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My heart stopped. I froze, staring at Alex and watching his grin spread across his face. A part of me wanted to tell him who I was. A part of me wanted to embrace him… and then punch him hard for how he had treated me. It took me several seconds before my brain processed the simple fact: the man in front of me didn't want me. The check he had left for me expressed it loud and clear. He had treated me like a whore, and the fact that my dumb hormones still merrily buzzed at the sight of him required a serious reprimand. Furthermore, he could have been married by now… I saw no ring when I glanced at his finger, but that didn't prove anything.I forced my lungs to stretch as I sucked in a breath. I was not going to let another man hurt me. I was nobody's doormat. And I was definitely not going back to making the same mistakes. I could not let myself be fooled again, and the man in front of me was definitely a natural-born trickster. I couldn't let myself fall for his charms, although all
Oliver helped me find someone trustworthy who would look after Liam while I went to meet the arrogant Ms. Jeanette Duncan. The trusted person in question was Oliver's girlfriend, Nora. I was hesitant when Oliver mentioned her at first, but when I saw this smiling, petite blonde with huge blue eyes, I somehow knew I'd be leaving Liam in good hands. Besides, Liam liked her the second she walked into our apartment, and, unlike his mother, my son was strangely a good judge of characters.Standing in front of the mirror, I combed my auburn hair, smoothing the slightly wavy strands. I took a deep breath. For some reason, a few knots formed in my guts, and the feeling of unease crept its way to the surface, flooding me with cold sweat. I drew another breath, grabbed mascara, and underlined my gray eyes. I had rarely cared about my makeup, but this time, I could already sense that it wouldn't be my skills that testified to my professionalism but my looks. I hated that, but as much as I didn't
ALEXI was sitting on the leather sofa in the Pas Pour Toi Club, a place that belonged to my friend Daniel Wilden. A year ago, he had opened this spot out of boredom, giving it the most arrogant name possible—Not For You. He wanted to make the club a private haven for his friends to talk and drink. Well, it didn't work. The place was currently one of the hottest spots in New York City. Fortunately, Daniel created a VVIP room, to which only five people had access. I was one of them.I drew a deep breath as I stared at the amber liquid in my glass. The pumping bass slightly slipped through the walls and door, but that was the only thing that indicated that we were in the middle of a crowded nightclub. I had always hated club noises, but not tonight. Tonight, it was the silence that I could not bear…Thoughts swirling inside my head matched the insane speed of the blood running in my veins. It took me more than five minutes before I put them in some kind of order and willed myself to lif
SARAH"Aunty Joy!" Liam darted past me and threw his little arms up, wrapping them around Joy's waist."My favorite kid in the whole world has grown a few inches, I see." Smiling in Joy's way, she leaned over him and ruffled his hair."I'm a big boy now," he stated, causing me to snort.I stepped toward them and pulled Liam away, freeing Joy from his tight hug. "All right, big boy. It's time for you to go to sleep.""But I'm not tired"—he yawned—"Mommy. I can stay"—he yawned again—"a little longer."I crouched in front of him and smiled. "Your sleepy eyes prove something different."He pouted and lowered his gaze. "But Aunt Joy is here…""Yes, and I will stay here for a while so you can see me in the morning," she assured, giving him a little wink.His eyes widened and all but sparkled. "You will live with us here?"I chuckled. "Yes, your favorite Aunty decided to stay with us for a while."Liam sighed and nodded. "All right. If Aunty Joy is staying, then I think I can go to sleep now
ALEXSarah Hill… Fate must have had the weirdest sense of humor. Of course, the odds that the designer Sarah was actually MY Sarah—and the fact that I called her mine meant that there was definitely something wrong with me—were smaller than winning the national lottery twice in a row.Dragging my fingers through my hair, I let out a slow exhale. I needed to get my head in the game. I needed to stop chasing ghosts from my past. She should have forever remained nothing but a one-night stand without any significant meaning, but that was far from the position she actually held in my mind…I dreamed about her last night. Jeanette spent the night in my penthouse. I fell asleep, and I dreamed about screwing another woman. Could anything be more fucked up than this? I wish I could say that my vivid-as-hell dream was made of my memories, but it wasn't. My brain convinced me to believe that the woman I had seen at the airport was the Sarah from Nassau. Then it captured every detail of her body
SARAH I balanced on the chair placed on top of the table while painting a sunflower right below the ceiling of the orphanage's common room. I was in that freaking room alone because… well, the kids from art school decided not to show up. Since Sister Rita had already bought paints and brushes, and I didn't want the kids to be disappointed, I was currently playing Van Gough, minus all the craziness and cutting the ear. Dressed in sneakers, jeans shorts, a sweatshirt, a baseball cup on my head, and with no makeup on, I had already been mistaken for a high schooler three times, and the party for the donors was only just beginning. Of course, the real awkwardness began when Liam appeared and called me Mommy in front of confused guests… This was going to be a long day. I had finished painting the yellow and orange petals and needed to rearrange my fragile construction. I jumped down and slowly pushed the table with the chair, careful not to spill the paint standing on it all over the flo
ALEX I wasn't planning to go to Pas Pour Toi on Saturday evening, but somehow I ended up sitting in the VVIP room with Grayson and Daniel and drinking whiskey. I was too agitated to go home. With everything going on inside my head, I felt like I could explode at any second. Talking about what had happened at the orphanage wasn't something I intended to do when I went to the club. Perhaps it was that third glass of whiskey that finally made me spill it out. "So… let me get this straight." Grayson twisted in his seat to face me. "You sort of met the woman who is going to design your office. Her name is Sarah Hill, and she has a five-year-old son." His brows rose as he waited for my confirmation. I nodded, and he continued. "Her face was covered with paint, but you think that it was the same woman you saw at the airport?" I drew a deep breath and nodded again. "I'm almost positive that's her." A smirk curved my lips as I took a drink from my glass. "I fucking cannot wait until Monday.
SARAH"He knows!" I leaped to my feet, tossing the phone on my desk. I threw my trembling hands forward as I rushed to the sofa where Joy was sitting, drinking coffee. "I don't know how, but Alex knows!" The pitch of my voice went up and died on the last note with a strangled wheeze.Joy's eyes rose from the coffee cup and she studied me for a moment. "Do you need to hyperventilate?"I slumped down beside her and shook my head. "I don't know how he found out, but he knows that it's me!" I pointed at myself as if there was some other "me" in the room. "He knows that Sarah Hill—that I am the one whom he spent the night with! God!" I clamped my hand over my mouth, my eyes widening."What?" Joy raised her brows."Liam… H-he knows about Liam. That is why he wants to meet with me…" The panic mode activated and started to fill every inch of me. Blood rushed through my veins at double speed. Shivers ran down my spine, wave after wave, while my stomach churned. "He will try to take my son away