Kabanata 09

I feel so sorry for myself dahil hinayaan ko sila na gawin ang mga bagay na kaya ko naman gawin I don't know...that reality hits me. Ilang araw ko ng linalayo muna ang sarili ko sa mga kaibigan ko especially kay Linderio.

Gusto ko muna mapag-isa kahit isang linggo, I want to figure it out what happen to me. I'm too tired to fix myself everyday..I'm too suffocated. It was to chaotic.

I admit to myself that it was wrong...but they are still trying to pursue me while I'm pursuing myself too.

Hanggang kailan ba ako ganito? Hanggang kailan ko mararanasan ang sakit?

Do I need to leave this school so there will be peace? I'm still figuring out everything, but I'm too tired.