Chapter 11

Allena-- (continued) 

I saw his eyes and they just show hates for me and it brings tears in my eyes. Hurriedly i took all the dishes and runs out of his room. I put all the dishes is kitchen, wash them and runs towards my room for CRYING, CRYING AND CRYING. 

What I did with them, with dadda, with mumma, with daddy (Aaron's father), with him or with his girlfriend? WHAT???

"Why you leave me here in this crule world dad? WHY? I was you princess na, then WHY? I thought you leave me but mumma never does, but she's also proved me wrong. Now I thinks that after today our moments he changes, maybe he start treating me as his wife, but again I proved WRONG!" I scream seeing the sky from my balcony and crying hard. 

The whole night I cry sleep was far from my eyes. All pains in this world is only for me? Is I'm god's favourite creature in his world to play with and give pain to me? Can't he give me a little happiness? Is I'm not good in his eyes so