CharlotteI sit beside Maddox and Cassian sits across from me at the table. I can’t help but wonder if this will be our permanent seating arrangements at the table as long as we’re here. I know they plan to split up the packs, I also know that it will make some things more complicated, but it might also be best for all of us.I don’t know. I’m not sure how to feel.They aren’t fighting as much as they used to, but as the days go on it’s harder to remember my previous life. A small part of me wonders if I could’ve been overdramatic in my past life. A few quarrels between brothers here and there shouldn’t be too bad.I pick at the salad in front of me as we wait for our main course. We’re all quiet. No one knows what to say and how this dynamic is supposed to work.It was already awkward in here, but the moment the door opens and Alpha Ethan walks in, the whole atmosphere changes.He walks to his seat with Luna Anna trailing behind him. He takes a seat and some omegas scramble to bring
CharlotteIt’s hard to finish my food knowing that tonight I will be marked by my mates. I’m not fully sure if I’m ready for this step, but I know that the tension with their dad will get worse if I don’t comply so I want to get it over with.I’m just grateful that they seem respectful towards the whole ‘no sex’ thing right now. Then again, I can vaguely remember the sensational pleasures that I would get from being with them.There was a lot of things wrong with our relationship in my past life, but sex was not one of them.Once we all finish our meal, Cassian looks at me and asks, “So, what now, Charlotte?”Maddox looks at me as they both wait for my answer. I swallow the lump in my throat and say, “Well, now, I suppose I should go out with one of you so we can get more bonded and mark one another. Then… I’ll go out with the other one.”They both look to one another before asking, “Who goes first?”They look at me as they wait for me to make the decision which makes things a hundred
CharlotteI’m beginning to understand why most couples have intercourse whenever they mark each other. The piercing white hot pain that courses through my body is unbearable, but I also know that if I was in the throes of passion then it would help ease the pain just a little bit.There’s a fine line between pain and pleasure.I can feel Cassian’s lips on my face as he peppers me with kisses and tries to help me through the pain, but I don’t think he can help me through it. How could he? There’s nothing I can do but force myself to breathe and try to get through it.Eventually, I blink away the pain and his face comes into focus. His forehead is creased with concern and he asks, “Are you alright, Char?”I nod my head slowly, “I’ll be okay, thanks Cassian.”He nods his head in response and then after a moment he looks back at the view and murmurs, “I suppose I should take you back.”He moves to get up, but stops when I say, “Wait!”He looks at me with concern shining in his amber colo
CharlotteIt’s like I’m not in control of my own body.I wasn’t planning on kissing Maddox, not like this. But suddenly, my arms are wrapped around his neck, his lips are pressed to get mine, and I have the urge to slip my tongue into his mouth and taste every bit of him.My breasts are pressed against his chest and I can feel his length grow against me. Now I want to taste more than just his mouth.Arousal pools between my legs and I don’t know what has gotten into me. I swear, it’s like I’m in heat or something! Which, you know, that would be impossible for me considering the fact that I don’t have a wolf.Maddox’s hands roam down my back until he reaches my butt and gives it a firm squeeze making me gasp. At that moment he slipped his tongue into my mouth and I couldn’t help but moan into him.I clutch onto his shirt as my mind goes wild, but after a moment, he pulls away from me and breathes out. His eyes are closed as he says, “As much as I’m enjoying this and I don’t want to sto
MaddoxCharlotte stares at me with her wide cobalt blue eyes. She seems surprised by my words and I’m not sure why. She breathes out and asks, “What about Cassian?”My eyebrows furrow, I don’t understand why’s he needs to bring him up and I ask, “Well, what about him?”“How are we supposed to do this? You both want me for yourselves. I’m supposed to be Luna of two packs which honestly seems like an impossible feat… I just…” her voice trails off and she lets out a defeated sigh.Her shoulder slump, hair falls in front of her, and my eyes zero in on her perfect puckered lips. I want to capture them with mine and enjoy it forever. My fingertips brush against her cheek as I move her hair behind her ear. Her eyes flicker up to meet mine and her lips part open and suddenly, I’m in a trance. I couldn’t escape even if I wanted to.I lean into her and the moment her lips are against mine I know that I am a goner for her. There is nothing I wouldn’t do to make her happy.If working with my idio
CharlotteI don’t know what has gotten into me! I don’t know if it’s the bond or him or what, but all I know is I have the desperate need for Maddox. I want to be intimate with him in every way imaginable. I want to be as close as possible.I’m his mate… I should stop running from him.I lean down to kiss him and his greedy lips eagerly meet mine. He quickly maneuvers me so that I’m lying flat on my back and he is hovering over me. He sits on his knees in front of me and spread my legs to be on either side. I watch him as he takes his belt off and my face feels hot as I stare at him.He unbuttons his pants and quickly takes them off before hooking his fingers into my bottoms and then sliding them off my legs. He lifts one of my legs up and starts kissing near my ankle. He slowly kisses up my leg until his face is at my pussy. His hot breath fans over it and goosebumps cover my body,His tongue moves up my slit and I can’t help but squeak in response. I’ve never experienced anything li
CharlotteAfter our thrilling… encounter, Maddox and I ate our food and then ended up falling asleep on the floor on top of the picnic blanket. Falling asleep in his arms was pure bliss but when I woke up I couldn’t help the guilt I felt for sleeping with Maddox and not Cassian.Will Cassian be upset with me? Will he understand?I don’t know. The rivalry the twins have with one another seems to go deep and I’m not sure how understanding either of them will be when it comes to the other.I sit up and look around the room. Our room.It’s completely empty, no decorations or anything. The only thing here is curtains that cover one part of the room. I imagine on the other side of the curtains are large windows or even a balcony that shows a good view of the pack. I look down at Maddox, his dark brown hair falls in front of his forehead, it’s just long enough to go past his eyebrows. I wonder if he’s letting his hair grow out or if it’s just time for him to cut it again.His shirt is off s
CharlotteWhen Maddox and I walked into the dining room I was surprised to see that the only other person in here is his mom. Luna Anna looks at us and smiles as she sees a mark on each side of my neck.She walks towards me and says, “I’m sorry that the Alpha made that stipulation on you, but I must say I am relieved that it didn’t phase either of my sons and that you’re now officially part of our family!”I smile in response as I nod my head and say, “Thank you, Luna Anna.”She shakes her head, “No need for the formalities, Charlotte. You can call me Anna and one day when you feel close enough maybe you could call me mom.”She winks after saying that and I laugh as Maddox murmurs in a whiny tone, “Mom…”Her green eyes flicker with mischief and she says, “Shush, son, she’s your mate! What do you expect from me? It’s not like I’m bringing out naked baby pictures! Although, you know, I really should do that!”Maddox hisses, “Mom!”Alpha Ethan’s voice echoes in the room as he says, “Come