July 16, 2012Dear Diary, I’m loosing him, I can feel it. I can see his eyes follow her where ever she goes, he needs to know she is ok, follows her, tries to talk to her, tries to keep her in his presence. Ever since we began to date, their relationship has fractured, at first he was devoted to me
I just stared at him, now I'm the one staring without speaking, I couldn't believe what my mama told me. Anna committed suicide. There is no way she could do that, the Anna I knew loved her life too much to commit suicide, no that can't be true. I just kept staring at Xavier to see if something in
---------------------------------------------I woke up and it was light outside again and no Xavier in the room, I kept thinking about what he said about moments in life to try to figure out what he was telling me, but I couldn't come up with anything and plus he never answered my question on why h
My papa just sat there looking into space, his eyes didn't even waver in my direction, and it feels like someone stabbed me in the chest and left the knife in there. I wish he would talk to me so I can explain to him how my life was here. I shake my head and look at my mama and she smiled at me with
"So if me leaving makes me selfish then I will admitt I was selfish and I'm proud of it, becuase staying here would have killed me, and it did I'm not the same person I was eight years ago I lost too much it took me forever to just get my dignity, pride and even my wolf back, the Athena that you guy
I was sitting in my office trying to do paper work, but I couldnt concentrate, I couldn't stop thinking about the conversation I had with Athena. What I told her was true she didn't deserve to know about Anna's suicide, but not in the way she thought. I wanted Athena not to know that her sister w
Shaking my head not wanting to think about what he said I decided to go see if the doctor arrived to see Athena, on my way up I hear the most beautiful laugh it's like music to my ears, its stops me right in my tracks. It sounds just like Anna's and my heart drops "My Anna" I whisper I start moving
"So if me leaving makes me selfish then I will admitt I was selfish and I'm proud of it, becuase staying here would have killed me, and it did I'm not the same person I was eight years ago I lost too much it took me forever to just get my dignity, pride and even my wolf back, the Athena that you guy