Months passed and nothing changed other than my belly. It was growing fast and it amazed me every day how I felt my son more and more. I knew nothing about my pregnancy though. Blake didn't allow any doctors to speak to me."Come here mate." Blake called me to his bed and I walked to him like a good omega. He mind linked my maid when I woke this morning to come to his room.I knew what he wanted, it was the same almost every morning and every night. His hand brushed over my baby bump, then he guided me to straddle him. "You looking fucking perfect all fat with my child." I gave him a small smile and looked down to his chest. He had a gorgeous hard body that mine constantly desired. I didn't know my need for him to fill me would be this consuming. It's all I thought of and I felt more and more that my only purpose was to be with him, to please him.I did everything Blake asked of me and never complained. What was the point? Nothing would change, in fact, it would probably get worse."
"Sasha, it's good to see our Alpha has let you come out to play. Are you learning how to behave?" Cynthia approached me with a big hug and whispered in my ear."I'm trying my best to be his perfect mate." I said cunningly. She hated it that he chose me and not her. "Well, the next red moon he will have his true mate. Our Alpha just needed to appease his parents by producing a Lycan heir. Omegas are the best whores for the job." She smiled at me then sauntered off.My eyes narrowed in on her, praying for her death. She was so fake and pathetic. I looked around at all the people. I don't know why Blake wanted me here for this celebration, but my maid said he ordered my presence. I didn't want to see my pack, but I was tired of only walking from my room to his. Fake or not, it was better than nothing. I felt a hand to my back and instantly relaxed. I hated how he calmed me so easily."Calm yourself, Dove. A proper Luna doesn't show jealousy or anger." Blake whispered in my ear, standing
My head felt heavy and between my legs burned in need. I sighed, opening my eyes. Will I ever calm down with a need to be fucked? I enjoyed it and I knew it was because I was a werewolf and that I was marked by a Lycan, but I was so tired of this insatiable need."Where's Blake?" I asked in a panic when I didn't feel him close."In his room, mistress." My maid said."I need him." I sat up and felt pain in my shoulder. He had remarked me. The burn would remain for weeks. "How long was I asleep.""Four days, mistress.""Four days!" My eyes widened. "Is my baby ok?""Yes, he is strong. The Alpha has news for you too. You should go see him." "Yes!" I jumped up excited. Goddess, I hated him, but also needed him. I threw on a loose-fitting dress and opened the door when I remembered he said he loved me. Was that true? Did he really say that? Or was my mind making me hear what I wanted.I smiled wide. I think he did say it. Maybe he was finally giving into me, to us. He loved me and needed
Every day for over a week I came to the dining hall for food. It was the only time I left my room and thankfully Blake didn't bother me. He thought he was breaking me down, but he was only building me up. Pain was all I knew and from now on, it would make me stronger.I felt him take others throughout the day, even when he was away from the pack house, and I felt the burning most of the night, but the pain was becoming less. It wasn't going away; it was just becoming my new norm in life. Burning flames ignited in my chest for hours at a time. It was nothing I couldn't handle though. My entire being seemed to be a punching bag for the supernatural world.I figured out that the men I sat around at the dining hall were our pack warriors, and they didn't care much for our new Alpha either. They would never speak such betrayals, but I cracked their code word, demon wolf, as a reference to Blake. Coincidentally, that was the same code name I had for him too. Maybe I was just making it more
Two more weeks passed and for the first time I woke with a smile on my face. I pushed the books I had scattered on my bed to the side and crawled out of bed. My stomach was so large it was in the way of everything and made it hard to get up.I moaned, finally reaching my bathroom. It took so much strength to do the simplest of things. I turned on the shower and began undressing. Between my legs throbbed in need and I tried pushing it down. Damn Blake and damn this stupid bond. Our goddess was a bitch to make us this way. My hands rubbed my shoulders, relieving the ache in my muscles. If I wasn't a weak omega this wouldn't hurt as much, and the bond wouldn't make me so submissive. I hated our goddess and hated omegas.I moaned again as I felt myself drip down my thighs. I needed to be satisfied and I knew I needed Blake. Wasn't being pregnant enough?"Need help, doll?" Blake's voice came out behind me and my head fell back in desire. Shit! I need him."No! Fuck... yes, Blake." I whined
After a while of crying, I dragged myself back out of bed and to the shower again. I was confused about Blake, but I knew it didn't matter. I made my choice and for once, I was choosing me.My hand rubbed over my large belly in sadness. If I reject Blake, he wouldn't let me be a part of their lives. I wanted to feel guilty about leaving them, but there was nothing I could offer them.They would be raised by Blake and his advisors. I didn't even get to know anything when we went to the doctors. They examined me then spoke to Blake privately. I would never really be their mother. I would be an image for the pack and nothing else. I didn't want to be that. I didn't know what I wanted to be, but it wasn't a breeding mate to Blake. I always knew it was a possibility at the chosen ceremony. I just never considered that was what Blake wanted of me. I was so naive to think he truly loved me.I ate my food, listening more intently to the warriors around me. I felt a little proud of myself that
After I read all three books I left for dinner. The second I walked into the dining hall I felt his presence. Blake was here and I wanted to roll my eyes. When he was close to me, it was harder to ignore the urges to jump him.He gave me a wink and I nodded towards him, then quickly moved to my seat at the end of the table. Blake looked like he was in a good mood and I didn't want to be played with. I wanted to eat and feed these demon wolves inside of me.The men began chatting about an upcoming mission and Blake was in the middle, goofing off with several women. I don't think he took any battle plans seriously. Although, his father and siblings sat at the end discussing other matters too. Maybe the warriors didn't have anything else to talk about other than war."We should up the training to seven days a week." One warrior said."We need approval. I don't think he sees the Vampires as big of a threat as they are." "If you make it about a competition or show of strength, he will agr
Blake brought me to the fifth floor then out to the roof top. There were several black tables set up, a band playing, a table of desserts, and string lights up above keeping the whole area well lit."Blake! You brought Sasha." Charlotte approached us, first kissing her son's cheek, then giving me a hug. Blake's chest rumbled and his mom quickly pulled away. Did he not like even her touching me?"Take the breeder to have some sweets, Luna. Blake and I have things to speak of." His father Viktor appeared behind us and he looked pissed. I don't think he wanted me here. I definitely didn't miss what he called me. I thought Mistress was bad."Breeder? That is a bit harsh, dad." Bolton walked up next to him and ran his eyes over my dress. He seemed to like it, but once his eyes met mine there was nothing but disgust in them. I didn't know what that was about, and I didn't care."It's fine, brother. She knows her place, right Sasha?" Blake looked to me with a smile. Goddess, I wish I had the