali. This is not fun! I'm really scared at this moment. And the cold breeze that the air was giving me just making things worse than I could imagine. Naguguluhan ako kung bakit ganito magreact ang sistema ko nang marinig ang boses na iyon. Something in my past seemed to be connected with this person and I wonder what it is. He even sound familiar! Wh
What If I Do? Chapter 21
I slowly opened my eyes and a white wall plastered on my sight. I knew that I was laying down on a bed, I can feel it. The strong scent is making their way into my nose that I felt like I am getting hypnotized by its smells.Dahan dahan kong iginala ang mata ko sa paligid. Pakiramdam ko para akong nahihilo at dumadagdag pa ang panlalabo ng aking paningin.Hell, why do I feel drunk?!As I lift my hands to touch my eyes, I realized that a thick cream-colored blanket was covering half of my body. Parang wala pa ako sa aking sarili ngunit ang mapagtantong wala ako sa sariling kwarto ay kaagad akong gumising sa aking katinuan.Where the hell am I?!I immediately got up from the bed, bearing the pain that I suddenly feel. It's like I drunk myself last night even if I did not.Roaming my eyes on every corner of what I suppose is a bedroom, my jaw liter
What If I Do? Chapter 22
The hell, who wouldn't know this Weirdo?! "Y-You?!" I yelled. Pero gaya ng inaasahan, malamang hindi siya nasindak. His facial expression was still normal at para bang nababagut pa siya. Unti-unting bumaba ang tingin ko sa kaniyang kanang kamay na may hawak na panyo. Wait, panyo? Wait, siya? Si Weirdo? What the hell is he doing here?! Is he one of the captives too? Or worst, siya ba ang nagpakidnapped sa akin?! The fuck?! Ano 'to? Parang iyong nangyayari sa TV na iyong nasa paligid mo ay nagpapanggap para lang magmanman tapos saka mo lang malalaman kapag nakidnap kana o na-abduct? Then whatwould happen after that? To-torture-in niya ako hanggang sa magmakaawa ako na patayin niya na lang ako tapos tatawanan niya ako at sasabihin sa akin na hindi iyon pwede. Na dahil may ipapagawa pa siya sa akin at iyon ay ang patay
What If I Do? Chapter 23
I stayed in this room for another couple of hours thinking lots of things. Hindi ko maalis sa isip ko ang mga katotohana na nalaman ko kahapon. Hangang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala sa mga bagay na kahapon ko lang nalaman.My mom had something to do with Yaya Pillar’s death. I can’t believe she can do something horrible as what I am thinking right now. And what hurts me the most is that it’s Yaya Pillar. Iyong taong nagpalaki at nag-alaga sa akin ang pinag-uusapan. Iyong taong hanggang ngayon ay hinihiling ko na sana nasa tabi ko pa rin.Bakit kailangang siya pa?A tear escapes my eyes. Inalis ko ang paningin sa labas ng bintana at pinahid ang luhang kumawala sa mata ko. Pero huli na ang lahat. Nangyari na ang mga nangyari kaya ano pa bang magagawa ko? Nagiisa na lang, iyon ay ang bigyan ng hustisya ang pagkamatay ni Yaya Pillar. At least that way I can still help her.Ila
What If I Do? Chapter 24
“What the hell are you doing here?!” I yelled and immediately throw the first thing that I have grabbed in his direction which is the pillow. Hindi ako makapaniwalang muli ko pa pala siyang makikita. “Hey, Hey! Wait–Stop!” natigil ako nang sumigaw na rin siya. Rinig na rinig ko ang inis sa boses niya. I glared at him. “Why are you here?!” I questioned, threatening to throw the vase that is now in my hand. He rolled his eyes as if the answer is obvious. Nangunot ang noo ko. Bakla nga talaga. I didn’t know that I would see this hermaphrodite for the second time. “My friend pleaded with me to go here and check on you since he’ll come late tonight,” he said. I watched as he closed the door and went inside. He did not even mind asking me if it was okay for him to come in. Kahit naman hindi akin ang condo na ‘to, he still needs to ask! Paano pala kung allergy ako sa kaniya, edi namatay ako dito ng
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