And as soon as I said that Adam’s face rolled on the floor.
“What did you say?” he asked with a perplexed voice, as if he couldn't believe his ear that I just said that.
Suck it sucker!
I didn’t come back, or better said, I was forced to come back to this horrible world just to be killed again. If the goddess forced me to be here, I need to stay alive and to do that I need to keep that bitch as far away from me as possible.
“You can’t be serious, Natalie!” he says trying to refrain himself from showing me how pissed off he is about my reaction.
“But I am, Adam. I am your Luna and here is my statement.” and squinting my eyes at him I point with my index finger in Lexie’s direction.
“If she stays here, I am out and you will need to explain a lot of things to our pack and to your family about that! It’s me or her.” I say as if it is nothing and turn my back to him ignoring Lexie’s presence and making her boil for sure.
“Babe, look” Adam whispers and I feel his arms wrapped around my waist, but it’s like a burning. After everything I remember that he was able to do for Lexie, after he dared to believe her and not me, after he killed me for nothing…I hate him. I just hate him.
Maybe this is why I feel angry for being forced to come back here. In the same position. I would have preferred to be reborn as an omega in a poor pack or as a rogue instead of being dragged in the middle of this marsh.
“You wouldn't” Kelly says. “I know you, girl. You would have long for a revenge. You are here, strong and knowing things that they don’t know about at this moment. You are at an advantage so act according to your purpose.” Kelly almost commands me.
“I have a purpose here?” I asked myself, being a little bit taken aback by Kelly’s words, to the point that I didn’t even realize when Adam kissed my neck, right on his mark. But what to see?
Kissing his mark is not making me fall for him, but annoys me more.
“Leave me alone, Adam!” and I push him away from me.
“You can’t bring this woman here!” I say and Lexie starts to cry as if I just pushed a button and a soap operas or namby-pamby show started instantly.
“And after you come here with ehr to think that I will just smile and say, oh babe, I am so happy, please let her stay! I am to the moon and back with happiness because you found your fated mate!”
“Are you insecure, Natalie?” Adam asks and looks at me with a stupid grin on his face but he makes me turn around completely and pointing to my face I ask damned seriously.
“Do I look insecure, dear husband?”
“Look, I just want to know that she is safe. If this is about your Luna position I promise you”
And here he starts.
“I promise you that nothing will change. You are my Luna, Natalie. The woman I love and that will never change” and he looks at me with a complex gaze, I already saw this in the past, and I am so angry that out of love for him I believed his shit.
He comes close to me and I look at him as he is taking my hands between his palms and kissing the tip of my fingers as he watches me.
“Please babe,” he whispers, “I promise that nothing will change. I love you and only you. It doesn't matter that she is my fated mate. I chose you . I will always do it again and again.” and he gives me a smile, but that smile only makes me want to punch him.
“Do you really love me?” I ask him, and I can see with the corner of my eyes how Lexie’s face becomes happy thinking that in the end I will allow her to stay in the Red Blood Pack.
“With everything I have” he tells me and leans in my direction to kiss me , but before he could do it I push him and say.
“Then reject her and terminate the fated mate bond. I want her OUT now. I command you to reject her!”
And I am so furious that he becomes pale.
You don’t like what you see, Adam? Well this is your fucking work. You killed my spirit , now enjoy it! I know that he is shocked that he is not used to me resisting him. Every time I was submitting to him but that is over now.
“Babe, don’t be like that!” he whispers.
“Unbelievable!” I say and in the next second I command him using all my Luna force.
“Reject her now!” and he is pale. If he is refusing me he knows what that means. That no one will ever believe him that he doesn’t have anything with his mate.
I know how this shit works. I’ve heard about this. He must feel the attraction for Lexie even if he marked me. The bond mate is there. But also he knows that this omega is not a Luna material. I am more than he could have dreamed to receive in this life. I am strong, smart and from a good family. And his fated mate is an omega? He will be in deep shit if I make a scandal about this.
He watches me with sad eyes and he knows that there is no way back.
We’ve been together for twenty two years. Since I was two I have my first memory with him. Best friend and then best lovers, loving each other to the point he promised he will never care about his fated mate.
Just as I said. He knows my value in front of the eyes of all werewolves, so even if he is not easy about this he turns around and looks at Lexie he says.
“I am sorry. I didn’t want to be like this, but my mate is right. I need to reject you.” and Lexis’s face just fell on the floor.
“PLease, don’t do it!” she says, looking at him in horror. Well this will be interesting to watch. Is he really going to do it?
