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CHAPTER 12:IT WAS A MISTAKE.
I was nearing the end of Mondays ballet class with the kids. Usually classes would help take my mind off any problem I'm facing,yet my current problem is very much whirling around in my head.I need to focus..Not on what happened on Friday night,but on anything but that.
"Pile.."I said,and all kids did as I instructed and bent at the knees. I stood back and watched proudly as they continued with the routine."Excellent,I like what I'm seeing."
"Vanessa."
I heard his deep voice from behind me and my heart jumped into my throat.Did I just imagine that? If not he's here in my ballet studio..But why?
I turned around and saw that he was in fact behind me,dressed in his designer suit,that didn't have a crease in sight. As always he didn't have a dark hair out of place. I admired that he always looks so presentable,even if his attitude wasn't.
I tucked a curl of light brown hair around my e
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The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 13:FUEL TO THE FIRE!
JEREMYIf things between my Arranged wife and I weren't bad enough,now I have to sit through a dinner of 6 and play the role once again. My life is just one big fucking act,like a play I didn't want to be apart of from the very beginning.Things between us are twisted now more than ever,ever since our foolish attempt at a three way. Fuck!! I don't even know what that was.Vanessa was partly naked in front of me,kissing Alissa like she had done it a thousand times.I was already riled up,but witnessing that before me just made it worse. A man has his needs and I had gone a week without mine being met.How the fuck was I suppose to restrain myself in a situation like that.Nine more fucking Months!!"Jeremy,Do you want to check on your wife and see if she's okay?"My Mother asked,as she set the meal in the middle of the table."I'm sure she's fine."I dished
The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 14:TYPICAL JEREMY AUSTIN
My eyes were on him as he looked out the window of the hospital room. Alex has had a couple of days to prepare for this talk,4 to be exact. Even given the time to prepare for this conversation mentally,the truth of it all didn't go down any easier. Alex is a friend,a good friend. I'm sure right now he's thinking he could have done something to prevent this from happening, prevent my fake marriage to a man I didn't even know.Truthfully,he couldn't have done anything to help me. I wouldn't have allowed him to anyway. It was my responsibility to figure this out and I did. I made the best out of the situation and I did what I had to do.Alex sighed."I wish you would have come to me,Vanessa. I'm not swimming in money like the Austin's are,but we could have found a way to figure this out together.""I appreciate that,Alex. I do. But I didn't want to burden anyone with my problems,they were mine to figure out alone."I looked a
The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 15:CHRISTMAS TRADITIONS.
Ava and I were indulging in a rather expensive shopping spree at Union Square in San Francisco.Of course shopping in all the high end stores like Louis Vuitton,Valentino and Macy's wasn't something that I was used to. Despite being born and raised here,I've never shopped in the heart of the city.Christmas time here was something out of this world,colours of red,green and warm white lights surrounded us.I couldn't help but smile as I watched the romantic couples skate around on the ice rink holding hands."Christmas is quite a romantic season for young married couples."Ava winked at me."You should ask my Son to take you ice skating."I chuckled."Oh,I don't know about that. I don't think ice skating would be something that Jeremy would be interested in doing. He'd probably think it's too silly."I took my eyes off the ice skaters and walked on ahead.I couldn't imagine Jeremy Austin on the ice in one of hi
The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 16:SO MUCH FOR BOUNDARIES.
VANESSA Early Morning I was standing by the kitchen counter,rubbing my pained back from spending the night on Jeremy's bedroom floor. I had no choice in the matter! I'm trying to keep certain boundaries between us so there's less confusion. He's so Hot and Cold!! One minute he's kissing my face off and the next he's turning back into an arrogant asshole. It's quite clear that he doesn't want to discuss what happened.But the boundaries need to be in place,so it doesn't happen again. "Looks like someone has back pain this morning."Jeremy crossed the room towards me."I wasn't happy about you invading my space,Vanessa..But you didn't have to spend the night on the
The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 17:THE BIG NIGHT!
I was filled with anxiety as I paced the floor,in my pointe shoes and my Red tutu dress that was covered in sparkles to catch the light as I moved.Backstage at the War Memorial Opera House,I glanced in the direction of my Male Ballet partner that I've been practicing with for weeks. Unlike me,Julian seemed cool as a cucumber.Pull yourself together,Vanessa!!I pulled back the Gold curtain made of silk,just slightly so I could have a peek.Big Mistake..Huge Mistake!! Seeing the Men and Women dressed up in their fancy tuxedo's and floor length gowns,filling up the 3126 seats had made me all the more nervous to get out there.Jeremy's face had caught my eye in the front row,as he chatted on his phone.Of course,I wouldn't really expect anything less from him since he doesn't even want to be here. He dressed up and he made an effort though,he's here for show. Not my show but our lives,the even bigger show!!
The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 18:THOSE DAMP PANTIES!!
VANESSA The excitement that I was feeling after the Ballet was over,was short lived when I saw Jeremy and Alex standing in front of each other. Is Jeremy going to make a thing out of Alex being here?Surely not in front of his Mother..But the man can be unpredictable at times.As I made my way through the crowd in the main lobby,I was receiving smiles and words of praise. I wasn't used to the attention and the fuss, I wasn't used to being told how good I was at the thing that I've spent my whole life doing. Of course,I've been told by Family and Friends over the years. Family and Friends that know how much dancing truly means to me. Would they even tell me if I wasn't good at it? That would be heartbreaking!!
The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 19:SO VERY WRONG ABOUT HIM.
VANESSAMy palms were pressed flat against the thin fitted shirt that Jeremy was wearing,it was white in colour with little black buttons down the middle. I had noticed how his bow tie had come loose on the car ride here. I figured the man had been accustomed to a suit since he wears them so often,but tonight he looked irritated by it.He was looking good!! I couldn't lie and say otherwise. My body was reacting to his every touch,the feeling of his fingers grazing my skin even though it was over the material of the dress that I was wearing.I'm kissing my Arranged Husband!!The man I've grown to hate,the man I've called the Devil on more than one occasion. He's far from it,Isn't he? And it's far from hate that I feel.Our bodies were like magnets to one another,there was no pulling apart to speak or to ask a question like.."Why the hell are we doing this in a coat closet of all places?"No,Pulling aw
The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 20:I SAID NO!!
VANESSAUgh,I should have known!!That man is crazy-I should have known that he would do this. Why? Because he's jealous-because he thinks it will make him look a certain way if I was hanging on another man's shoulders. He's worried about looking WEAK maybe!!Jeremy doesn't know that Alex is gay.I've tried to tell him but he wouldn't even give me that chance. But still,I should be able to have male friends in my life whether they're Gay or Not!!"I am sorry for my Sons actions,if that means anything to you."Tom handed me a damp cloth and gave Alex a pitiful smile."I don't know what has gotten into him.""Jealously! It's obvious that he's just threatened by my relationship with Vanessa"Alex looked at me as I dabbed the cut above his eye."Didn't you tell him that I was Gay?"I shrugged my shoulders as an answer to his question. How could I really explain the fact tha
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- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 86: END
- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 85: GUILT
- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 84: THE FIGHT FOR SURVIVAL
- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 83: THE WOOD
- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 82: MICHAEL
- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 81: GIVING UP
- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 80: THE CABIN IN THE WOODS
- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 79: THE BLOODY BALLET
- The Austin Arrangement CHAPTER 78: THE EXPLANATION
