Pathetic Thoughts

SORA'S POV:-

I had tears in my eyes as I entered Loid's room holding the cleaning supplies. J was a warrior, for the love of the Moon goddess. They were treating me like their personal slave. I wiped my tears and tried to clean up his room as quickly as possible. After sweeping the floor, I went into his bathroom, carrying all of his laundry to his bathroom. I washed his bathroom then I stepped out. 

I frowned as I looked around. Did I put his clean clothes away as well? I asked myself while looking around. Shrugging my shoulders, I mopped the floor, set his bed then placed all his things back in their place. I looked at his room, which was completely clean. 

I looked at my dirtying clothes and a growl almost escaped my lips. I had pulled a decent pair of clothing out for the academy. I walked toward his bedroom door. As I stepped out, I found him leaning against the wall. The smirk on his face boiled my blood. I wanted to punch him in the face for ruining my day. Yet here he was, smirking at my misery like my sister and mother.

"You must have enjoyed it very much. I thought you would be a good person like your father and brother. But I was wrong." I spoke in a low tone and walked away. I didn't wait for him to respond. I went back to my room and looked through all my clothes. 

I had enough decent clothes to wear at the academy every day. But they were all for the summer. Nothing warm enough to keep me warm. I grabbed a pair of skinny jeans and a huge sized gray shirt. I took a quick shower, tied my hair in a high ponytail, and wore my clothes. Once I was ready, I grabbed my bag and stepped out of my room.

As soon as I stepped out of my room, I found a jacket lying on the ground. I picked it up and a smile appeared on my face. Sebastian yet again thought about me. "May Goddess bless you with a kind hearted mate, Sebastian. May goddess always consider your kindness toward me in your moment of need." I prayed in my heart. 

I walked out of the mansion. To my surprise, no one was around. Asking around, I was able to get to the academy. I was late on my very first day and it was definitely not a good sign. Especially when I was trying to impress the principal. "You are late. Are you not supposed to be here before the classes started?" The teacher scolded me angrily. I didn't say anything but narrowed my head. 

She was not wrong. "I am sorry. I didn't know of the way to the academy and I didn't think about the time margin. Please, forgive me this time. I will try to be punctual from now on." I apologized in a low tone.

I heard her clearing her throat then she turned around. "Follow me." She ordered and started walking. I immediately raised my head and started following her. After walking for five minutes, we came to a halt in front of the principal's office. 

"You stay here! Mr Miller was expecting you earlier. I need to inform him first." The teacher told me then she walked away. I sat down on the benches as the teacher disappeared in the principal's office. It was actually the college level academy where all of the students continued to build their careers.

Five minutes passed, and no one came to get me. I was biting my nails due to nervousness. Suddenly, the door of the principal's office opened and a woman a little older than me stepped out of his office. 

Clutching onto her skirt, she ran away. I frowned as I could swear I saw tears in her eyes. The teacher came back and I stood up. "Mr Miller will see you now. Follow me." She ordered me and turned around.

"Did something happen to that girl? I think she was crying." I asked the teacher and she froze in her steps. 

"Umm… she…. She failed a class. Principal Miller was scolding her. That's all." She replied but her stuttering confused me. It made sense that not all the students in the college were in the college to study. Some are forced to continue their studies by their parents. 

I didn't understand why a teacher would be so nervous when it was the student who failed her class. Shaking my head, I followed the teacher into the principal's office. As soon as I entered the office, principal Miller looked at me from head to toe. 

It was awkward. I gulped hard, and tried to stay focused. "You are the new student Alpha talked about. What's your name?" He asked in an unpleasant tone. I looked at his face and found a look on his face that matched his tone. 

"I am Sora Woods." I replied to him and gave my file to the teacher who was standing beside me. She passed my file to the principal. He was looking through my file and I was playing with my fingers due to nervousness. 

"So you are an athlete, a topper at everything." He spoke and I nodded my head.

"What do you want to continue? Except for literature, you have great marks on all the subjects and your scores are even better in games." Principal Miller asked me in a low tone. It felt like he was not interested in our conversation at all. But why would I care? The sooner I could get out of his office, the sooner I could start building my career as a warrior.

"I want to be a warrior. That's why I kept my focus on the games." I replied calmly. The principal nodded his head then called the teacher closer. I was biting my nails as he talked to the teacher in private.

The teacher walked toward me and gestured to me to follow her again. I thanked the principal and walked out of his office, following the teacher. "A student from your class will be asked to show you around. But that can happen during the break. For now, you should go and start your practice. Since you are the only female warrior, you will be appointed a special trainer." She informed me as she walked out of the back of the college buildings.

"You sit here! Your trainer will meet you here. It's better if you lose the extra clothing." She informed me and I quickly nodded my head. I placed my stuff on the bench, pulled the jacket and the shirt off of me. 

It was cold outside. To warm myself up, I started running. I was completing my third lap as I saw the teacher walking toward the ground with a tall man. As I reached closer, I started cursing my fate for playing such sick games with me. My special trainer was none other than my annoying step brother, Loid. "I shall leave her in your hands, Mr Cougar." The female teacher spoke and walked away.

I gulped hard as I watched Loid walking toward me. "So, you were actually serious about becoming a warrior. I thought you were trying to impress my father." Loid asked me and despite the urge I felt to claw his balls, I had to control myself.

He stood in front of me, holding his hands behind his back. His eyes were on me. "Attack me. I would like to see what I am dealing with. And how long I am supposed to play this game with you." He spoke in a tone that angered me. He was behaving like I was going to back off.

"Do you really think I am going to leave it? Do you think I will not be coming back after a tough day where you will be giving me extra hard time just to prove your fucking point that women can't be a warrior?" I asked him and he had the audacity to laugh at my face.

"Isn't it obvious? You women are built to make home, not fight wars alongside us men. Why would you even try to do something your bones aren't built to endure? It's just ridiculous." He challenged me and it boiled my blood.

Shaking my head, I was the second to laugh at him. "You are not the first man who has challenged me. It's never heard before, for a woman to actually join the force but I am as serious about being a warrior as I am serious about breathing." I replied in a low growl.

For some reason, his eyes darkened as he heard me. Maybe I had poked the nerve no other woman ever tried to mess with. He was expecting me to be the obed

ient girl like the others but he needed to accept the fact that I was not from that pack.