“I, Alpha Adam Hawkins, Alpha of the Red Blood Pack, I reject you, Lexie Banks, as my mate!” and giving her a serious look he commands her “Accept my rejection!”
And when he said that a lot of faces turned in our direction, we were already in the middle of the packhouse’s living room, where a lot of werewolves are talking and watching something on TV.
They couldn’t hear what we were talking about for sure, but when Adam commanded Lexie to accept the rejection she collapsed to the ground with a loud noise.
As soon she collapsed Adam flinched but he didn’t dare to help her in my presence.
“PLease!” she begged Adam, crying her heart out. “PLease don’t force me to accept the rejection. I am already weak and I can barely survive in this world. If you would have not found me I would have been dead until now, this is how weak I am. PLease, don’t force me. I will die!” and she looked in Adam’s eyes and pleaded for mercy.
“Don’t you dare!” I commanded using our mindlink and I wrapped my arms under my chest.
Now I am damned curious how this show will end.
But what to see? The bitch has a lot of guts and before I could react she grabbed my leg and knowing way too well that people were watching she started to cry even harder.
“Please Luna! Please, don’t ban me! If you will force me to leave I will die as soon as I step outside of the borders of this pack! PLease Luna Hawkins!”
And now I am outraged.
“Take your fucking hands off me!” I said and pushed her with disgust and took a step back.
“Don't you ever touch me again!” and she started to cry so hard , that now everyone in this pack must know that their Luna is a heartless woman.
“What had this poor Omega done wrong? “ someone asked.
“I didn’t know that Luna is so cruel!” another one whispered .
Well, I didn’t know either that my own pack would judge me and kill me, and seeing their biased gazes I remember one more time why I am here.
If they only knew Lexie’s real plan!
They wouldn’t judge so hard right now. But you know what? I don’t give a shit. This time is only about me and about surviving, so fuck you Lexie Banks, Adam Hawkins and Red Blood Pack! I had enough of you!
“Natalie!” Adam calls me, but I just walk away and push everyone in my way.
I didn’t even have time to adapt to this new life that the danger is already above my head.
“Babe!” Adam says coming after me , but I motion to him to stop.
“Just stay there, Adam!” I tell him. “I am sick of you!”
And his eyes became angry hearing me.
“I need to be alone!” and saying that I ran to the forest.
I need to clear my mind!
“Natalie!” Adam called me and I could hear him running after me. Just tried to stop me, you fucking jerk! Just try it.I ran outside the packhouse and in one jump in the air I let Kelly take control. This is our first shift after I came back from death's arms. I need this like air. I need to calm down or I am going to kill every single person that hurt me in my past, and by past I mean my former life.“Natalie! Stop it right now!” he shouts but I don’t care.“”Take us to our place, girl!” I tell Kelly and she runs directly into the forest, jumping from cliffs and giving me the ride of her life until Adam’s voice can’t be heard anymore.I can see her white paws hitting the ground in her attempt to exhaust herself to the point where every single cell of our system will be so damned tired that we will just rest and close our eyes, and stay there in peace.I can see her reflection in the water while she stops for a second to lick some water from the river and she is so beautiful that I wa
That’s it! I made my mind. I need to divorce him. Staying in this relationship it’s like deja-vu. Even if he rejected her this time, that is not helping me at all. She is still here, isn’t she? She will push herself over him until he can't live without her anymore.His stupid wolf wants his fated mate.So, yeah, there is no need for me to make the same mistakes again. Old habits die hard... I guess. She will frame again so why not take care of my safety by myself? Why not show them what it means to work against a woman who love with all her heart a fucking traitor husband.Adam will never control me over life or death. I will be in control of my actions!“That’s more like it, girl!” Kelly says and I can almost imagine her waving her tail but soon she asks me a little bit confused.“But how are we going to do that?”Oh, Kelly! What I am going to do with you. You are so pure that you won’t like this.“I will take his Alpha position!” I tell her as if this is nothing.“WHAT?” and I guess
Natalie’s POV.“Thank you, Alpha Brown” I say and almost jump from the happiness I feel right now. He will support me to take the Red Blood Pack from Adam. One more alpha on my side means one step closer to achieving my goal.“Yes, we will talk at the Alpha’s party, of course we will. And thank you one more time” I say and end the call.“How many said that we can count them?” Kelly suddenly asks me and now that she said that I am even more happier.“Thirteen” and I close my eyes and enjoy the moment. “ With Alpha Brown, I have thirteen Alpha wolves on my side. Do you know what that means, Kelly?” I ask and I rub my palms with excitement.“Does that mean that Adam will kill us if he finds out what we are doing?” she asks, laughing, but I know that she doesn’t care about his actions anymore. Is not like he would surprise us if he chose to act against us again. I am already expecting that. I told you. It’s Deja-vu.“That’s too, but it means that he will die of a heart attack when he wil
