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Chapter 30.
Lighter, that's how I feel.
A long way I have come and a long way I still have to go, but right now I'm still surviving, wait no, starting to live again.
A couple of days have passed and now I'm into the new week, nothing has come forth about whether I'm leaving this place or not and now, I'm perfectly certain that I can't leave.
I can't leave now when things seem to fall into place and I'm enjoying my time with Connor, even though we may be in here and it's not on the outside, at least I get to spend most of my everyday with him.
Running through the halls, I rush over to Doctor Anthons office, hoping I don'
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NOW YOU SEE ME. Chapter 31
5 minutes, that's how long the silence has been for between us. Both Connor and I are seated on the floor in my room, with our backs leaned against the wall, both in thought of our current situation in which neither one of us knows how to approach." So...." I start to say." So....." Seems like he can't find the right words too."This it, then?" He looks at me in question." What?"Avoiding his eyes and staring ahead, I respond. " It's over..." I trail off.He shakes his head. " No it's not, I'm not leaving."" No you are. You will go out there and enjoy the rest of your Summer."" You can't tell me what to do, and besides, I've already made up my mind."" Well I can. As a person who cares about you, I have the right to kick you out of here and make sure that you don't ever come back here again, only for visits of course."He doesn't say anything and I crawl to kneel in front o
NOW YOU SEE ME. Chapter 32.
Today is the day, it's time to say goodbye.I don't think I can, but I know I'll have to. It's hard enough accepting that he's leaving, but to actually watch him do it, is another story. That's why we are both in my room, sitting cross legged and playing with each others hands." I think I'll buy myself a dictionary," he says." Thought dictionaries were too nerdy for you."" Well yeah but at least it'll remind me of you."" You make it sound like I'm already gone." I say.He chuckles. " Way to ruin the moment." He jokes and I offer a small smile with a shrug." You know this isn't goodbye right?" He mentions.I tilt my head to the side, avoiding his eyes. When I look at him again, I see a frown form on his forehead but before I can say anything, my eyes catch Vicky standing at the doorway.Our eyes connect and she n
NOW YOU SEE ME. Chapter 33.
It's almost been a week since his departure and I still miss him, but I'm not down or feeling disconnected with things, on the contrary, I'm much better. I'm actually smiling and talking more, evaluating myself and having a sense of positivity reign in me.To move on and keep this contentment in my life to continue, I know that I'll have to face other matters, which I might have avoided not so long ago, but now I won't, I have to let some things go.These are things from my past and the issues with my mom, and of course Luke, though they may have haunted me on some nights, it's important for me to not let them win." I thought you might run away from me again." Luke says." Maybe I should have."" Bailey - " I cut him off." But I won't. " I sit down and lean forward on the table." How are you ?"" I'll be fine and you?"
NOW YOU SEE ME. Chapter 34.
" You miss him, don't you?" Fiona asks , standing in front of me with Candy by her side.I don't say anything, but just look at them. They silently join me on the grass, where I've been sitting and quietly reading a book. The silence proves to be too much for Candy, I can already sense her about to speak, she talks, a lot. " We've been watching you and how - "" Now I feel stalked." I comment." No we don't mean it like that, just that - you smiled more when he was around." She trails off when I look at her.We remain in silence now, neither one of us having enough courage to say any more. Taking in a breath , I finally speak up. " Yes I do miss him and a part of me wishes he could have stayed."They both give me swooning , girly looks, making me feel weird now. " But I don't have no regrets about him being out of here, he'll get back to his life now."" And what about you?" Fiona asks." What about me?" I frow
NOW YOU SEE ME. Chapter 35.
Miami.Everything here is so big and alive.I can feel the fresh air for the first real time, both excitement and fear reigns in me of what to expect, I can only hope and accept whatever it is I receive, once I get there.The sight of the sea gives me a sense of adventure, a feel of freedom and just room for a long take of breath. The buildings, people and the beautiful moments that people share here. I just love how everyone might seem to be minding their own business yet the way they are doing it , shows how free and alive they are, that's what I want, to feel this sense of no care for the world but enjoy every moment like it's my last.It's so amazing how I've always wanted this, to travel and to have a sense of control over my life yet do something crazy at the same time. It's so surreal how a moment like this can be so precious yet so scary at the same time, truly nothing is impossible when you
NOW YOU SEE ME. Chapter 36.
Connor has not left my side, not once since he held me in his arms. It's as if he's afraid I'll disappear or something but I don't mind, I like this, his warmth and how natural and comforting it is.Now swinging lightly on the bench swing in the garden, we sit in a comforting silence, absorbing this moment. I move my head away from his shoulder when he says, " this is crazy."" I know, but I don't regret it, I had to see you and I - I missed you." He tugs me under his arm." I missed you too." He says kissing my head." Will you tell me how you did it?" He asks and I pull away, sitting upright and turning to him now." Does it matter?" I ask, avoiding his eyes." It will if you did something crazy," he says." Being here is an enough indication of crazy." I swallow hard, seeing as he's just staring at me." Tell me how you real
NOW YOU SEE ME. Chapter 37.
My eyes are practically bulging out of my eyes, the excitement is too much. I'm living, I'm truly living and it feels too good.The sun rising and at first look from a distance, almost red orange bringing out that mixture of colour, whilst giving me that magical feel which I'm a part of, the cool but chilly air has showered me with my first outer breath and the sea is too beautiful with its rhythmic movements.Nothing about a moment like this is real, it's like being transported into another world, a world of imagination, a world of true worth for living and just a moment of honesty, captivating both mind and soul.Connor kept his word and today is just about us, well more about me living again, taking my first big breath and just being me all over again. Connor had told me that he didn't want to take me to those big fancy places yet, but more of the small overlooked beautiful and intimate places, for me to get the f
NOW YOU SEE ME. Chapter 38.
"It's beautiful here." I say, looking around the beach house.Connor's mom had lent us this beach house for the time being, we would return anytime we wanted and tomorrow had been the best time, but knowing how much Connor was looking forward to seeing his brother, a few hours together sounded more then enough for us. I mean I just rocked up here when they already had plans.The house keeper of the beach house had thought that we were both engaged, it was such a funny thing to see, Connor acting all mucho and pretending to be my fiance, while I watched in amusement. At some point, I had no choice but to play along, thank God it didnt take long for her to be convinced, leaving us alone right after.We are alone now so I can actually take this all in and actually do what I'd intended to do for most of the day, which is to go swimming. The best part of this, is that this side of the beach is vacant and I get to have thi
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