Bella
By the time I'm finished dumping the tattered letter jacket that belonged to my ' awesomely ' awesome brother in the trash bin behind the bar where I worked , my nerves were still taut and I had my anxiety rolling high on whatever shit Jacob fed me .
You would think that being trapped inside the boy's locker room for almost an hour would have set my mind ringing with alarm in full blast but maybe I was too high on adrenaline these days , as not only did I stole my brother's letter jacket while the guys were showering , I even had this sudden urge to key Jacob's obnoxious Lexus .
But as I was late for my work , I had to give up on the idea of keying a certain someone's car . That didn't mean that my temper got better or I was no longer pissed , that would explain all those stabbing holes in my brother's jacket .
" Feeling alright? " asked Mr Z , as I head in the
JacobThe moment my consiousness returned I wasn't surprised at finding Anna's arms wrapped around my waist like some freaking octopus . Disentangling , her arms , I got off the bed and started searching for my clothes ignoring the throbbing of my head .I don't even know when she dragged me into her room and I barely suppressed the groan of irritation that was lodged in my throat ..After what happened at Conan 's I should have learnt my lesson of never getting drunk as hell .But after what happened with Bella , Annabeth , Helena and all the shit fucking motherfuckers that I knew off , I needed some sort of stress relief .I looked at Anna who was sleeping soundly on the bed and this time I groaned out .I just kinda confessed to little bible princess this morning and fucked another girl at night .
" You are late " my mother griped the second I entered through the front door , like it was my damn fault .She knew that after school I have to head straight to my work ,money has always been tight in our house . Always has been the moment we shifted to this damn city , that was the reason why I had no such thing as college fund , when we moved here my mother did opened a saving account and it has only hundred dollar or whatever hundred dollar plus two years of interest on hundred dollar was , which if you ask me wasn't much ." We had a rush hour " I answered her not wanting to have a fight with her as soon as I returned but I did hoped that she won't say anything that will irk the third world war in our house , clearly I was wrong ." Sit down , I have a very important thing to tell you " and without so much as giving me a chance to refuse , she swaggered back to the dining room .
♡ Bella ♡Pulling in the parking lot of my school with a gaunt face is something that I never wanted to do but after the farce that happened last night with my mother I guess , I didn't had much of a choice .Its Monday which totally sucks given I had no rest day to make up for my sleep that I missed last night .For as long as I remember I have been a person who had a firm control over her life and always had a thin shred of inner peace within me .But now my inner peace was broken , stomped and left to churn inside me .I can't even focus right now .Thanks to My mum , Chris , Jennifer and ....Jacob . My stomach somersault like a crazy as I passed by his obnoxious Lexus in the parking lot .I don't even bother hiding my grimace of unease .Or was it unease ? I didn't kno
♡ Bella ♡Ron slowed down beside me, grumbling as he looked back at the group assembled behind us . I have to hustle to drag him away from them in case , he recreates the scene of last Saturday where he indirectly told the entire class that we were a thing" You should have let me loose at them " he growled in a low voice " I already have a bullet with that stupid asshole 's name on it , let me go and I might make this world a better place , alright ?"I gaze at his bloodshot Oceanic blue eyes and suppressed the diatribe that I wished to throw his way .Not Now , not this early in the morning ." And why is that ?" I muttered vaguely as I tried to navigate our path through the jam pack corridor , all the while ignoring the ' Bella the Waddington ' chants" Guy fucked my girlfriend , correction
♡ Bella ♡Expectedly , the short encounter with him did nothing but to elevate my anxiety and make my heart somersault even more. This small interaction with him had totally unsettled my nerves , half of my anxiety is thanks to the uncertain attention Jacob was feeding me . I didn't want to latch on to his attention but my heart wasn't listening to me , not in the slightest bit .It was enjoying the bits and crumbs of attention Jacob was feeding me .I didn't know what to expect or to do . I don't even have any idea what Jacob was going to say to me when he got me alone or how should I respond to him .I wanted to know whether he was trying to manipulate me just like he does with everyone but I held the sudden urge down because if I do that , it will only be my fatal fall .Jacob knows all the right buttons t
Crazy .Jacob Knight has gone crazy .His sudden purposal shocked me so much that I ended up getting choked on my own breathe , how the hell can anyone get choked on their own breathe ? I sputtered and coughed before managing an indignant " What ?"" Oh come on . " he chuckled shaking his head " I didn't ask for you to name your first born after me "" You do realize that this worse than that ?" I asked him , staring at him through eyes filled with disbelief " Alright , I get it you are not serious are you ? It might be one of your ' awesome ' pranks , is it ? "" Do you think I'm joking princess ?"Unease swept up my spine when I heard him " Stop calling me , Princess "" I will get right on it , princess . All you have to do is to say yes
♡ ♡ Bella ♡ ♡" Calculated image huh ?" he mused throwing a wink my way " It comes with my blood, Princess. I am the only heir of the Knight pharmaceuticals. I can't be a sobbing , broken mess now can I ?"My attention that has been slipping away was focussed on him once again . Not the jerkface , selfish and arrogant Jacob Knight but the Jacob Knight , The only heir of the Knight pharmaceuticals. If he was this mature about his positioning , if he already knew how to behave and act as to inherit his leadership position .The infamous Quarterback of Longhorn 's must be in some real pressure ever since his childhood .Instantly I remembered a saying , a throwaway phrase , that my nanna once told me ' only hurt people hurt others ' , was this the case with him ? Was this his way of hiding his pain that he received ? Then who was the one who ha
" I'm giving you an opportunity to say yes , Princess " said Jacob with an air of offering a great boon " say yes before you regret it , you don't want me to hunt you down , now do you Bella ?"For a miniscule of second my struggle stopped and there is a break in my focus as his dark fathomless eyes bore into mine. He seemed to be searching for something but what was it ? Was he waiting for fear to crawl up in my eyes or was he waiting for me to cry ? He and I both know that I find his touch uncomfortable and uncalled , he had accepted that much no matter how thick his skull was , so was he doing this for fun or was he genuinely interested in me ?No , this thought itself was laughable . There is no way he was really interested in me .He said it so himselfControl yourself stupid heart .Don'