Natalie’s POV.“Try this!” Judy says and my eyes are ogling at the dress my best friend holds in her hands.“Are you nuts, Judy?” I Ask her and I am sure that I am already blushing just imagining how I would look wearing something so sexy.“She is right, you know?” the designer of the dress shop tells me. “I have known you for some time and every time you chose conservative clothes. Do you know how good looking you are?” the designer asks me and I just look at her.“Is not that” I tell her looking at all the dresses she chose to present me today. Some of them are damned sexy but I can’t show up like this at the Alpha’s Party.“You know that I have responsibilities.” I tell them and continue to search for the perfect dress.“And this dress will stop you from doing your job?” Judy asks and points to a beautiful but damned tight and short draped-effect dress from Versace.“I can’t show up like that, Judy! What will people think about me? I need to prove myself that I am capable as a Lun
Author’s POV.“You should have seen her face” Judy said as she entered with Natalie in her bedroom.“She is just an intriguer, a liar and a dissimulator.” Natalie says.“And a criminal!” Kelly growls in Natalie’s mind, reminding her why she needs to put Lexie in a corner.“We should have made her cry louder “Judy starts again, “I can’t believe that you just watched her while she was trying to take even your dress not only your man” and Judy cursed Lexie in her heart for interfering with Natalie’s life but Natalie just looked relaxed about that.“ Don’t you care about what she tries to do?” Judy asks , looks at Natalie in disbelief. IN her place she would have cut Lexie’s eyes and make her eat them with salt and pepper.“She wants Adam?” Natalie says with calm. “She can have it. Is not about her, here. It is about Adam proving himself as a real mate and he failed with that again and again. Cheating it is a two persons affair. Is not only about Lexie Banks, it is a bout a man who made
Author’s POV..“Nat” Kelly whispers as they are heading to the stairs. “Don’t be sad”“Sad?” She was a little bit taken aback but in the next second she realized that her spirit was tormented.” I am not sad” she whispered, trying to deny the reality.“You are my human, Nat. I know you.” Kelly said. “And even if I am with you in this madness, and I know that you are right , also I want you to know that it is alright to be sad. To feel betrayed.”“It is only about our revenge” Natalie denied again, but Kelly laughed sadly.“It is more than that and you know it. I am sad, you know?” Kelly tells Natalie, making her stop in her tracks for a second.“He doesn’t deserve our sadness, Kelly. Adam is a jerk.” and she continued to head to the stairs, looking like a Victoria’s Secret model. Her long strawberry blond hair is arranged in an easy long boho style. Elegantly messy, with a crown of two chunky braids.Her smokey makeup gives her a mysterious appearance and the dress is the cherry on th
“Redhead?” Evan asks and turning his head he starts to search for Alexander because he was the one who was mindlinking him. And when he found him on a balcony upstairs the venue, man, his heart stopped as Alexander was looking intently at the attraction of the evening. At the woman Evan was attracted to the core of his heart.“The one you were dancing earlier” Alex says and knowing exactly who Alex was asking about, Evan’s mind went blank.Is Alexander Stepanek interested in Natalie? He didn’t even want to talk with her a few days earlier and now he is stalking her and Evan could see in his eyes the need to have her. ALexander wants Natalie?Why ? And how the hell something like this is possible, because all his life Alexander looked for the girl who saved his life when he was ten. The only woman in his mind and in his heart was that little girl with blue eyes and strawberry blonde..hair…shit! A redhead!“Is Natalie the woman Alex is looking for?” he asked himself and as soon this tro
“But, I don’t want to make your Luna get angry with me again,” Lexie said, blinking her lashes at Adam and causing his blood pressure to increase in the next second.“She will do nothing!” Adam said in a commanding voice, cursing Natalie in his mind for being so disobedient with him. A wife should be submitted to her husband. Since when did Natalie start to act this way causing him troubles?“But, you know what she allowed to happen to the dress shop and she enjoyed the moment. If she sees me here she will mock me!” and Lexie came closer to Adam making him feel proud by the fact that he is the man who is defending his mate no matter what.“No, that is not the case anymore. Look at you!” he said, watching the way she looks. “This dress suits you and does justice to you. You look beautiful and innocent wearing it” and if he could he would pull her in his arms and kiss her but he knows that everyone will see that and will judge him. And most of all if Natalie shows up she will cause a sc